TeNsIonFaiL

Games Day/Ankle Sprain

2009-12-01T02:00:00.000-08:00

Sprain my leg ankle again on the same spot while playing
basketball yesterday. So careless of me for doing this stupid mistake.
Hope that it will recover as soon as possible as that spot injuire more
than one time.

Maybe swearing not going to playing basketball for my whole life!

Sometimes life in army get really so bored without good buddy/friends, times
pass by so slow and morale really reach the lowest point of all.
I wish that I wont have ppl in the army making fun of my
surname which I guess anyone could get ugly as they all have
their limits own.

Last of all dedicated for puppie,wish her happy 15th brithday and
have a fulfilling year ahead!=D

About myself

2009-11-27T07:30:00.000-08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

313 post

2009-11-18T16:28:00.000-08:00

I offically declare this blog is going to close down soon
maybe due to several reasons. Might be due to poor response,
or no time to update.

Nothing much to update, now currently under going vocational
training as u see!! Become signallers soon after graduated from
the course! Radio set and other stuff bah..bah...
Everyday lessons like going for lecutres,
going to drooze off almost every min!!
=DD

Last paragraph is for my best mei mei in the
world.Sorry for saying those sentence to u that
make u so piss off. :( Piggy promise that wont
say those words to hurt her again.
=(

AirBone all the way

2009-10-03T18:57:00.000-07:00

Airbone All the way!!
Just start my course last week
at hendon camp,quite tiring
by the end of day!
"Hit it"
"1Thousands, 2 Thousands,3 Thousands"
"Check"
"Front"
"Up right"
"Up left"
"Bottom right"
"Bottom left"
"In between"
"Good para position"
=DD

Here are the command
for us to reheasrse
after we jump out from our plane.
=D

Jumping on 21 to 23 oct
critcal to my life now!

Navigation

2009-09-27T02:22:00.000-07:00

Learning naviagation and map plus compass stuff
which quite interesting for me.
Went to tekong last thursday for 2 days 1 night
and feel shag after coming back.

Didnt get the commando sliver for my ippt test
which mean Remedial training(RT) for me
every damm saturday!
Burn my weekend man!
=P

Posting to hendon camp
on wedensday for my airbone
course!
Horray!

309 Post

2009-09-21T03:47:00.000-07:00

Seem like updating my blog
for myself to see and no one else.

Going to new camp and learn signal
stuff near my house.

Take care everyone!

Dreams,goals and reality

2009-09-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

Nothing much about today,
just basically slacking at home.
Helping out my mum with grocery and
house chores.
I prefer to go back to
army and learn new stuff rather
than staying at home.
Haha.

Army provide me with food, shelter and other stuff
,basically everything that I need.
Expect it doesnt give me FREEDOM!
Tommorrow going back to school
and hit some tennis balls!
TENNIS ROCKS!

Right now my goals in my life
is CAREER,FAMILY,FRIEND&MONEY.
CFFM
haha.
It so important in everyone life that
u just cant miss out.

I guess career in the army is not possible
for me now.Left with two option available
for me, work or further study.

Between these two options,I guess further study
is not possible for me.Left working is my final option,
which I must work hard for this job.

IPP company is the firm I going to work
after my ns straight away. First step away
to achieve my financial freedom.
=)

I want to travel overseas to other countries,
to enjoy their nature habit.
Not in Singapore, not anymore,
just sux staying here sometime.

Changes and Changes

2009-09-13T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hello!Guys!I am back
updating about myself again
for once again.

I going to change my blogskin
as usual and this time around
Instead of updating using blogger,
I will be changing to livejournal
or some other service.

BLOGGER SERVICE JUST SUX BTW
SINCE from DAY 1, problems just
occuring so many times.

Anyway I just finish my BMT
and graduted from it.
NO LONGER A CHAO RECURIT
BUT A CHAO PRIVATE.
=DDD

Can't wait for my next month
allowance with extra combat allowance.
Shortage of cash recently.
=X

I going for AIRBONE COURSE
SOON WHICH IS LIKE MY DREAM!
PARACUTING ALL THE WAY!
HERE I COME!!
=)

Last Section is specaily left
for my puppie Julia.
Look forward to the present and
future and don look back to the past.
Life is short and there wonderful
thing waiting for to discover.

NO MATTER HOW HIGH OR LOW THE OBSTACLE
WALL IS, just overcome it and thing will
be better than ever before.
=)

Field camp is over

2009-08-29T20:40:00.000-07:00

Field camp is finally come to the end,
but no a bad experience for me.But
definally I don't want to experience
again for me. Sleeping in the forest
and fighting mission is phyiscally exhausting
and mentally shaggness for me.

Got injuries on my back as my rifle butt sway
left and right, feel so hurt and pain. Third injuries
since I been enlisting into army,wandering
whether if I make the right
choice coming into commando vocation.

Feel so hurt mentally by some of my friends
in army, why can't they put themselves
into other ppl shoes?
Tears just flowing by my cheek
yesterday while doing thunderstorm.

I hate them sometimes really going
straight away to their face and say
"FUCK U ALL LA, CB LA"
and punch their face.

Two more weeks to POP,
and hope my leg will recover
fully from injuires and sprain.
If not I will be post out of commando
vocation, which that last thing
I wish for.

Maybe all these problem is because
of this reason of me myself.
Maybe not other ppl fault or character,
but my character myself.

No goals ,no dreams,lost in direction

2009-08-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

Sprain my right leg ankle last week
when I was playing basketball. My leg
ankle was swelling quite aweful and big.

Went to see the medical officer and given
me five days of excuse from running,jumping
and marching. This mean I got excuse from
all the light duties.

Watching all my brothers doing PT and marching
make me envious of them.At the same times,gaining
another perspective from those taking medical leave.

It feel like being outcast from the rest of the world.
Everything seem like being taken away from the sprain.
Finally I understand how does it feel for those
who have flu, leg pain or fever or other pains
to want to join in but can't.

As for me each days pass by meanings slacking
and wasting every seconds of my times.
How wish times will be able to reverse
and that won't happen to me.

Brusies everywhere

2009-08-08T23:20:00.000-07:00

It never easy to be a leader
or easy to be human
none making everyone happy.
I tried to please everyone
but can't work for them.

I guess that how human being
are when they are born.

Back to main topic,just finish
two days of field camp at
the back yard of our camp.
This coming friday going tekong
for generade throwing,feeling
quite excited about it.

Long weekend from friday till monday
night for me.
I wish I can help my
family somehow in anyway
espically my parents.
Everytime I think of them,
tears just flow down
my cheek bone.
=(

Long weekend

2009-08-01T23:19:00.001-07:00

Surprising that I manage to book out on thursday,
and booking in on sunday night. Nothing much happen
expect I attain my markmanship last week at the range
that side.
Finally I become a markman!=DD

Just watch the movie"Public enemies" at the new shopping
mall next to bugis street iluans. To me this movie is my
type that I want to watch, boring and sleepy for me.

Eat at Billy bombers with my friends
1 for 1 for dinners package
Quite worth it expect serving
should be bigger a bit.

During friday, I bring my relative to
go for parents engagement days
as my parents are not free.
Tell them abt my ippt test
,weight and welfare in the army.

LOST 2 KG!! XDD

After that went to sakae sushi
for the buffet during lunch.
$14.90
Eat till sian over the
same kind of food.
Sick of jap food!

I miss my oldself
Don be overconfident!
Don be foolish
Don be stupid
Think before u act!
REC KANG WEI SIONG
Is that clear or not

Where are all my
friends when I need
help from u?
=X

Long weekend

2009-08-01T23:19:00.000-07:00

Back just back and nothing change...

2009-07-24T08:09:00.001-07:00

Book out early today and going
in tomorrow at night. Life kind
of sux in army and nothing much
to comment. Got my rifle as my wife
and sunday going for some shooting.

How wish I got to be back to cillivan
life like a normal person. My only motivation now is my family and friends.

Today just have my ippt test just
without 2.4km running due to raining.
Overall I did improve for my chin up
from 4 to 6, as for sit up improve from 55 to 62.
This week in army not very smoothing,
mark by my sergarnts and platoon mates.
Being called by them by nickname called "China Man", which my tennis friends also call me.
Sometimes I wonder why people like
to laugh at each other and call them
by names.
U GUYS THINK it funny to
laugh at people because
of their actions or behaviours.
But have u guys put u self in
other people shoes and spare
a thought for them.
STUPID PEOPLE, ALL
AND GO AND DIE!

Suppose going to clubbing
with my NS buddy but end up
cancel due to unfortunate thing happen.

I need motivation for myself and
nothing else.
I got dreams
AIM
TARGETS
TO MEET
BUT LACK
OF COURAGE
AND MOTIVATION

I wish everything will
be smoothly inside and
ultimate aim is going
OCS.

Early Book Out

2009-07-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

Guess I have come to the

end of phyiscal training phrase(PTP).

Right now is the commerce of basic

military training(BMT), and training will

be more tough then before.

I manage to book out

early on thursday night,

as there is improvement

in IPPT test result.

Here my following ippt results

Sit up = 51 > 55

Chin up= 5 <>

Shuttle run=9.6> 9.4

Standing board jump= 239 > 243

Push up= 30> 40

2.4km= 10.17mins >10.05mins

As you can see from the following

results, overall I did improve all the

station expect chin up.

Although I manage to book

out early on thursday nite,

unfornuately I got slight

fever on that day itself.

Yesterday just saw the doctor

at the local clinic and take the medicine.

Right now I feeling better,as the fever

have GONE!

If it is H1N1 occur on my me,

I dunno how to

react also.

With my fever just gone, a lot of

activites like swimming or going out

have to cancel.

Feeling so disappointed as my weekend

is burn off like that.

Hope this week I can book

out on friday night so that I can

join my class outing at pasir

ris resort.

It been a long time since

I meet up with them.

THRID WEEK OF ARMY

2009-07-05T04:45:00.000-07:00

Just pass my swimming

test for my army, I am so

happy about it.

I manage to overcome

the probia of water

as the depth of the pool

is at least 3.8m.

I hope I can pass my ippt

test in this week

and book out early!

Anyway this last sentence

is for dolly,wish u A HAPPY

BELATED 16th BRITHDAY

=DDD

2009-06-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hello!Everyone!!!!

Just back from confinement period

of 2 WEEKS LE!!

After book out I realise I become

more dumb than ever before

I enlisted.

Everything like never see before

including my home, or even

a simple task like taking

a public bus.

HAHA!!

I miss all my friends out there,

hope to meet up with u guys

one days!

Anyway just back from tennis

session with my friends.

I guess everyone laughing at me

on my BOTAK HEAD!

XDDD

So embarrassing le!!

Tml going to book in at 0950

back to same old camp again.

Before that I sure go watch the

movie "transformer"

Civilian LAST POST entry

2009-06-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

Last update or entry I going to post
before I enlisting into army and serve
the nation and protects the citizen of Singaporeans
and foreign people.
Haha, I pack my stuff already but I guess left
the mentally part not prepared yet.
I feeling of uncertainly in the future serving
the SAF!!
COMMANDO!!HONOUR AND GLORY!

SIAO!I don want to be OOC throughout the
course as it will be wasting my time and effort.
I will miss all family and friends out there although
I dunno whether they will miss me also!=DDD

Monday
Meet Jia Wei and Yong han to musapha for window
shopping after that went to kallang lesiure threater
for dinner at one of the jap restaurant.

Tuesday
Meet tennis friends like dennis, jason and sidney and kenichi
to watch the movie " ALIEN VS MONSTER(3D)".
It damm nice show and funny too and I strongly recommend
you guys watch this show.HAHA

After watching the movie, meet nishi and have dinner

at the jurong point and chat chat.

Wedensday

Meet with charan and his friends for tennis session

and we guess all of us are having fun.

Picture of you,Picture of me,Picture of everyone.

2009-05-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

Nite Cylcing Trip

(FROM EAST COACH TO GELYANG)

Chee hong and enshao SLEEPING!

Jackson,chee hong falling alsleep....ZZZZ

WAE HOU!(TAKEN AT one of the restaurant near gelyang)

EGG Porridge( Unique taste)

Chee hong! XD

Forget his name! =P

Enshao, jonathan and shalong resting...

Alex and enshao chatting..

WAE HOU RESTING..HAHA

Fishing Trip(BISHAN)

Resting

Patiently wating for fish to bit

My Workplace(PENJURU)

Fan Zhi laughing while on shot!

Looking serious at the IU!

Pyramid I

Pyramid II

Pyramid III

Pyramid IV

Playing with laptop!=O

Highest height of carton box stack

by both of us

Work!Work!Work!

NICE ISN'T IT?HAHA

OUTING WITH MY BOYS!(EXPO)

BENSON, FABIEN, JARREL AND ADRIAN!

SMILE!!

NATIONAL SERVICE DOCUMENTS!!

Front page!

Not very clear but hope u all can see....

Commando training institute

"A Picture speaks a thousand of yours" which is quite true as is always use by everyone.Left with less than 20 days or even lesser, I going to be serve and protect my nation. Sooner, I will become botak which everyone will probably be laughing at me.=X

Things didn't go smoothly as it is and obstacles keeping coming towards me. I wish I can avoid them and run away as far as I could. People are the creature in the planet I fear the most. Even friends that I like talking with might be the one I hate interacing with in the end.

SO WISE UP MAN!JIAYOU!WEISIONG!HAHA

Army Spec

2009-05-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

Well it time to update a bit on what been
going on for these fews days. Recently there
are two new guys hire by LTA to replace us
as our contract are ending soon. Their name is
call Rion and Michalle and they are quite nice
guys.

Today I just make my army spectacles which cost me
around 75 dollars that can last me for my 2 year
of NS.

I been regularly training for my National service
enlistment which is coming closer and closer.
I quite worried that I cannot catch up with
their training and stuff like that.

Anyway gratz to my collegues Cum friend
Fan Zhi who manage to downpse his status
from "B" TO "C".
Haha, quite happy for him when he manage to
change his pse status and do a more relax vocation.
As compare to mine vocation which is more shiong,
I rather follow his path.

But I insisted going through this hard way rather
than easy way to make me become tougher in term
of mindset and phyiscal.

Last of all this quite important to mention
in this post is that I wish all my friends
to be true and honest with me. I don't wish
friends or buddy use me as their frustration
or play with my feelings and thing like that.
I hurt me as a friend or a buddy upon the connection
bewteen u and me.
=]

2009-05-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

Class Photo 1

Class Photo 2

Top: Messlisa, Yi Wei and Pei Yi

Bottom: Zhi wei, Fabien, Jarrel and Wei siong

Class Family photo 1

Class Family photo 2

Class Family photo 3

Fabien & Yi Wei

Three beauties! XDD

Zhi Wei, Jarrel& Pei Yi

Oppos? Prosopal?

Messlisa&Me

Me&Pei Yi

Adliene&Me

Me&Yi Wei

Last but not least!=)

Hey!Everyone!Change my Extreme OLD blogskin that should I have change LONG LONG

TIME AGO! But I guess I am lazy to change and dunno about the html for the blog.Here are all

my photos taken during my graduation cemenory during 14 MAY 2009 at convention centre.

I accidently didnt take my family photos with my mother and sister which I felt guilty about it.

3years have past by and all of us have graduated from Ngee ann polytechic. I miss those days with u all whether it happy or sad events! L05 ROCKS! Puppie! Updated as requested!Haha..

Hope to get my this month salary and pratice more swimming till perfection. Swimming is one of the sports among all that I hate most! ARGHH!!

2009-05-01T01:44:00.000-07:00

It been quite a while since I last update
my blog as I quite lazy and busy these periods.
Currently working as temp staff for Land Transport Authority(LTA)
at a warehouse near penjuru area.
My work scope is quite simple and to my surprise
my poly classmates fang zhi also workingwith me.
Quite a concidence sometimes, didn't expect him to be
working with me together.
Well, at least someone that I familiar with working
together, times will pass by reasonable fast
Slack a lot during my working hours as both of us
take a nap upon reaching our daily target for that day.

Anyway I recieve my enlistment letter on 1 April 2009,
which tell me that I going in on 12 June 2009 at Special Operation Tatics Centre
which located at Pasir ris Camp.
Instead of going into tekong like rest of the guys,
I going in as motto-intake for commando vocation.
I pray that I can survive throughout the course and
get my red beret as a sense of achivement for my life.

Five more weeks left before I enlist into the camp,
I cherish my cilivan life as much as possible as for now.
Before I surrended my pink I/C to the mindef.
Recently spec broke while playing soccer with my friends,
so I don't dare to play that sport ever again.
Trust me,I easily get injuries through that sport,
so I don't want to play soccer again.

I miss all my friends out there,hope to see u all
whatever free time we all have. =)
That all folks!

2009-03-18T21:55:00.000-07:00

I wish to be air molecules, wandering
around the world freely without worries
and troubles. Living in Singapore is a blessing and
disgusting fact that I hate and like Singapore.
Realise human beings are so ugly and disguisting
creature in the planet. I wish people will be
more kind-hearted and understanding
at times.

Regardless of what happening now
or in the future, I wish I can be free from all
worries and go to a place where there no
worries, no trouble and no sadness.
Just plain happiness in my heart.

I still hesitate whether I want to stay
for my current job as advertising as
it may be meaningful but it can be physically
,mentally tiring at times.
Yesterday I left my workplace halfway
as I not feeling very well. Haix,
how I wish I got a normal job.

2009-03-15T07:16:00.000-07:00

I recently just got a job as
advertising representive for different
companies for different clients.
Basically it like representing different
client for different campigan organise by them.
It not actually easy as it is but it not diffcult as it
looks. But it require hardwork, enthusiam and preservence
from me in order to reach my goals.
Don't be surprise to see me one day in the street
or bypassing your house asking you to help
someone in the planets who are less unfornuate
than we are.
=)

2009-03-09T18:40:00.000-07:00

I need a job!!!
I need a job!!
I need A fucking job!!
Any job will do as long
there is the pay is not bad
or what. I don't mind working
but seem like the economy recession
cause all these bullshit!!
I hate everyone in this whole planet,
all so fake, all so childish,
all so complex and so stupid.
Simple request to pass people something
also cannot reply me back.
I feel like vomiting at all of you all.
Arggh!!!
Fuck it la, not in a good mood
for god sake!

2009-03-01T02:07:00.000-08:00

Finally I finish all my exams in my polytechnic life.
Three years pass by and everything just ended.
Looking back I never forget those memories that I have
with my classmates. Althought I didn't went for the
prom nite session which I want to go but I guess it
still not my activity that I like the most.

Currently I hope that I can find a job as soon as possible,
and train hard for my national service(NS) which I most probably
enlist in June or July. These fews day been raining a lot,
and this is the prefect weather to slack and sleep!!
Wahah..

I feel very lost right now like back in 2005 after I receive
my O level certificaties. I feel a lot of uncertaines in my future,
not know what I exactly want. I did apply for NTU for courses but
not sure whether can secure a place.

With that I pray hard and gather whatever strenght I have
that wish life will be better than before.

2009-02-17T01:47:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I just went to the Vocational Assessment held at the hendon camp.
I woke up at around 5.15 am and had my breakfast before going out.
My father give me a ride to the Jurong east MRT station as he going to pick up
his colleagues around that area.
The journey from Jurong to Tampines took me around 45 Min's to 1 hour.
At 7 30 I were waiting for bus no 29 with some passengers and I saw some people around my age going to the VA. I were rather excited and anxious at that moment.
I reach the camp at 8 1o and report to the person in charge.
I were assign to group 10 whose consists of 10 people and an detail I/C.
After that we were show the army video..bah..bah..bah...same thing I watch with harry so several times!

Next we will bring to an area to do the psychology test which last around 2 hours and 30 Min's.
Then we went to medical checkup and ask whether got and medical problems.
Lastly doing some physical exercises to test our physical abilities and stamina and follow by an interview by the CDO officers.The whole interview lasts till 1700 as they says.

Last day of my polytechic life

2009-02-12T20:37:00.000-08:00

Finally I have reach the last day of my polytechic life,I feel so satisfed and empty in my heart.
Sorry guys for not being able to update my blog regularly due to heavy studyload given by my fellow lecturers.I am thinking of my future now as I have uncertain for what I going to work in the future. This coming monday I reporting to hendon camp at 07 45 for medical checkup for commando vocatinal selection.

My classmates Adrian also being selected for police checkup as he decide to become his career.I wish him good luck for his interview and checkup. I also hope that I will be selected for commando, as I can be "elite of elite" for honor and glory units. I have watch a show named'' Blood Diamond" recently and found that it is one of the best movies i have watched to date. Danny Archer says in the movie" In another life maybe ye". Some things are just not meant to be in life, but as the saying goes" Life is such so such it up man".

I find that we as human should soldier on in life inspite of any test and adversity thrown at us as theose issues are test which are thrown at us by god to enhance our learning experience in life. However, I sometimes wonder if god exist as someone told me recently"If god exist he would not let suffering of humans go on around the world" " God left this continent a long long time ago.

Anyway someone brithday present still with me, I wonder when I can pass the present to her.Haha I Updated my blog la, don't say I never updated la!! XDD Cheers!

2009-01-26T20:54:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year everyone!!
Haha,this year cny bring forward to jan which
is much earlier as compare in the past.
Last times, I also celebrated cny around end of febuary
with my relative and friends.
Chinese new years is suppose to be a happy
period for all of us, but I not even happy than before.
Not in the mood of celebrating my happiness with all my loved ones.
haha..

2009-01-18T06:41:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone, my blog are become outdated as times past by.
I am thinking of deleting this blog once and for all.
It nothing much to updated about my life, I guess I sick of it.
No offence to anyone, but it my choice whether I want to do.
Anyway I just recieved the vocational assestment(VA), to report
on 16 feb at hedon camp. It a letter for check up for certain vocational.
People who go in NS or familiar with it , should know what it means.

2008-12-31T04:49:00.000-08:00

These are some photo taken when I went to kenichi

house and appreicate drinks.

Overall I quite love in sake and corona beer!

Here some photos that taken during my laser quest
Picture will do the talking, I wont comment much.

2008-12-30T06:50:00.000-08:00

I just finish watching code greass season 2.
Overall, it is a nice anime that I recommend everyone
to watch. I just went for the laser quest event
where I know new friends and kill time.
Nothing much happen this week of holiday,
it just tennis,homework, school.
It such as boring of life that I don noe how
ot react.
I just wondering how I continue with
my life with so much time left.
People say life is short so cherish it, but
my point of view is I wish I depart this world.
I not saying that I don cherish myself, but
life is just too long for me.
Nothing much and nothing left.
haha..

2008-12-24T06:06:00.000-08:00

Merry christmas to everyone!!
Haha, I don really celebrate
christmas day but I love this
particular day.
Pity that I am born in Singapore
while not in other countries.
I never see snow in real life before
and I really hope to see snow
before I move on to my next
part of my life.
Project, assigment all are coming
towards the deadline,I hope I can
finish all in the shortest possible time.
Haha.

2008-12-22T18:45:00.000-08:00

It my 19th year since I born into
this planet. Happy brithday to myself.
Haha...
This whole week I been doing project
after project. It seem like I not getting
any holiday afterall.
But I did meet up with fabien and adrian
for some lan gaming.
The game is called " Left four dead",
which consists of four persons
escaping from zombie city.

2008-12-19T05:37:00.001-08:00

I gotten my result of my medicial checkup.
I got the psa status A.
I have feeling happy and
sad now for no reason.
I call my boss and ask him
whether need to work
this coming weekend.
He told me that I don need
to work but I never really ask him
why?

My Dad told me to ask clearly
on why I don need to work.
I feel very useless in some
way when dealing with some issues.
I guess eveyone have different rate of
mature and mine is not as fast as other
people.

Economic recession affect everybody lives
including my ones and I scare of being
retrench by my boss.
=X

2008-12-18T07:14:00.000-08:00

In a few hours time,
I will be going to
the National service
checkup at the CMPB
building.
I wonder what psa status will I be
getting this time .
I hope that I be getting Psa A or B
so that I can go for combat units.

2008-12-13T19:27:00.001-08:00

I find human being are the funniest
creature in this whole planet.
People always talking about
bad stuff behind each other back.
I talk about the bad thing about
person A, then person A talk bad
thing about me behind my back.
It so funny anyway but is the truth
I guess.
People are so fake to a extend
in which I don know are they
telling the truth to me.
All I know is that every single
human being sure lie
in their entire of their life.
Haha

2008-12-12T07:43:00.000-08:00

People say " money cannot buy happiness. "
I totally do not agree on proverb,
without $$$, I feel that life is meaningless
also.
Without money I cannot feel happy
because in my heart I feel so empty.
I reach a point I hate and love my family
at the same time.
Strange izzit it?
I never get to see the world
all my life till now.
I really want to know
what my future is.
I want someone to guide
me to my future.

2008-12-01T19:05:00.001-08:00

I hate to be in this situation.
I hate everything.
I just hate this world.
Hate deep in my heart
cannot be resolve easily.

2008-11-30T07:52:00.001-08:00

Being tagged by Dolly(Rocker!!)It been long since I do the quiz
1.What Kind Of Boyfriend / Girlfriend do you like?
- Non-smoker, Kind-hearted, display internal beauty yet ordinary.

2.How do you celebrate your 1st month?
- Mmm,bring her to special place and celebrate. =)

3.Do you felt safe with your Boyfriend / Girlfriend?
- Yea, since she my most loved ones.

4.When you saw your stead injured or sick will you be there , even you're busy?
- Yeah!

5.When it is your 12th month & your stead was having another relationship what you do?
- Depend on the situation.

6.What if you know your ex is still loving you ? Even he/she is single & you're attached.
- I cannot love two girls at the same time, only one-sided allowed.

7.Name out 3 love / sad songs.
- Shadow of the day,Here without u baby & Far away

8.What do you do when you & your stead quarrelled?
- Havent been throught B&G B4.

9.Do you wish to know that anybody is crushing on you?
- NO? unless I am cupid god of love!

10.What if you're single & some people got a crush on you?
- Haha,I will understand why she got crush with me first.

11.When you fall in love with someone how you feel?
-Excited and heart beats really fast plus embrassed.

12.How many times did you broke your heart by someone/ex/stead?
- I havent broke any one heart B4 XDD

13.If you & your stead quarrel who will be the one who will say sorry?
- Depend how serious is the quarrel.

14.What if your stead wants to break the relationship what will you do?
- Depend on how much I cherish the relationship.

15.Did your stead give you any presents? You like the most.
- I don have any stead now.

16.When is your last cry for someone you love?
-No comment..haa

17.Did you broke your promise to your stead before? How many times?
- No comment..cause I am single

18.Do you wish to last your relationship long?
- Yea, I believe everlasting love =DD

19.Did your stead kiss you at public ?
- I am single.duh!

Pass this question to your friends to know how their relationship is going on :D.Send them by MSN or ask them copy & paste :D. Post it in your blog. :D Remember to put 11 names down to last your relationship long :D
1.Jia wei
2.Jia hui
3.Julia
4.Twinkle
5.Shu juan
6.Siu Ping
7.Wan lin
8.Jun kiat
9.Averlyn
10.Charlyn

2008-11-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

Just back from my work and I did not sell a single product today.
I am so disappointed again and again and did not live up
to people expectations.
I feel like commit sucidide and end my life in this world.
I don have a goal or objectives in my life.
I just too tired to do anything.
I realise I become from bad to worse.
In the past, I am a really good student,
always punctual for every single lesson.
Now lesson start at 8 am, yet I crawl
out of my bed at 8.
Pathetic?
I feel like smoking like never before
in my life.
Why I becoming like that?

2008-11-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

Here some photo of my L05 and L04

Time really flew past and all of us are already in the final years. Looking back from the time, we all have change in term of mentally or character. Thanks to all of them, I would be able to standing together with them.

Nafpa test results

2008-11-22T19:26:00.000-08:00

Here the following nafpa test results
Sit up = 32
Standing board jump = 225
Sit and reach= 49 cm
Pull up = O
Shuttle run = 9.3 sec
2.4km run =10.32 min

Grade = FAIL

This is my pathetic score of my nafpa test which I taken on thursday. My left leg have a cramp while I doing my sit up,it spoil my mood entirely.As for my pull up, I expect that results as it is. Throughout all my nafpa test, I never have any cramp or what till that day. I am so unlucky on that day.

2008-11-11T07:39:00.000-08:00

Right from the start I born into this planet,the moment I take my first step, is this troublesome and complex world. It always been this issue wandering in my mind and never take off. Money always make me so troublesome. I not trying get sympathy from people or what but rather put in my thoughts and view about myself.

My father not working like for three months and is always been like that. I need to support the family as I am the eldest. Sorry guys if I am stingy sometimes when come to treating people. I hope you all understand.

Anyway I change the blogskin as I quite sick of the previous one. Today I just went to watch the movie title"Body of lies" which is a nice movie.

2008-11-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

Last semster of my polytechic life is the hell semster for me. Assigment and tutorials are due soon and need to clear them off. Yesterday I sleep at 4am and next lesson is at 8 am. I only slept for 2 hours and need to crawl out of my bed. Like harry said " Life is hard and suck it up". I hope I can make it through this semster and graduate with a diploma.

Sometimes I dislike my father for the way he handle certain the issues. Through out my three year in polytechic life, I never go for any overseas trip or adventure trip. I dislike my father way of talking to me like that, cause he not exposed to the way it work. Life is hard and I admit it not easy that he rinse me up till now. But sometimes he got to understand about their children needs and desire. I feel like hating him for his stubborness and foolish. But maybe he love me a lot that why. If not I will become unfillal child who push my father to death.

2008-10-30T18:50:00.000-07:00

I am very fcuk right now and very frustrated in my mind. CB everything and fcuk everything. KNNCB, I feel very fcuk up now with everything espically with my life.This last semster is probably my hardest semster of all. I JUST WANT TO SCOLD ANYONE AND FCUK MYSELF.

I not scolding anyone but I just feeling very angry and upset about everything. I screw up the WISP project and facing major problems. I feel very stupid right now and I hate this life.

SHUT THE HELL OUT THOSE WHO WANT TO COMMENT ON THIS POST

2008-10-28T10:25:00.000-07:00

It been the third week of the school semster and I have not get used to school life.I been slacking quite a lot while trying to focus on my study.Regarding about my previous blog post, I want to apolognise on what I comment on it. I know I always have low self-esteem on myself which some of my close friends should know that. I just feel very lost in this reality world, on which type of life I should set for myself. I know people say that one should decide his/her future by themselves not other people who decide their future.But it just doesn;t make sense to me at all to a certain extend.

Maybe I think too much about this matter and it like a retribution to me. I feel that I becoming more dumb than ever in my life now. It like my brain cannot work properly when solving problems. Arggh!!

But something doesn't change in my mind no matter what happen.Appreciate my loved one & friends is very important to me. I am sorry about the previous blog posting. Fate & destiny bring us to become friends together. It not like I forcing all of you all to be my friends. It like fate which bring u to become my friends. It inevitable this to happen for my situation.

I going to organise another secondary school gathering to meet up with my friends. It been ages since the last times we meet and have fun interacting.

2008-10-25T08:30:00.001-07:00

It the second week of the school, I am so bored of it. Being in sale line is not easy when economy is not that good and people won't buy my products. It just so sux and so frustrating working in courts. People are fcuking unfriendly and hostile toward me and everyone doing their own business.

I hate this fcuking world and I hate everyone that make me feel frustrated about it. People just taking me for regard for my kindness and intention. Whatever I treat my friends sincerly so much that they take me for regard.I use to tell people that there are true friends in this world. But my thinking was wrong from this year on on, I am disappointed again and again. Period after period friends disappointing me again and again.

Friends are they really my friends in fact?Friends promise are just called empty promises by them? Promise just a sentence that not going to fulfill.I want to believe my friends as much as I can but their actions make me feel that u all not trustable in my point of view.

Everything just sux including my life and these people living this planet. I HATE THIS WORLD

2008-10-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

TAGGED BY: Dolly,ROCKER!=)

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?Yeah..some big secrets of my life!

2. Would you fall in love with a girls older than you?Mmm...love has no bourdnary..but probably not bah.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?I prefer sec sch life than now!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?Travel ard world and become a national georgraphic staff

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?Definitely no!

6. If you have to choose one person between ur boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?Both I would cause both are precious to me!

7. List out your 20 favourite songs:
Fall for u
Your guardian angel
Crazy
Breaking the habit
Shadow of the day
Your my desnity
Everlasing
Every heart
Gekidou
Far away
Numb
Make me wonder
Photograph
Perfect World
Love song
Stop & Stare
Tattoo
The reason
Walking proud
When your Gone

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?Forget abt it

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?Seeing kids smile =DD

10. What makes you angry?Back-stabber, liar,bully, Racism, any other bastard living in this planet.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?IDK..maybe millionare?Or ordinary clerk

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?> Family& Friends

13. What is the most important thing in life?Peace & Hamonry&Money

14. What is more important? Family or Career? Both I should say.

15. What is your favourite colour?White

16. Would you give all in a relationship?Yeah

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?Depend on who I love the most:DD

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?Depend on the situation.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?How impt is she in u life=DD

20. 5 people I have tagged:1. Wei hoon 2.Jia Wei 3. JiaHui4.Julia5.Twinkle

2008-10-19T08:22:00.000-07:00

I don know where to start, where to end this blog post. Being in sale line is not easy as I imagine and I wish to give up on this job. As compare to F& B industry which I been working in, sale line is not easy not to be. I been attached to jurong point as sales promoter for shico. Today I manage to sell just one product only. It not easy being front line sale man and I hate this job. It just sux plus it no fun working over there. People over there are all unfriendly and cool about themselves. I just like one guy walking around my area without knowing any of them. So cool of them and I hate their attiude towards me.

I just hate myself and I hate this world for everythings. I hate some of my friends just quarrel because of small things. Why cannot people live in harmony together? We been friends for like quite a long period of time. Whatever unhappiness that we all have, I always keep quite and never mumble a word. I don't wish to quarrel with any of you all, cause all of you are my friends. Friends should not be quarrel with each other right? If that the case why be friends at the first place? As well everyone go their own ways and team with other people.

I always have this mindset that I wont' judge one people character based on their phyiscal appearances. Whether how fat ,thin,ugly,disabled, useless, proud, demanding, poor or rich, I won't critise these people. Cause I know how does it feel when people judge u based on u phyiscal appearnces. The feelings is not good and it also led to losing u self-confidence and lot of things. That mindset till now but thing have change cause of external enviornment. I tired to keep my philiosphy as always as it is but people keep changing it. U guys sux and should reflect yourselves. I finally understand the meaning of " Every man for himself".

It true and is a reality-fact in this planet earth that all of us are living in.As much as I am concern, I really wish I don't need to classified people into different categories. But it unavoided as it really happen right now.

2008-10-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

I am scared and really nervous of my entire FCUKING life.It happening to me for the second time of my life. I really scare that I will go into depressing state when I cannot handle study pressure.Who could really understand how I feeling right now? Who the fcuk going to understand I am feeling right now! First time happen to me during my second year of sch. I hate this feelings when I feel so pressure about studies. My mind is like going all-out blank and cannot think of anything else.

I start to think what is my purpose of my life in this planet. Why do I live in this world for?Why do friends exist in this world? I see from somebody else blog that friends are classified into two categories. Friends and acquaintance. I start to think these few days who are really my friends or just my acquaintance. In reality all my so called my friends are actually acquaintance. I don noe who are my true friends sometimes. I feel so lost and confused also .=X

Another thing is regard if those who think I putting too much emotional feeling in my post. Please get lost and don visit my blog ever again. I swear that I don want to see u face again.
A blog is for u to put u daily thoughs and feelings in it. It not for u guys to critise about it.

2008-10-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hey! Everyone! I am back on again to updated my dead blog!!~~ This blog is like going to forget by people soon if I didn't updated regualrly.
My friends like jia wei, jia hui, julia, dolly and the rests going to shout and curse at me. I don wish to offend them and end up with no loyal visitor of my blog.

A lot of event have occur during these few weeks before school actually starts. Mmm, where do I start first? Last friday was my last day working at my firm and I bought some chocolate for them as farewell gift to all those I work with.

I miss working with them a lot. Although the working environment is very harsh and pressure as compare to school, I am impress of myself to be able to work for 7 MONTHS & 10 DAYS. Amazing I am right? XDD

I still remember when I first came in for intership,I was very nervous on the first day. I was wondering in the office, AM I REALLY GOING TO WORK HERE? =?? At first I feel strange working in the office.

Here is some image taken on my last day! =DD

Picture speak a thousand words I suppose that I got to say for this picture. Nishi, jeshen, yanli, rachel and a lot of collegues. Collegues from other department like zul( distrubuition), jali,hairi, zalim, raman, andrew, papuline, wanqian, YH, hao,ho, maldin and more!! Without them I would not be able to learn so much about logistics. Although sometimes all of us quarel among each others, we still end up happy as it is.

As for saturday I went out with adrain and harry to JB for shopping and eating. Sorry to trouble they all as they accompany me from lvl 1 to 4 back to 1 then 4 again for a few times. PS><>

Yesterday I went to carton hotel for high tea with my manager who treat me. I grab this opportunity to eat as much as I can as I am quite greedy about it. End up I having a big stomach as if I was pregnant.

Nothing much happen today for the first day of the last semester. But something nice happen to me today,harry give all the male classmates a T-shirt and sea shells. It was nice of him to give us and I really appreciate that. =DD

Last paragraph is dedicated for Dolly!!rocker!!, I will treat u one bot of breezer and I honour my promise!Mark my word and I will going to execute it soon! Waha...

2008-09-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

Well well well, Tommorrow is my STA doubles match which is at 6pm at kallang tennis centre. My partner and I not even prepared for it but I guess I take it as nature as it is. I should be nervous right now but I am feeling opposite the way it is.

As for my IS enrolment I enrol into the WISP and invest in stock market which is what I intend to get in.I going taking my first step to acheive my dream as full time trader. As time passes by so fast that I don even realise it, I am hitting 20 years old already. Looking back on all my achievements, I am proud of who I am. But I still have regrets on certain issues that are not solve.

Through this attachment of 7 months including my extend in this firm, I have learn pratical and mentally experience from them. I also realise I need to plan my career ahead to acheive what I want in my life. My top priority in my life now is for my whole family to be happy without worries. Plus I wish all my friends to be happy as it is for as long they can.

2008-09-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

How I wish someone could understand my situation now.
Being an elder brother in the family
The pressure and responsibility
that I have to face.
So heavy that I cannot
breath anyone.
I wish I not living in
this world anyone

2008-09-15T08:11:00.000-07:00

My result for my IAP is out and I get an ' B' which is a bit disappointing and upset. I guess I tired my best for this 5 months of attachments. Staying overtime to finish up all the necessary work, rushing to finishing up my report.

I tell my good friends about my results and they told me not bad already. I ask jia hui about her results and good news is that she pass her modules. I so glad for her that she pass her modules. She told me that my result not bad already and I understand her intention.

Then I told julia about my results and she say " as long you do u best and put in u efforts, can already". This phrase is like used by other people again and again. It like repeating in my mind again and again!!Haha..Whatever it is I going to try harder for my last semster, aiming for GPA of 4.0!!XDD

I just chat with jarrel and he told me not easy to invest in trading. He was right that it would required a lot of knowledge in that area. To monitor at the stocks and sell/buy at the righ timing. I was wondering whether I am doing the right thing. But one thing I am sure of is that if I never try, I will never know the outcome.

2008-09-13T22:00:00.001-07:00

It been quite a while since I updated my blog. Well this week nothing much happened to me and I have an a goal now. My goal is to become a millionare and have lots of money. This goal might be unrealistic and I going to try it. If I didnt achieve it I will go back to my ordinary live like everyone. Life always tough ahead for everyone and we all have to overcome it. I realise the most valuable assets in my life are my loved ones and my friends. (:

Family and friends are so important in my life.Without them in my life, everything would be meaningless even when u have everything in the world. Whatever I see my friends happy, I would be happy for them. I don know why I have this feelings but I feel very happy in my heart.

Whatever my good friends got problems to share, I will be there for them. Hope all my friends be happy as it is.

Last point to add on before I end this post for this week. I like to thanks all my friends for my support of this blog. I would like to thanks all friends below

-Jia wei(My best male buddy )

-Jia hui (My best female buddy)

-Wei hoon( My loved sister)

-Julia (Puppie)

-Harry (Forest Gump)

-Adrian(Ayumi)

-Zhi wei (Good friend)

-Jarrel( Good friend)

-Fabien(Good friend)

-Dolly( Rocker)

-Many more...

Thanks for all you support on my blog.I am greatly appreicate you guys!!

2008-09-05T20:47:00.000-07:00

Here a bit of updated of what going on this week. Well I take two day paid leave from my boss, and I am training hard for my tournmanent. My friend and I have sign up for the STA doubles match on 27 september. We finally made our mind to join this tournament, which is not going to be easy. I am left only with a few weeks of training before the tournament start. My whole body feel very ache right now due to training that I have been through.

Yesterday I done a good deed by accompany an old man to his house. At first I was on the way to buy food or stuff for my mother. Among the way that old man shout and ask me to help him. My sister and I was like no comment to reply back to him. Well I help him all the way to his house, and my sister was so bored of it. Sometimes doing a good deed require longer time, and that what my mother say to me.

2008-08-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

Here some photo that I taken during last week, when I go out with my classmates.Haha. We went that famous restaurant which I forget the name. Yesterday I went to yi hong house and play tennis with charan. I also saw my tfn friends who was also playing at there. I play around 2 hours plus and went back home. Thanks God that it didn't rain yesterday , as these few day keep on raining and raining. I wish today wont be raining and so that I can play tennis once again.

2008-08-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

Life is always full of surprise, up and down among the journey. Today one incident happened in my life. I did not expect this would be happen to me. I would love to share with guys in my blog. Today I work till around 7 plus and I hop into one of my colleagues hubs and car. Afterwards I went to the LOT 1 there to for some strolling. Next I went to LRT station to go back home, I meet a new friend at there.

I was eating my ice-cream that I just buy from mac and heading toward the lift. While I was waiting for the lift, this guy who is beside me point to " NO DRINKING/EATING(FINE $500)". I was like giving him a weak smile back to him. He told me that I should not be eating my ice-cream. I was like " Wow..wow...why so busybody?" Ha ha.. I told him it OK to eat the ice cream just not get caught. He tell me that there are camera installed around the station.

After that we interact with each other and were laughing all the way. His name is called "Emerson", and come from Philippines. I really could not believe in myself that I make new friends from a stranger. A total complete stranger that I did not meet in my life. I guess I really want to know more friends. Meeting with new people make me eager to know more about them.

In order to know more friends, there are few things that I need to improve on. First of all is the fluently of my speaking and the way I talk. I wish that I can speak fluently like other people. I hate people who laugh at me cause I cannot speak properly. Everyone is not prefect and you guys are also. So stop criticising me as you guys are prefect person. Next week I am going to vist dental to brush my teeth. If I don't visit a dentist now, my teeth condition could get worsen. First question people ask me when they saw me. U guess what? " Hey, do you smoke?". I was like @$$#!@#$%^€....haha

Bro Jia we!Thanks for tagging at my blog!Hope that can chat with you soon in msn!!

2008-08-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

Well..Well...Well, it been quite some time since I updated my blog. It been dead for so long and no one tagging my blog. Haha I miss my best buddy of my life who went to Germany. Wondering how he is how over there? Nothing much happened to these few days except workload become more and more. I been addicted in korean movie drama in the crunchyroll and it so nice to watch. Adrain recommend me to watch " sassy girl and windbreaker". After watching this two movie, it is a nice and touching movie. It is flim by the same female actor who is acting as the main female lead.I strongly recommend everyone to watch.

Sometimes I feel my life empty as I been going through the same rountine of life. Taking the same train, meeting the same people, eating the same foods and wearing the same clothes.But I enjoy my life the same I like, I learn to be happy no matter what. I enjoy the processing of happiness of doing the same routine. Afterall I only live my life once. Whether is rain or shine or darkness, I still put on that postive and happy mindset. (: I miss all my friends out there. I wish to find someone to speak to about my matter. But where all my close friends went to? All seem like to be engage with their own matter. Wish someone got time to chat with me again.Next week, there will be new interim student coming to my firm. Hope that he can adapt well in this kind of enviornment.It not easy for him to adapt but sometime in life we got no choice.

I cannot wait for my pay day to arrive, as I got some stuff to settle and payment.

2008-08-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

Just back from gathering,I was watching the movie" money not enough 2". It was an nice movie, even it is made from local firm. It shows about an family of three brothers and their childern.Money doesn't necessary can buy everything in this world, but it can buy u food. It cannot buy happiness,or sadness or emotion.

Family bond are so strong in everyone lives that include mine. I might dislike my parents because of several reason, but I still love my parents. Deep in my heart no matter, I always want my parents to live the best. Whether is my family going through the hard way or what. I always want to see my parents to be happy. Afterall I always alones in this world,but I still got my family and loved ones. Human being are so funny creatures, making people looking like a fool. You make me look like a fool, although I am a fool. I not highly intelligent smart human being, and I am hardworking guy. I want to forget abt you, completly erase of my memories. I got aim and goals in my life. I guess it I will focus it and forget about you.

My best buddy in my life have gone to Germany for his overseas attachment program(OIAP). I am proud of him as his buddy. Although he in another country doing his studies, I always treat you as my best buddy. I guess is during my previous life we are brothers till the end. I learn to be strong as I become older. I feel like crying now cause I am so useless. I might be appearing fine to you but in my heart I not always happy. I hate you really hate you even through nothing happen. I look like a fool to you in front of you, but you won't get it. I want to erase all you memories whether is happy or sad times. I am weeping in my heart for myself ,the world, the animals and more.

I going to be strong and continue my life as usual. With/without you in my life.

2008-08-18T08:28:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Dolly rocker!!XDD

7 Things that scare you:
1:Ghost bah
2:Human being
3:darkness
4:Lonely
5:Clown
6:Exam
7:Meeting new friend for first time

7 Things you like the most :
1:Tennis
2:Money!!
3:know more friends and more friends (:
4:Outdoor activities
5:Cycling
6:Jogging
7:interacting with my close friends =D

7 Things that about you:
1:True and loyal to friends
2:Kind to people
3:Hate those who despie ppl based on apperance
4:like kind-hearted friend
5:Fillal piety minded
6:to aim for my goal and dream
7:love nature and animals (:

7 Things that plan to do before you die:
1:Travel around the world
2:fulfill my parents wishes
3:Maintain close contact with my friends(:
4:find the girl that I love the most and marry =)
5:Happy for life =D
6:Parachute
7: Learn how to swim

7 Things you say the most:
1:Some vuglar words perphasXDD
2:wtf(fish)
3:Omg
4:IDK
5:haix
6:Aiyo
7: ....

7 Things that attract you to the opposite sex:
1:Straight sometimes
2:Honest
3:Truthful
4:Easy sociable
5:Funny?
6:Siao sometimes
7: Kind-hearted

7 Things that you tagged:
1:Julia
2:Jia wei
3:Jia hui
4:Dolly
5:Charlyn
6:Twinkle
7: Esther

2008-08-16T23:34:00.000-07:00

Here my update for this week. I finish my presenation on tuesday and my lectuere doze off during my presentation. WTH sia..showing no respect to his student when he present something important to him. Next time I going to tell him" Since u lecturer sleep during student presentation". " why cannot we sleep during u lecture? XDD funny right?? I going to say this to my lectuer for my last semster of school. Time flew pass so fast, and two more months for me to finish my work at Trident districentre. Above video is what I taken during the k-box sesson after my presentation that day. Hope you guys enjoy it.XDD

Yesterday I just went to buy tennis shoe at queensawy with my wei kean. After that we went to kallang and play two hours of tennis. Quite tiring as an overall and I guess I need to train even more for my coming tennis match. My handphone was running low battery for that day. I recieve miss call from yong. He want to ask whether I have basketball to lend him. Haha...I also chat with puppie Julia after my tennis session. So happy to chat with her again(:

Today I also went to meet new tennis friends from TFN people. I get to know alex, jack, sebsi and cmlim. They are quite nice and sociable people to play with. Hope to play with them again.

2008-08-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Just back from my workplace, today operations was quite heavy as usual. But I was totally too tired from my singing session and ppt yesterday. Yesterday my presentation was a totally failure should I say. =( Not in a totally good mood after presentation, share the news with some of my closed one. Some of them reply, some of them didnt reply back or what.I feel so upset about trying my best to maintain that relationship. There are an phrase called" kindness are repay with kindness". My kindness is not always appriecate by people.

Don make me look like a fool showing my concern to you. It make me a look like a dumb foolish clown or what. Sometimes I wish time will go back in time, an everything is happy at the time.
I feel like crying yesterday while singing with my classmates. Crying makes the person feel better but it also make me feel so upset about some matter. I really do what I can to cherish those moment. Yesterday I went karoke session with my male classmates, it was totally fun and relaxing session. I sing out all the stress and unhappiness all in my mind.

We sing till for a total of 4 hours plus till our we have enough. Jarrel was singing his song"Fever!! Fever!!!..oh fever what..erm..forget the lyrics...=p blehs..". Zhi wei as usual on his top condition picking his favourite song to sing. (: Harry and adrain was singing the couple song. One of the couple song is the " SHEN HUA" movie, it was damm funny and crazy as they are. Drink quite a lot of beer yesterday but still not drunk. My mind is clear about everything. Including that matter that been bothering me after my presentation. I tired my best and why not working out? =(

2008-08-10T09:37:00.000-07:00

Finally I have final all my report that I need to do, all assignment done for the moment. One last assignment is my PowerPoint slides which I have not even start!! For my final report,it a total of 67 pages of my effort and blood put into it. I am proud that I am able to write this report. Plus I have complete 23 week of report that is require. Ya!! haha.. The journey of IAP is not easy for me as well for all my classmates. But I guess everyone did successfully pass through this period of time. I going to see all my L305 classmates back again, so happy to see all of you again. (:

Last semester of poly life, last period of study for boy before going to NS. As for girls, going to their university or perphas working life. Everyone is going to their own path of life after this stages. This 3 year might be short but I will remember you guys in my heart (:

This coming Tuesday I going to meet with my classmates and go for movie session. I hope it won't be cancelled if there are any unforeseen situations. Maybe going to watch movie or sing k-box till crazy bah.

Nothing much happen today, just rushing for my report and ppt. So sick and get bored of this every single day. I just cannot stop laughing chatting with my male classmates. Is like so funny and freaking funny that I can laugh non-stop. We like a bunch of idiots or mad guy chatting whatever we want. I love u guys and cherish u as much as anything else.

I was also chatting with my puppie julia on msn for while.It kind of been long since I chat with her on msn.Puppie Julia change her blogskin again,I guess she changes zillion times already!!!Haha..I also want to change my blogskin soon... Anyway puppie exam is coming up, piggy pray and wish her all the best for her coming exam! Study hard!!(:

2008-08-08T09:07:00.000-07:00

Here bit of updated of what I have done during this week. I been rushing over my final report and manage to done 44 pages and going to finish it soon. Today is national day where our national celebrate her 43 birthday!!! haha..I wish Singapore to continue be peaceful and nice place to live in for everyone. (:

Today I just meet up with my classmate who are jarrel, fabien and adrain. It been long since I see all of them and miss them too.Haha..We went to bukit timah center and eat some foods.It was a relaxing session for me and I was laughing all the way throughout. Throughout my poly life, I glad that I know all of them.
I glad that they will there listening to my problems no matter who I am.

I am really sick of showing my concern to show who don appreciate me at all. I done what I can to in every friendship I can. Although you guys see me as such quite a cheerful person but actually I am not.Sometime I feel left out by u guys while I always walking myself. I been finding my path of way where u all have u grp of friends. I didn't say anything maybe cause I try too hard for it. Sometime I hate friendship, is like so fake or what or like an illusion. People are so materialistic with their daily lives and ignore their loved ones or friends.Maybe Sometime I think too much that make me so like a fool. u guys take me for granted, I will ignore u guys as u wanted so much! Nth much and nth less

2008-08-08T09:04:00.001-07:00

Tagged by Jia Wei =)
1. The person who last tag you is:Jia Wei (:

2. Your relationship with him/her is:Best buddy in my whole life!!YaY!!

3. Your five impression of him/her:
Nice, social, handsome, gentleman and friendly

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Listen to my prob no matter what kind it is =)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
mmm..maybe too many till I forget? XDD

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
Haha..I am a straight guy no a GAY!YA-HA

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Mmm...overcome the shyness..

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
Ask him why!! Seek explanation!! Haha

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
Mmm..maybe cause of a gal in the future? who knows?XDD

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Meet him up before his IAP start!! (:

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Prefect buddy for my life!! hehe..

12. To pass this quiz 10 persons that you wished to knowhow they feel abt you:
~~NIL~~

2008-08-08T08:56:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Jia Hui =)

1. The person who last tag you is:Jia Hui (:

2. Your relationship with him/her is:Buddy!!XDD

3. Your five impression of him/her:

Fierce, nice, sociable, friendly and kind hearted

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:

Give me brithday cake during my dec 23..XDDD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:

Listen to my problems and provide solutions =)

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:

Haha..she just my buddy no matter what(:

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:

Mmm..take care of her body as she not that phyiscally strong...

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:

Know the truth and try to solve it

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:

Miscommunication with each other bah...

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:

Watch movie with her as requested!! =DDDD

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:

Understable,mature and friendly(:

12. To pass this quiz 10 persons that you wished to knowhow they feel abt you:

~~NIL~~

2008-08-06T06:31:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Dolly
1. The person who last tag you is:
Dolly (:

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Rocker!!Haha..

3. Your five impression of him/her:
Kind-hearted, nice, friendly, easy to interact and trustable (:

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Mmm..I don't know? Maybe soon?XDDD

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Listen to my problems and give advice on it. =)

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
Haha..that won't be possible..

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Mmm..maybe not to be optimistics at some situation

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
To understand and seek for resolve

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
Mmm..must probably also misunderstanding...

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Mmm..maybe I will know in future?=)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Friendly Rocker!!XDD

12. To pass this quiz 10 persons that you wished to knowhow they feel abt you:
~~Anymore~~

2008-08-05T05:21:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Julia=D

1. The person who last tag you is:
Julia (:

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Piggy&Puppie =D

3. Your five impression of him/her:
Cheerful, caring ,kind-hearted ,pretty and nice person.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Mmm..I not too sure..haha

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:
Cheer me when I am down.=)

6. If he/she become your lover, you will:
Mmm..I will make puppie happy everyday in her life.=DDD

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Don't ignore me and don't bully him!! XDDD

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
never imagine that day would come=X

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:
I will pray and hope that day won't happen bewteen us :)

10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:
To able to see her on-stage performance one day. =D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Cheerful and nice person.

12. To pass this quiz 10 persons that you wished to know
how they feel abt you:
^Julia^
^Jia Wei^
^Jia hui ^
^Dolly^
^Esther^
^Zhi wei^
& rest of my friends

2008-08-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

It never easy being an adult human being when I am going toward that stage. Being an full time adult come with a lot of responsible and thing to take care of. I wish I were in a dream where I don have stress and being an children will be happy. There are so much stress being adult as I slowly reflected. Bills, utilities, grocery and other costs to incur every month. I almost cannot breath anyway and I hate it.

Oil prices raising up and people are very concern about their daily expenses. For me as a student I feel the pitch greatly and I wish I can do something for my family. Sometime I really hate myself for being so useless in studies, as my result is not that goods. I think I cannot get into a university already, the chance of getting into Unviersity is slim.

Getting into university is like a dream to me in my life, my parents would be very proud of me. Among all my siblings, I think I not that acadamic gifted as my results is the lousy as compare to them. My third sister who is in sec sch now, get A1 or A2 for all subjects which is not easy. I kind of jealous or admire my younger sister.Hahaha....

Yesterday the movie session was cancelled due to last min changes, I was disappointed with myself. But I got to be understanding at some kind of situtation and make my stand. Today I just meet some new tfn friends at Hillview area. Although they are just beginner in tennis, I have fun interacting with them. It sure a enjoyable session with them expect for the hot weather.I love to meet new friends as I want to know more about them.

Anyway I have link some of my friends in my blog, hope you guys tagged me often. They are siu ping, jia wei, jun kiat and wan qian.

2008-07-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

This Friday I am taking leave off to do my final report for my attachment. I hope I can finish by end of this week and submit to my lecturers. I only start with two pages of report and that is COVER PAGE AND Acknowledgment.Haha..anyway these pass period I been quite busy with my work and don't feel like updating my blog.

I been thinking about human being nature every second, every min, every hour about their character. I mean all of us cannot fully understand one no matter how close we are with that friends. I also reflect on we all human beings on what action have we done in our daily lives.

Sometimes I wish all the human being will be wipe out and a whole new world be created. Human being are just too greedy, money-minded, jealous and evil in this planet. As compare to other creature or mammal in this planet earth, they are at least better than all of us.

Look at us on what we have done on this planet EARTH. GLOBAL WARMING, POVERTY, GREENHOUSE EFFERT AND LOT OF MAN-MADE DISASTER DONE BY US. I think the life is like a cycle where time will reach a stage which wipe out all human being.

This world is have too much unfairness, biased,jealousness,sadness, angerness in this whole damm worlds. Dont' you guys agree with me? I just stating the fact but not criticse anymore here but is the truth.

Before I continue my another day of my story, I state that I am not emoing state. Many views of my blog might always feel that I also put in a lot of negative feelings about myself. People might think that I am emoing, low-self essteem or other else just looking down on u self. Yes in fact I did think this way in the past but not NOW.I hate friends who judge people based on their status or appearance. I just simple hate them cause THEY THNK BIG FCUKER OF WHAT. You guys just sux and go away from eye and stop distrubing me. I admit I am ugly ok, not handsome as what you guys expect from. I not rich as guys or what or I not in good sense of dress fasion as what you guys are. I am just the simple and yet plain WEI SIONG NTH ELSE.I NOT GOODLOOKING, NOT RICH OR SOME FCUK FAMOUS guys as waht u see.

I tired hard to maintain every single friendship that I have in my life. But thing just won't go on smoothly as it is, I done my best for my part. I hope yous guys appreciate my effort if not I won't be even bother with you guys anymore.This apply to everyone including my close friends. I have enough of showing my concern to all my friends.

This word " Sorry" is very common used by everyone in this planet. I wonder why people say sorry for? Sorry to express their concern for their closed and loved one. One sorry word doesn mean I will forgive you or what. Why people say sorry when they already hunt me in my heart? Sorry that mean I forgive u guys but just that u guys hurt me till I become numb.

2008-07-26T20:21:00.001-07:00

It been ages and ages since I updated my blog for so long. I am so lazy to update this blog, like so inactive in my c.box or noone seem to be bothered what I updated. Haha...Nothing much to update as I been doing the same routine of stuff everyday. Tennis session on weekend and work on weekdays, trying to kill my time. Nothing much to comment about my work as I am just an inter student. Intership periods is ending soon for me and I extending till october.

Currently I am rushing for my final report and presentation, wondering how do I start both of it. Anyway things are going smoothly for me and I wish this will continue forever. I been living my life all along myself with or without friends. I am thinking about what I going to do in the future, really don't know what to be.

Yesterday night been chatting with yong han in msn about his matter. I could like to advise him that don't bother what other people look at you. People also like to despair people or talk bad about other people. That what I hate about we as human being , as we look people and criticse them as if they understand their feelings.

My principle of my life is I will never judge or despair anyone based on appearance. It so unfair to those people who does not have normal body feature. I hate those who based people based on you attire, your face or other stuff. It just not fair to everyone, but life is like that. Life is unfair for everyone, as everyone has their own side of story.

Anyway I going to change my blogskin, as I get sick of this background. I want a design that look nice and brigher all my visitor of my blog. (:

2008-07-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

Today is sunday and yet another day for me to slack for nothing. For my report wise, I am totally stuck of what to include in my report. I guess I have to ask my collegues about any new stuff for me to learn. As usual I went for cycling around my neighbourhood area and saw a poster on tennis court session. I was kind of surprise that my neighbourhood area have a tennis court that for rental to public.

An idea strike to my mind to ask yong to play with me during weekday or weekend in preparation for our doubles match in september. The rental fees for that tennis court is $ 3 per hour which is quite reasonable and the quality of the court is good.

I am waiting for my pay day to arrive and busaries amount to bank into my account. It kind of frustarting when one don't have any money with you. I hate being poor, I hate being despair by people when they see u as a poor person. I want to earn as much as much as fast I can. I not a clever person or do I am stupid person. I just don have high IQ as compare to other people..Haha...

I wish my father will have good health forever as it is. He not feeling well these fews day and I want him to recover as soon as possible. I , as his son feel so heart-pain to see him always fall sick easily. I am those type of person who value fillal piety as one of the most important value in my life. No matter how successful a person is, he/she must not forget his/her parents kindness.

2008-07-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

This is a picture of one of my collegues who have left the company last week ago. His name is call ray and is a nice guy to chat with. He came from china and come here for study. Basically he work in the control department in charge of our ASRS systems. He a IT genius should say, good at doing all the computer staff. It also been ages and ages since I upload photos on my this blog.

I usually don't upload photo cause it tooks freakin long time to upload on the internet.Another reason is I don't wish to upload my ugly face in my blog.Anyway I just back from tennis session with my group of friends. It been two and a half year since I play tennis. I did have a bit of regret in my life maybe because there few female friends in tennis club. =P

There are usually more male newcomer than female newcomer from what I see every year.It not even balanced as a whole club. I been in npcc, fencing club, or other kind of club. It my first time seeing a club in which suppose to be at least balance of both gender. It led to disappointment and disappointment again every year. XDD

I saw a motor accident just now when I was pasting back the mac of king albert park.It my first time seeing a accidient in my real life . I pray that guy will be doing fine and recover to it full health. Life is so fragile to me sometime , with a seconds gone and I might just pass aways.=X

It the cruel fact and reality of all human life nature. I got to accept it when my beloved ones pass away.Whether all my friends who hate me or dislike me, I don't care and I wish all of you to cherish all your friends.There are times when all of us have friends that we dislike, we don' t wish to talk to. But think for it a moment,you might not be liking his/her character but they might help you in the future. Think carefully before ending any friendship.

I make my mind and I have decide to join for the sta doubles in september. My double partner will be yong is my junior and a nice guy also. We are going to hell training during this coming august and september. We are going to aim for the first!! First !!Suddenly I feel so motivated in my tennis and going to give in all my shot!!YA-HA.

Well for my attachment wise, I have just finish week 16 report and 5 more to go. I stuck of what to type for my report and nothing come out of mind. Anyone can save me from this situation!!Arggh...I going to think what to do and get an A for my IAP. It will help to improve my overall gpa and improve the chance of getting into a university.

2008-07-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Happen to see this quiz on esther blog (:
Quite true for me and hope
you guys know the answer
from there!

2008-07-15T12:44:00.000-07:00

I just woke up from my sleep and look at my clock in my house. It 4 o clock now since I sleep yesterday, too tired from my work. Yesterday one of my collegues ray was is last day working in the company, I going to miss those days with him, =D All you best to your university in NTU! Hope to see you around soon!

As for me , I will be staying in this company till oct 11, which is around 2 months later.I hope that this new coming collegues whose name call vanna will at least stay longer. Today I been taking customer advices order non-stop. I almost cannot breath and finish all the work, I need some help from my collegues. No matter how strong a person ,he/she still need person around to help him. No one born a hero , right from the day you born.

I am feeling much better right now and more stable in my mind.I been so long that I wake up at this time around to use internet. Normally in the past I would wake up this time to revise for my coming exam papers. I guess I miss those day when I really put in all my efforts in my homework. I wonder whether I can go back to my oldself like myself?Haha..even I myself don't know whether I can do it.

I don't know what I am doing sometime in my life, I hurt people feelings like nobody business. I am self-centered sometimes and need attention from my friends. I am truely sorry to those I hurt around of my friends. I am really and really sorry to all my friends :( Sorry to my puppie Julia for distrubing when is not the right time.Forgive piggy this time around!(:

Anyway you guys like to live in Singapore? Mind sharing your answer in my tagboard. =D

2008-07-14T06:47:00.001-07:00

It is now 9.47pm , this is my 236 times I blog my post. I stop and breathe, thinking what to post. Today I know a new collegues that will be joining our commerical department. I hope she will be happy working here as there are challenges and stress in the coming days. Most of the new staff that I ever meet does not last more than 3 months. I wonderful this new coming staff will last how long.

I wonder this is a good new or bad news to me. I will be extending my attachment till october 10 which is a few days before school starts.I just wish to earn extra cash for myself and for my family finanical needs. I just apply the leave for myself to take a break from my work. I been like working like a bull like nobody business.My allowance after the intership will be sligher higher.I will be able to meet the new interim who will be coming over around september. I have extactly one month to train him of what I learn so far before I went back to school.

I been reading up about history books on world war II and other stuff. Everytime I read those sentence, my tears will shed to my face. Imagine that you are the medic and treating the wounded solider that are going to heaven. The blood is gushing from his windpipe or chest, you tired you best to stop his bleeding but it won't. I could feel very useless as I could help to save those lifes of those solider.

I feel like sheding down all my tears and let all my emotional upset out all my hearts.You guys cannot understand how does it feel from my point of shoe. I may be appear as strong as what you see me but I am emotional unstable person. I really emotional when I see sad part of anime when a person try so hard and yet don't deserve the efforts. Right now I am sheding my tears slowy down my face. I know I always been blogging on sad post while I really cannot stop thinking about it.

I know I have to understand and thought for all my friends around. I think I should not have show too much concern to my friend and get a side effects. Afterall we belong to different worlds no matter how hard I tired to maintain the gap bewteen us. I tired not to think about it and leave it as it is.I will not distrub you anymore like in the past, past is past,I won't yearn about it.

Somehow I learn my lesson from my previous friendship as it is, ignore this paragraph as my emotions i getting out of control.Friendship is like when u on a boat, the people sitting with u in the boat might be helping you. And at the same time will be hurting you as push you to the sea.

~~I sit on the chair, staring on the dark night sky, wonder what wrong with my life~~~
~~Life is like that , suck it up~~with reference to harry
~~Don't think so much, and move on~~
~~Emotions flow into my brain~~
~~without stopping and unbearable in my mind~~
~~why is there pain in this world~~
~~People say" we should cherish friendship~~
~~But how many really do understand~~
~~the meaning behind~~
~~Only those truly understand~~
~~the pain and effort to care~~
~~for them and let them~~
~~feel that there are always some one~~
~~caring for you~~
~~Done by~~
~~wei siong~~

2008-07-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

This is 235 blog post that I have wrote so far and so small amount. I see the forest, I see the sun ,I smell the natural air and breath deeply. Every sunday is the most happiest day of my life as I cycle around my neighbourhood area to relax myself. No tennis on sunday, no work on sunday, no friends gathering on sunday , just the day for me to relax. I love nature a lot and don't wish to live in singapore. Everywhere we go we could see nothing and nothing but building.

Are you all Singaporea sick of living in Singapore? For me I wish to live a farm with no moderm building around me. Grow some vegtables and take sheep for some walk. This kind of life is really simple and yet happy.It would be good sometimes when there are no friends around me, as there would not be taking the trouble and care for all my friends.

Through my experience from the day I born till now, I realise I have a lot of friends. But as each individual friends have their own circle of friends, they will soon left you alone.Same apply when you are older , what all human being need is a companion to accompay for their rest of his/her life. I don have a circle of fixed friends but I guess I have a fixed goals and mindset. I know I am not that clever as other people, I need to work doubtly hardworking to achieve what I in my whole life.

I tired hard for all my single friendship but things just won't work the way you want. Same apply to my life. Yesterday I meet up with Jarrel and harry and discuss about general matters and work. Thanks harry for treating me that one bottle of tiger beer! I appericate a lot of you treat! Among all my friends that I ever meet,both of you guys are serious putting me in thinking hat. If I got any matter or general informtaion , I will go and look for you all.
I like chatting with them about our future, our career, goals in our life. I hope we will continue this and mantain this ever after graduation.

The next thing I wonder about in my mind is about the bond of my class. From the start of my education journey till now , there seem to be no even one memorable in my life. Primary school times , I change three times of school. Since I changes schools frequently, it impossible to get into contact with my primary school friends.

Next for my secondary school times, I stick in only one school and that is Regent Sec!!It not a bad school actually and most of my good friends are from there. I still remember during secondary 2 when I was enrol into class 2-9. During that time almost all the male student was involve in WWE which mean wresting. Almost of all us wrestling against each other and seeing who stronger. Tearing of school uniforms, pulling down other people pants was a common action in those days.

The most funny I even think back was the design of WWE TITILE BELT for selective champion. There are lightweight champion, heavyweight champion, double team champion, US CHAMPION, Olympics champion and etc. My friends and I were the one who come out with the idea and design for them. Yous guys could not believe my story if I didn't mention here.

Next is my polytechnic education stages where I meet different friends from different background. Some from mixed school while some from boys/girls school. It a totally different experience for me.A pity was that our whole class was not so bonded through out these two years. We did have BBQ, outing or cycling but still cannot bring the whole class together. I guess the male and female have different mindset and thinking's.

I wonder for my next or even my last stage of my education journey in my university of my life.Will I ever meet good friends or buddy that are worth for me to cherish?

Last paragraph is post for my puppie julia. (: Sorry for making you upset cause of my stubborn statement against puppie yesterday. Piggy will make his very best in his coming presenation while he can! Puppie also must get back her mood back to normal yay? Smile! =)

2008-07-08T07:44:00.000-07:00

Just back from my work and totally drain and shag as I have not slept enough yesterday. I recall Jarrel words that he told me when we will chatting with each others. We human being need to have goals so that we can achieve what we want in our life.

Thanks for enlighting me for my rest of my life, Jarrel!Goals which is eveyone in their life that they wish to achieve at the end of their life.I did think about my goals constantly everday and changing everyday. I did have goals but they are changing everyday. Fixed goals that I should have in my mind so that I can be happy in my lifes. What are you goals in u life? Mind tag in my c.box and share with me. (:

I have seperate the goals into short term to long term for my entrie life. No matter what happen in the future, I want to acheive them.YAY..Finally I have goals in my life but stll not fixed yet.Another thing is I don know whether should I extened my attachment till school start so to earn extra cash. I wish to use this amount to buy thing that I want in my life!!XDD

Get bored of this song and decide to change to another song. Hope you guys like it(:

2008-07-06T06:16:00.000-07:00

Just slacking more than enough that I ever have for every weeken, and back to updated again. Yesterday went to Causeway point shopping mall and pass brithday present to Dolly rocker!XDD.Finally see her in real life as a friend and pass her present.(: Chat with her for some moment before went to shop around in cwp.Glad to know you Dolly rocker!XDD

It being long since I went back to causepoint shipping mall for shopping. I take a peep to soup restaurant that side and see the staff over there. But I guess the staff over there forget me already la!!

After walking for around 1 hours plus, I took MRT and went back home to take a nap. After that I went for tennis session with my tennis friends.(: I was playing with yi hong, dennis, yong, kenichi, shu juan and sidney.It was overall the same and fun session with them. I wish time will freeze for some moment and so that I can cherish those moment.

Weekend is those days for me to slack as much as I can.Haix, I have not even start any weekly report from week 9 onwards. It seem like I cannot catch up with the time or I don even have initative to start!! Attachment coming to the end and a new semster coming already.
From the start of attachment till now I really truthfully learn a lot of lesson and values. Whether is theory, practically or mentally from all these areas, it make me strong as a person and brave to overcome all obstacles.

In dealing with obstacles my way of overcoming is be Calm, focus and be decisive. That mine three factor of handling for all matters. Right now I slack till want to quickly go to work and start my job. If you guys ask me bewteen study and work, I would prefer none!!XDD I would want to travel around and slack till I tired.

2008-07-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

Just back from tennis training and I may not going to see my tennis shoes again. I lose my tennis shoes just not long ago when my training was over. How forgetful I am to forge to take my shoes. That shoes was brought recently ago and cost around 80 dollars and is an addias brand sia. I was so upset and no mood really, spoil my whole entire day. Tommorrow I going to try my luck and search for that shoe and pray hard that I can it back. Pleases =XX.....

Switch to another topic regarding my work bah, today was a really" What a day sia". Customer suddenly come and want to conduct stock check of goods.Our whole department is very panic and my manager is the one who panic. Nishi, jeff, rachel and the rest of commerical department are really very nervous and see got any due folder of july. I have some other folder in the hands for the month of june. I quickly check my in tray and I did have some folder which are due.

My manager ask all of us whether we have any due folder, I did say yes and pass to him.
In fact I have two due folder which I only told him one of the folder which is due. People can changes face really very fast , in fact super duper really fast!!XDD...
I don know whether I stupid or what, and tell him about that folder and kanna scolding from him. He get so piss off and fuck up with me and scold me.

He say" weisiong, write a report about why this is happen, send to your lectures in charge and cc the report to me" . I was like " huh...just because of this you ask me to write a report ?".
I don't dare to talk back him as I just an interim student here. I just wish to get good grades from my this attachment and learn as much as I can.I pray that my grade won't be affected cause of this incident.

Yesterday was a interesting day for me as I meet up with my classmates.It was Harry, Jarrel and me where three of us going to coffeeshop and drink to chat about our attachment. So suprising,I see harry pick up smoking during this period of attachment. I was so surprised, well people do changes as time passes by. Basically, we talk about anything from sport to political to global event, career and our goals in our life. It was fun and nice chatting session with harry and jarrell. I miss you guys a lot..Yay..

Anyway before the time strikes 12o'clock, I like to say once more " HAPPY BRITHDAY DOLLY ROCKER!!".Wish all her wishes come true!!Yay..

Another things is all the best for puppie Julia for her leadership camp, rememeber to put more sun lotion. Take care!Miss Julia puppie(:

2008-06-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

Just back from tennis session with my friend at upper timah road, and feeling quite low and tired. I admit I have negative thoughts and feelings in my mindset. I admit I am emoing now, thinking what the fcuk I am doing all along.

The tennis session was quite fun and I end up losing the match again and again. It just did not play as good as it , feel like throwing my tennis racket and smash it. I feel like giving up on tennis which is the sport I love till now. Why can't I go my very best and give my best shot?

Why can't all of my friends understand WHAT I AM FEELING NOW? I feeling very upset over my biggest weakness of my life, mumbling to people, speaking to people without confident! Stupid weisiong, go to hell with it, all u friends are leaving u one by one...soon u will be left over...and become a loner and disappear from the earth...u good friends or other friend don even bother to listen to u problem...no one caring what u problem..they will say to hell with it...

I have a probia that I will become dumb slowly...really scare I guess.

2008-06-28T20:10:00.000-07:00

Is friendship really so fragile and weak at all times? Just because of one WILSON US OPEN tennis ball and want to quarrel with me? Come one la, friendship is worth more than just that stuff. Friends should not argue cause of small matter, they should cherish it and treasure it.

Fine with or without friends, I still can survive myself. I live alone, breathe alone, die alone, and sleep alone. Even thought I have quite a fine amount of friends, but no all of them really like to interact with me. I am after all left with a few friends only. Sound pathetic to you all right? But is nothing my the truth. I guess some of you all don't understand my feelings right now.

I realise I have a big weakness since the day I born out, I lack self confidence in talking to people. My collegues nishi told me that I should be more sociable to people and talk more with them. I know I always mumble a lot and people don't catch what i say, but I tired my best.
I simple want to give up and don't talk to any more people, as well become dumb better. At least I don't need to be scare of them laughing at me.It hurts my heart I guess, I want to cry but no tears run down. Haha..

2008-06-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

I just finish my dinner and taken my shower.Today I work from 8.30AM ot 9.00PM, total of 11 hours. In the end I still did not finish my work, ther are more to go. I guess tomrrow I still have finish all the work. Nishi told me this period should not be the busiest period but I guess ir bring forward early.

I can feel the pressure is coming in and work is like never ending. I cannot see a ending and when there are no goals for me. I bet all my classmates didn't work till as late as me. But I guess I learn more than all of them and handle more matters.

I am damm tired and shag for today, feel like taking leave and sleep. I want to sleep forever and never wake up. Today work was still damm stress, customer advice keep on faxing in. Stuffing of containers, delivery or self collection. Incoming and outcoming of cargo almost all I handle.

The more I do my work, the more I become numb and meaningless toward all. I feel very very dizzy and not feeling well. I might take MC or leave to recover from my work sickness.

I realise I am a really kind-hearted and easily being use by people. People see me as one who can borrow money easily and allways ask for money from me. Haix..I wish to change for a better person.

2008-06-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

Being MIA for like one week , cause I don't feel like updating my blog. I realise I become more and more rebel toward my parents. Haix~ I don't wish to treat them like this way but I want to to respect them like I always do. I sure some of us are like me , all of us will reach the age of rebellious. I tend not to let my parents ask too much questions as I get so irrirated easily by them. I don't know why but is just like that, maybe I am growing up and have my own mind and thinking.

This 1 week I been going through a lot of self thinking.I realise I become to immune to a lot of things whether is talking to people or playing games. I ask myself why people want to do this stuff or what. One kind of situation is when I am really immune to acrade games. I see people get addictied to these games and ask myself why are they like that? To me these games are just nothing and no life to me.

I realise I have no life in my life instead, everything seem so meaningless to me. My feeling become numb and immune to everything. Why?? Why?? XDD....

Recently I have go to a salon and done a haircut as my hair has grow too long. These few days I been working till very late and get tired easily. Time flew so fast and now is the four month of my IAP. I wish to extend my attachment till my school reopen so that I can earn extra cash for myself.

Yesterday I went to my tennis bbq with all my friends. We all have fun and enjoy ourselves. I really glad to see them again as some of them just went into the army.XDD I am really happy that tennis bring all of us together and know all of you all. Fate I guess that brought everyone together. Another event is that I saw puppie julia while going to meet my friends at queensways. XDDD . ...She look so tan maybe cause just back from obs camp.

I decide to change my song to " stop and stare " to reflect what my mindset and thoughts for now.

2008-06-11T06:42:00.000-07:00

Today I was released from work at 8pm that the latest that I ever release. In the end the whole commerical department staff has left expect my colleagues and me. She ask me to stay behind till 8 pm then she can take taxi to go home. I did not finish my work as there was tons of assignment for me.

I just reach home and have eaten my dinner and blogging now.I decide to change my song to more cheerful and happy. I read one of the mail send by my classmate harry about life. It really touch my heart and soul and I realise I am the stupidest among all the human being.

Enjoy every moment that we have as life is so short like never short.I wish all my friends be happy and cheerful no matter whether u hate or like me or not. All of you should enjoy every moment, who knows what will happen in the future?I will tell myself to be happy and cheerful every single moment regardless whether is sad, angry or any kind of situation.

"Happiness is a voyage, not a destination, live every moment to the fullest".I came across a poster about how to realise that u are so lucky and fortnuate in this world. It was about a man who going to commit sucide from 10 floor, he regret in the end but was too late. As that man jump down,he see diff people ,diff side of their story.

Each floor lives different human being and they all see him. Some of them was quarrel, killing each other while some was robbing people house. As these floor of people see that man jump down and commit sucide, they regret their action and cherish their life. As for the sucide man, he beginning to regret and want to turn back in time. But it was all too late, therefore I want all my loved family and friends to cherish their live!!(:

I will change my mindset and overcome all obstacles that are ahead of me. I feel like crying as I am emotionaly unstable when I see so life-touching story and phrase. I see a ray of hope and sunshine in my soul. No matter how much my friends hurt me before or in the past, I will forgive their acts and cherish them even more. Even those friends dislike my character or even make my day unhappy, I still loved u guys.(:

I loved all my beloved family and friends!! Life is like a journey where we need support among the way. Although I still upset and sad but I will change for the better whether is for me , friends or family. YEA!!XDDDD

Changed my song from sad to fast and happy song!! Hope u guys enjoy this song!4 minutes!!Imagine if you are left with 4 minuties, what will you do??
Once u guys noe the answer!
Mind tagging me and share with me (:

2008-06-10T07:17:00.000-07:00

Today was a really bad day and worse day of my attachment. I make mistakes in my work and get scolding from my manager. I feel so gulity as it was my mistake for making that mistake. I make two major mistake which will affect my performance. I feel like crying and went to toliet to reflect myself. I think I am too tired from yesterday night as I sleep at 1 plus!! Today I was release from work 6 15 and I was half dead and shag.

First major mistake that I make was my interim report,I did not make observe the rules. I am so dumb that put the company confidential information into my report. I like a adult just fresh out of the school and expose to working society life. In the end, I get scolding again from him. I feel so low and upset about it. People can change their facial expression in term of situation. People might be smiling at you at all times, but when get to work, their face changes. From smile to bad,from happy mood to sad mood.

People say I am a not a nice person to get along. I realise the two thing people don't like me. First talking to people about topic at wrong timing, and getting people frustrated by my action.
Secondly, my dumbness and stupindiness that make scare all my friends away!!
I hate myself! Arrgh..

am so tired of showing my concern to my friends when you all take thing for grated. Suddenly I reflect during my secondary time , something flash back to my mind. In Npcc I was train as a NCO(Non-commissioned officer) to train my junior. My Sir used to tell me " Don take thing for grated, Don 't let people climb over u head".

This phrase serve in my mind and heart as for now. My brain is kind of headache and cannot think really well. I wish all my friends will be listening to my problem not ignoring me.
Recently I been picking up the habit of reading books, it useful for my knowledge. I also regularly read magnizes to improve myself.

Today piggy sms puppie julia but she never reply la!!=X MIA from piggy for so long, as well avoid piggy and don't talk to him lor..=X Piggy just wish to know whether puppie feeling better or not. (:

2008-06-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

This is might be the longest and sadest blog that I ever post. I don't know what to say cause I kind of get sick of repeating myself. These few days I been reflecting myself on my character, what I have change. During my secondary school, I been only focus on getting well on my studies and myself. I regard only myself and ignore all my friends.

While I was chatting with jia wei on msn yesterday, he told me I become more sociable with friends!! I was like oh....izzit change so much sia? Well I did become more senstivitve to friends matter and be more careful to you all. I cherish friendship more than ever before and at the same time I lose something. I lose the ability to focus on the thing that I want in my life.

My studies grade drop and didn't even get better, and not even one gpa get 3.5. I going siao and crazy already and soon. Anyone can help me with my illness. I cannot get over my mindset of going to depression over. I may be appear friendly and smiling at you all at all times but my
heart kind of feel empty and sad. I am indeed EMO now and no mood to say anything. Cause no one in this damm world really care about me. All of you will just smiling and didn't listen to my problems.Even when I got any problems or I going to die or what, who the fcuk listen and care for me?I admit that I have super low esteem and left me alone if you get irrirated by me.

Because when I am your close friends beside you, patiently and listening to your problems. No matter what kind of problems, I will try to listen and solve the problem. But when I have problems that time, all of you just do avoid me or do other stuff. I want you all to pay and seek my attention from me. If you want to peoeple to respect you, then u going to respect people.

Today I just went to see kung fu panda, kind of funny and worth to watch. You guys should go ahead and watch. It suitable for old, young and adult people. Today is Sidney brithday, I wish him all the best for his NS days. Happy brithday to Sidney!!=DDD

Julia
Puppie Julia must recover soon and cheer up as soon as possible!! =DD Piggy will wait for puppie mood to come back and chat with her again!! (:

Jia wei
Thanks for being my buddy all the while and listen to my problems. Mind telling me your blog
link??XDD I want to link and see you blog!!This sunday go out window shopping!!Yea!!=DDD

Dolly
Thank for being my loyal reader of my blog, kind of happy to know you!! I will tag you on u blog everytime u updated u blog!! Cheer!! Have fun for u camp!!

2008-06-04T05:47:00.000-07:00

Here a bit updated of what I have done for these pass few day. I am not in really FCUKING good mood as I must rush for my interim report. Plus I don't get to release work from 5.30pm but instead 6 15 or 7 00 pm..=.= My report I only have done 1/4 only and I have not even finish man. I don't feel like doing this report but my manager and teacher rushing me!!

Why cannot you understanding I am also under pressure. During my work I have to see my collegues face, manager face and warehousing personnel. I have to get scolding from each of them till they are happy. Keep on naging and naging at me when I am tototally exhausted. I HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS! ENOUGH!Spare me from this ok!!

For this stupid bloody report, I going to miss watching the newspaper everyday. Usually everyday after work, I will go to bkp plaza and watch newspaper before going home. I feel like sleep like a sleeping prince and not wake up forever.

I feel like sleeping forever and never wake up. I feel like sleeping forever so that I won't see people cry or anger. I feel like sleeping forever so that I don't need those friends.

This is my fourth month of attachment but my workload can be compare to those full-time. Workload keep on increasing and increasing like nobody business. I am now dealing with inbound and outbound of documents, and never ending one.XDD

Well, I have tagged people for survery well I do see good and bad result from the survery. But some of my friends seems don consider my feelings when saying about me. I admit I have super low-esteem and I really have ok??This sentence was repeat twice again and hurt me twice again. I regard you as one of my friends who understand me but don't need to be so straight forward to tell other people. I am hurt by your that sentence ok, spare me this feelings. Maybe last time I don't mind people say about me, but the now me is have change.

I am more senstive to friends sentence and get hurt all of you!People changes so fast like nobody business, but something are still the same. I do changes a bit, just that nonone really understand me. I wish to share with my friends about my problems but not adding oil to the fire. This is making the situtaion more worst.

Last of all I am hurt ok by you, out of all my friends!!Why you!! Why you!!

2008-06-02T05:14:00.000-07:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1.if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
I would wish to know the reasons and still love her no matter what. (:

2.if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I would want to be freelancer photographer and write!! =D

3.are you satisfied with the way your life is right now?
Nope, I not happy cause I am ugly and poor.. =(

4.are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Yea..cause for me I still don't know what path to choose =X

5.what's your ideal lover like?
Mmm..beautiful and yet normal girl, caring and thoughtful.
=)

6.which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone is better than loving someone when she don't
even feel u feelings.

7.how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long there a ray of hope, I will wait for her...

8.if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
I will giver her and her bf their full blessing, as long she happy. (:

9.is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
Work, report, stress, friendship, money and looking for love XDD

10.is being tagged fun?
Well, this is my first time being tagged, quite fun!!
11.how do you see yourself in ten years time?

12.who are currently most important people to you?
My family,my buddies and my close friends =)

13.what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She kind of nice and easy to communicate with ..=DD

14.which one would you choose-marriage or career?
Without any of it, life would be like incomplete...=D

15.what's the first thing you do every morning?
Yawn?? Not enough sleep sia!!

16.if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
I would love the girl that love me back .=)

17.what type of friends do you like?
Friendly, easy going , easy to communicate, not back-stabbers

18.if given the chance to turn back time, will you?
Yes!! I will chase the girl that I once like!! Understanding more
things in a mature way!!

19.Will you marry a person of your parents choice?
Nope?? Unless is there are feeling bewteen both partners!!

8 person to tagged
Julia
Jia hui
Jia wei
Dolly
Vanessa
Zhi wei
Dai en
Vanessa

Promise

2008-06-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

My adapter wire was spoil and I was damm piss off with it. Hell with it man last week my hard disk crash and now my adapter spoilt.This months so unlucky for me, I wish to luck will be coming for me. Yesterday I went to tiong bah ru plaza to meet adrian to get the adapter. Thanks adrain for the adapter!! Today I went to play tennis with kenchi and ray and practice on my strokes. I realise I have changes for my game play during the match. I guess only ray and me know bewteen ourseleves. =)

We play for around 4 hours plus till both of us physically shag and exhausted. Right now my leg is damm feeble and weak. I wish to have as many as true friends for my life.
I feel so insulated when people not listening to you problems and keep on laughing and doing their stuff. Don't they realise how I feel to be insulted by all of you. I want friend that who will be listening to my problems not paying attenetion to other people. This is called " Respect" Haix..I guess true friends are diffcult to find.

Promise this word is izzit really exist or just a word in dicto? Human being always like to make empty promise one. Never make promise with me unless you sure u can fulfill them. If not I will be very angry and upset with you!! =DDD

2008-05-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

Friday!!Yay!! Finally the day when my weekend is coming!! These pass few days been raining and yesterday tennis session was cancel. So freaking boring but lucky can use internet and play.
Today I was almost later for work and lucky I saw my collegues and hop with her on the taxi. (:
I just reach the workplace ard 8.32 PM and two min later =.=...

After reaching there I find a table and rest and eat my breakfast. These few day I been almost late for work cause I have not enough sleep. Everyday I wake up lazily and crawl out of the bed, so tired and shag. I wish to have sleep evertlasting sleep and never wake up. Enough of the pain, happiness , sadness, anger and all rest of pain.

I don't wish to see pain around all my family, and I am seriously really tired. Today tennis was sux and I really very frustrated with that person. I hate him , seriously hate his attiude and it just sux. I DON LIKE HIM and feel like beating him. I know I have to endure it, fcuk off la you, I don't wish to see you!

Another thing I hate some of my friends is calling me nickname. Why call me nickname like " CHINA MAN, DOGGY BEAR AND ETC". I have feelings and come on la, if you imagine u the one being call nickname! HOW COULD U FEEL THE WAY! Get off my life!! I don't noe you all these kind of friends. I am so tired and want to die....

2008-05-29T08:10:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys for MIA for these fews days cause my modem at home spoil already. The feeling of without updating my blog and doing my homework is sux. I don't like this feeling and I guess I have internet addiciton bah!! XDD

Anyway my father help me bought a new modem, really thanks him for the effort. Love you father!!(: My interim presentation was a totally failure, my teacher comment bad on me! I hate presentation, I hate myself , I hate the whole damm world. Why I cannot speak flunetly as well as other people?I only wish to be normaly human being to able to speak well.

My harddisk crash and I have to rush finish my ppt. I finish the ppt at ard 1 plus, so damm shag.
Today I being scolded by my manager, the feeling of being scolded not good. I feel so low and upset about it. For the first time I being scolded by my manager, it just not feel right! I really wish to get off this workplace and go another company!! Fcuk off all of you off!!Fcuk!!

I feeling so confused and easily affected by my friends. I miss all my friends as I been working and neglecting all my friends.I wish to be away from this workplace and go someone peaceful and nice. My dream is to be staff of national geographic taking photos of animals and natural.

Or I wish to be freelancer photographer and writer for a maganize company. They will pubish my picture in the maganize and share my picture with the readers. It my biggest dream that I wish to achieve in my life.

Anything I wish to write in this blog, is that I hate being poor. I hate being poor when you cannot buy or do anything you wish to buy. I hate this feelings when I got $$ but cannot spend. Hell man..to anything!! Argg!!..

I wish to be myself again that was once happy and cheerful. I reaching at the end of teenage stage and going to adult stage now. Going to another stage where obstacles are all waiting for me to overcome. I tell myself going to hold on and overcome all these obstaces, but will I overcome it in th end?

2008-05-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

Here the updated of what I been doing for these few days! Last saturday I went to yee tee and play basketball with them, it was quite hot and humid. I reach there around 10 plus with jeremey and jia wei. Play around for 4hours plus then finally stop playing. Totally shag afterwards, then went back to secondary school to see if it open. So disappointed it was close and my HARDDISK CRASH!!What a unlucky day for that day, the acer staff change the hard disk and all my information are gone!! =(

Wedensday is the day where I going to present for the interim presentation!! I am so nervous and wondering how many people going to see me present!! =DDD
I am going mad and siao and keep all distributing all my friends!I also been playing maple for these few day and friendster also!! I miss my secondary school life very much, as compare to now!

I going to ciao now!Cya!!
=)

2008-05-24T20:55:00.000-07:00

Name 20people.At the end of the survey , choose 5people to do the survey .Don't read thequestion , name the 20people first ! (:
1.Dai en
2. Vanesssa
3. Chloe qing
4.Jia wei
5. Jia hui
6.Zhi wei
7. Harry
8.Dolly
9. Shu juan
10. Wan lin
11. Debbie
12. Gervina
13. Sophia
14. Julia
15. Jia hui
16. Adrian
17. Jarrel
18. Fabian
19. Wei hoon
20. Myself!
How do you meet Number14 ?
Friendster(:
What would you do if u have not met Number1 ?
I would not a noe a nice friends!
What if Number9 & Number20 dated each other ?
lol..that impossible!!XDD
Will Number6 and Number17 date each other?
Well, gay in Singapore is not permiT!
Describe Number3
A nice and caring girl
Do you think Number8 is attractive ?
Yea!! Definitely!
Describe Number7
A honest and nice guy!
Do you know any family members of Number12 ?
Erm..Nope?
What language(s) does Number15 speaks ?
Hokkien..chinese..english?
Who is Number9 hanging out with ?
I don't know?
How old is Number16 this year ?
18 years old!!
When was the last time you spoke to Number13 ?
Well, a few months ago?=P
Who is Number2 favourite singer or band ?
Erm..not sure..
Have you ever dated Number4?
NO!!he my male buddy!
Would you ever date with Number1 ?
No!!=DDD
Is Number19 single now ?
YUP!
What is Number10 Lastname ?
Wan lin
Would you ever be in relationship with Number11 ?
Nope ,just classmate (:
What is the school of Number3 ?
Ngee ann poly!
Where does Number6 stay ?
Jurong east?
What is your favourite thing about Number5 ?
She also like to joke with people (:
Have you ever seen Number2 naked ?
Definitely nope!! =X
Now choose 5people to do this survey:
1. Julia
2. Dolly
3.Jia hui
4. Wei Hoon
5.Jia wei

Updated!!!

2008-05-22T18:23:00.001-07:00

Thing are not going smoothly as it is, not everything that I scheduled is going to be what I aim for. Report pump after report and like never ending one. Customer advice again yet again, yet is a never ending story for all my collegues and me!On wedendays jia wei and me went to play basketball instead of running. I become so easily tired as compare when I am during secondary school. I still remember everyday after school,my friends and I will went to the nearby basketball court and play. I still can play got a lot of stamina but now I guess I am old afterall.

After playing for around 1 hours, jia wei and me do some pull-up together. I have improve from 1 to 2 pull up! Yay!!Even through is a little improvement but improvement is still a improvement. Jiayou!Jiayou!!Haha...
I also do some sit up and push up to train myself. The mention of push up make me feel angry!! !@!@#. I CANNOT EVEN DO 20 PUSH UP STANDARD ONE! lol!! That is so funny man... Last time when I am still in Npcc, 20 push up top me is not kid but now to me is like so diffcult!! XDD

I am old already and an old man walking towards to the grave. Wahaha.. I feel like going to gym and do some real exercise. My hand feel so feeble and useless, cannot even do PUSH UP!! I aiming a sliver or gold for nafpa test for next semster! I am not afraid of the stations but only one station

That station is pull up which fail most of the student who taking the test. I am a nafapa tester in the school so I know what fail most of them. Another killing station is 2.4km which most of them cannot run in within the timing requested. My best timing for my 2.4km till now is 10.10 min , which is quite good for me la. That timing was during my secondary 4 that time!

These few past day I been thinking about my future ,about my path what I going to take. My collegues talk with me about signing on army force. I got this thinking about signing on as a regular but I hesitate again and again. They told me is a good pay and stable job.I know the pay is decent and the benefits quite good as compare to outside . But I still don't know what I really want to do. I don't want to do office work , or either do a governement job. I want to be freelancer earning money without working. Working take away a lot of time spending with family and friends. I wish to learn the art of investing stocks and earning big bucks of money!!

For poly graduates I am aware that there are plenty of opportunities of job for us to do. But still a diploma cert is still not enough for me, I need a degree at least!!I wish to travel around the world and see the natural scenes . I love to see the animals and wish to learn more about it. I wish to join NATIONAL GEORGRAPHIC company and inspire be like them!! Get to close with nature and be part of their environment.

End of month is coming and that mean PAY DAY!! YAY!! OH..WAHAHA..HEHE..I am going to be siao soon already la.
Tommorrow I shall go back to yee tee and play basketball with my friends. Finally long time never play with them already, miss those days..=)

Anyway I install my MS2007 and anti-virus software already!!Finally la, I can start my report and ppt. I also install maplestory back again, finally get to play. I seem like getting addicited to it already! HOw??Later play till don't need to sleep...XDDD

Julia
Piggy will be back to his mood ok, so puppie must wait ok? Puppie must control her temper and mood also.XDD
Puppie holiday starting already, enjoy while you can!! Anyway don't be afriad of injecting ok? Piggy will be giving moral support!Yay!

Dolly
Rocker saw you updatedn blog that you mention about me! Haha..I am so touched that u mention me..XDD
Haha..I appreciate your efforts...Hope we will be friends forever!!=DDD

Change my blogskin!!

2008-05-19T07:20:00.000-07:00

I change my blogskin cause I am sick and tired of the old blogskin. Hope you guys like this blogskin and enjoy and explore it. The credit goes to my puppie Julia, who help me change the blogskin. Piggy thanks puppie Julia for her effort in helping him changing his blogskin!Yay!=DD

Just back from tennis training, well don't feel like hitting all the shots. My legs become damm heavy and don't feel like ruinning and hit the tennis balls. Anyway Today is vesak day , wish everyone have a nice day for this week!!

Yesteday I was chatting with dai en on msn about some stuff. I reflected on what she say to me and I find what she say make sense. I think I better need to change my character soon but it no easy to change. I hope I will make changes when I come back from attachment. I going to make changes to my appearance soon and my attire!!Hehe...

Anyway I like to thanks harry for helping me to collect my army shoes and pay for me!I appreciate your efforts that you done for me! Thanks bro!=)

Greed, money, love

2008-05-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

In this world, there are three thing that are human being are chasing after all. First Greed of human nature, where all of us are chasing after thing again and again. Because of greed it will result in death, hurting their family and friends. I wish to mention a good example of it is the mymmar disaster that happen to all of them. The government claim that they can handle the crisis their selves. But this is not what they can handle it. Life is more precious than anything else, why want to bother about the politics stuff?

I am sure eveyone is aware about the two major disaster happen. It is so sad that people are perish cause of natural disaster. I pray that those who are still alive under those rubble will be resuce by people. China have a done a good part in displaying that they are capable in handling this disaster. Haix..it really my heart ache..really heart ache... It also make me realise life is so fragile that who knows that I will be gone the next day??

Life is so much beautfiul in this world, with a lot of things to accomplich. Why can't people cherish each other? Why want to hurt each other? WHy! WHY!! I hate all those who don't cherish their life. DO you know how lucky are you to be born as in this world! As compare to those people who are disable, you are TEN TIME OR EVEN THOUSAND TIMES better than them! So cherish all your friends even thought they don cherish you!

Next is about love , there are all kind of love. Father love, mother love, friendship love and etc. Among all the love that I mention I hate love between two person. Everytime I see a couple together love each other , I really hate to see this kind of situation happen. It make me feel fill with jealous and hate. I hate love,I hate it, I hate it, it just plain sux of love. Go away love, making people happy a while then make poeple suffer later. People look wish to have a good lover to love them, but not always happen to them. I hate you! I hate you! Why I want to know you at first!! WHy Why! you are making my heart ache! : (

It also hurt me when I see my closed friends ard me suffer cause of love. I hope that they will be happy as they are now. =DD

Last of all is money that are cause by greed of human nature. Of course all of us need money right? But money is never enough for everyone even to millionarees. Money can drive us to work harder in term of work and other area. But it also led to greed to have more, never enough.It driving me crazy as money is the cause of eveything in my family. I hate to see my family suffer cause lack of money for everyone. I swear that I going to earn loads of money so that they wont't suffer. It make my heart ache,=X..weep..

Yesterday tennis was sux anyway, friends making me angry for no reason. Come on la, you guys are already 18 year old!! Please stop all these childish games like throwing tennis balls at me. I tired to respect you guys as my friends but you guys respect me?
NO! NO!! I reach my limit and you all make me scold at you all in front of eveyone. I really don't need you to make fun of me.

Today tennis was more fun than yesterday ,been hitting shot that want to hit. But I think I need to get my mood back again. If not I will start doubting all my friends word again!=x I realise I easily irrirated by people if they come and distrub me.

I cannot install the MS 2007 and anti virus when I tried at my school campus. Werid sia , i got to start my inteirm report and presentation. My teacher come and tell me the date for the interim presentation ,it on 28 MAY 2008.

I wish to say sorry to my puppie Julia that I say those harsh sentence on you. I hope you forgive piggy . Piggy will be back to the normal him when puppie know him! =)

Does true friendship really exist in this world?

2008-05-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

I longer want to post this question on my blog. Some of my friends ask me about this question, I also don't know how to answer them back. In this whole univerise, the most diffcult to understand among all the animals is human being. There a chinese proverb" you know the person, but you won't ever understand his/her heart". It really apply on real life just like I see my friends from their face expression. They can be similing at you nicely, but who knows they will backstab at your back!! So I advice all my friend to be careful when looking for !!

I hate some of my friends who are pretending to nice to me and at the back talking bad abt me!! I cry because of him, get lose all these losers!! :(( Get lost and far away I don't wish to see your bloody face again! I am that type person who cherish friends and it hate me to see friends like that! Asshole!! I don't mean to mention it but I get sick of it already. Those who wish to be my true friend, I open my hand and welcome your glady. Those who tried to get close with me cause I rich or I hardworking, fuck off and get lost. I am really sick of tired of doing my best and smiling all my friends. Why some of my friends have to be like me?? I don't know noe la!

Today I work till 7pm on the clock sharp, so many customer advice coming at the same time. Sorry to trouble nishi for helping me in my work, customer just like kings to us. Without customer mean no business meaning we can go home and sleep!! =DDD Customer like to make changes LAST MIN CHANGES, BIG SHOT IZZIT? Come on la, it make our job even more diffcult and tougher! Come on la, give us a break if you all are good why not you all do the job!
Work sometimes can be very stressful and tense but my collegues also make me smile!=DD

I want to go back to myself again to back to where I in sec sch life! NO more boss, No more stress,just fun and study!! Haix..time already pass by, I cannot get back in time!!I realise I changes a lot from sec sch to poly !I become more daring, talkative, more rude to people=X, maybe more mature in term of thinking bah. I tend to think more thing deeply and think it carefully first before moving to another step!

I wonder whether who is my true and really true friend who are there for me when I am low, happy, sad, angry, irrirated, emo, crazy, shock, surprised. I really very confused, lost and wish to stop and reflected it clearly!! Wahaha..I also siao already most of my friends are just say "hi" and go, like no feelings one just like a passing wind pass your body. While some friends are just come and interact with you for some time, then mock at you cause you say wrongly! Another type of friends are those close to me cause I quite good in studies. They want me to help him in exam when it coming, when exam are over they see you like see ghost. Reality and cruel world am i right to say?

Last group of my friends well I still cannot say they will last forever. They are the closed group of friends that I really get along and share my private matter. But my thoughts as I feel that one of my closed friends don't interact with me for very long already. I still cherish that friendship, but it getting further and further. It like being swep by the big wave away from the land, with no goal in front of me. While some of my closed friends , I like calling them for the sake of calling her/him. I just wish to share to my story , my feelings , my little part of my life. That all I hope for, nothing less nothing more. That a simple request from you all only . But I guess I cannot get any attention from you all, nvm.. I guess I express my feelings in my blog bah.