My path and my feeling
Tuesday, May 1, 2007 @ 9:30 AM
Since i am born, i admit i am easily bully by people. The reason why i being bully by people, because i know there a proverb"better to more friends than
Enemies ". But it is not easy to make everyone happy, i find it painful and enduring process. I sometimes want to find a sandbag and punch but don have one. I very angry and frustrated, don noe what to do. I respect people like my friends AND I EXPECT THEM TO RESPECT ME !. But turnout is the opposite, some of my friends i don want to mention, they just vent their frustations on me. I am like innocent and trap bewteen, sometimes feel like aruging back to them. But i am a mixed taosim and buddhism, so my belief is to let go of the past. There is one thing call karmina effect in both religion,which i strongly believe, one person now is based on their merits and evil deeds they done in the past lives. So if this happens to me, i will let go of it and never purse the matter. I hope my friends see this post will change their way of treating their friends.Now my path is to get As for my each subject and to be logisitcs manager in the indusrty. Since i have no faith in love and no luck,what for pursing true love? LOL!!!! Since secondary school times, i guess some of my secondary school friends know me well, i have no courage in courting gals that i admire or like. I still remember that time i bought a brithday present for the gal i admire, in the end the present still with me! sob!sob!sob! so cry la. A human being does not have courage, boys have courage to give people presents,while i have don have.This is my first time writing two post at the same time. haha suddenly feel like writing