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Lost my e-z link card again!!:(
Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 7:39 AM

Haix today lost my
e-z link card again
second time
this time is serious
not joking with u guys
Lost it while wee kian
and me walking to
the Singapore tennis
assoication(STA) building
A bit sad yet
i just have to
face the music
51.40 Dollars juz gone!!
Sob, Grrr...i make
a promise myself
I must at least
pass through the first
round or torunament.
It going to tough
hope i wont against seeded player
Today tennis training
was quite slack
I don understand some
of my friends
why are they so against me?
Very biased against me
not my fault, said my fault
hope that thing will
change for the better.
Too tired
need a good rest
tml going to work
again,:)

8.4Km another great yet small achievements for me
Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 7:53 AM

Today I run 8.4km le!!!
I am so overenjoyed and happy
for myself,Weisiong,
Jia you!!!!!
My goal is 42km the full marathon
for standard charaton run
for the next year..
Bit by bit.from 8.4
to 10.2km
to......42km!!
Slowly, I will achieve
my objective. Thing have
never come easy for everyone
include me myself.
Today still rain,
lucky make the wise
choice, watch the moive
called the"Passion"
The story of jesus christ
touching and memorable.
Tomorrow
going to pay the
tournament fees
after that going to play
tennis,and more tennis
again.
Tennis
simply
rox!!!

Difference culture, different management, different way doing things
Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 8:27 PM

Yesterday I went to causeway point
to replace jia hui cause she not free.
The staff over there very friendly,
compare to the standard of jurong point
and causewaypoint is heaven and hell.

Some of the staff very very funny,
I enjoy talking to them, next time
I go again I will laugh till death.
wahaha.........wahaha

I am actually glad that jp
point people train me to
very sharp and focus
on my job.
When I come to
causeway point, I realise
I do thing very efficiently
I don want boast myself.
Is the truth, u might say me thick-face.
Later going back to school
to run and train myself.
Haix, holiday like nothing to
do..Haix...
tml should I go tennis
or go with jarrel
to know another friend of his.
hehe....haha
going mad soon again..

So bored, nothing to do
Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 8:12 AM

Basically today keep raining
and raining......
Very cold..wahaha
Staying at home watchinh
amine moive
Tennis tournament
is on 29 sep to 7 october
The day I been
waiting for..coming closer
and closer
Yet I am not
strong enough to
face my opponent
To be strong and not to weak
to be stronger and stronger
is what I hope
to achieve
I HAVE THE DETERMINATION
to win.
a never-die spirit
I Believe there are
a lot of people
that are weak
but they have a strong-minded
thinking.
Thus I believe even when
I face a strong opponent
I still can fight back.!!!

Career path? Sign on Army or??
Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 9:43 AM

I am 17 years old going to 18 years old
Life is never easy for me to come this far.
Happy that I have a group of friends
always cheering me up when i am down
and up.
Thinking I am now a half-adult
Thinking and idea have change
Going to adult soon.
Have to feed my family
I come from a poor
and humble family background
No money to go for
university.
Sign on army might
be a wise or stupid
choice.I don have any
choice,if i sign on,
my family life
will be much better.
Want to lighten their burden
Sob...
Today play tennis
Seriously rally with
dennis,yi hong
and chris
Then play match
with dennis
and yi hong
win both of them
with a bit of luck
Still I am not good
enough
Out there, there
are stil younger and
stronger ppl tha me
waiting for me to play
So jia you!!
weisiong

I am asshole....forgive me all my friends:(
Saturday, August 25, 2007 @ 9:14 AM

Myself
I know I am a asshole for myself
I apologies to all
my friends
I know that I
sometime very rude
to my friend
One most important
thing is lack of basic
courtesy...rude..
Basically I just sux
Tennis tournament
Changing my mind to
decide to join the tennis
tournament
Dennis,wee kian
yi hong and me
joining..
I have a gut feeling
that I will win the tournament
Mentally, physically,skilfuly
prepare for this
This period of holiday
will be a tough training
Running,training,working
Preparing for marathon
and tournament
Workplace
A brief history of my workplace
1.Yoshminoya:
2.Delifrance:)
3.Yeo:
4.Travelpac
5.Ice cream store :(
6.Currently(Soup restaurant):)
Of all the restaurants I work,I quite happy
with delifrance and soup restaurant
Other not that pleasure
First one.Yoshminoya
First job I do
First time work
first time cry at workplace
Work for 4 months
Learn about the real life
of working.
But overall quite ok
know some friend
old and young...
2.Delifrance
Another place my friend anothony
introduce me to work
Work for 4months plus
Nice enviroment although pay sux.
Nice friend and staff
Get to drink different type
of coffe,lattle,double chocolate
Blue ice,differen pasta and etc.
3.Yeo
Work as packer during CYN festival
Pay normal..staff so-so
Know a bit knowledge
in promoting drinks
4.TravelPac
The worst company of all I work
Commisson between $0.20 and $2
For it IT show
know two poly friends,an chee
and min er
Both of them are friendly
and easy to get along
5.Ice cream store
First time got sack by boss
Just work for one month
This job recommend by my friend
wan lin..the workplace at harbourtfront
So far, but still I work
lucky I didn't work
for long..the paid 4.5 hour so...!@#!#
6.Soup restaurnament
Currently working 2months plus
Satisfed abt the manager
and the staff over there
Paid=6 per hour
Quite good
At first I don get used to it
Soon I realise that
I am a asshole
full of myself..
Lucky I realise it early
and know that I need to
change..talk less..
do more work..
Lucky I pass their test.
Now get used to the staff
I love working there
although everyone older
that me..all call me "AH boy"
Guess I Just have
to accept it.
They are more
experienced.so listen to them..
haha....
That a long story for today
that all

Last paper finish!!but..not feeling well
Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 5:47 AM

I feel back about yesterday incident
I broke my friend's
one of his hse chair
Feel very guilty
and sorry for myself
After this last paper
I feel very sick
going to fall giddy
Going to take a
good rest
Holiday coming
May all of you
enjoy your holidays!!

Today stay at jarrell hse to study:)
Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 6:52 AM

Today just finish my e-commerec exam
Did't do well for this paper
So upset
Now left Fpd paper
one more
then holiday
horray!!
Now mugging at
jarrell hse to revise
Hope that tml paper
i will do well
May thing will go
as smoothly
haha

Run 6km today!!! lol!!!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 8:12 AM

Today I run 6km
So shio la!!
first time in life
run 6km
I feel a sense of
achievement in my life
!!!
Next running I aiming
8km!!!???
think i can finish?
Yes!!!definitely yes!
Believe in myself
My dream to run
a full marathon
42km man
so long
tml having exam
halfway through mugging
so tired and sleeping
scare will not do well
...==((

Study study study....become play.....play...play...:)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007 @ 5:51 AM

Study study for e-commerce
Become playing cs
and playstation
Early in the morning
11 0'clock
went to harry house
Play cs and study
After that went to
eat lunch with harry
went to jarrell house
Play his playstation
and study at
the same time
Play basketball
long time never play
but still got the stamina
to play against..
jarrell(1vs1)
this time round win
him!!! 7_3
Horrary!!!
wahaha
that all folks

Found my e-z link card today!!! :)
Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 9:35 AM

Found my E-z link card!!
So Happy!!!:)
Went back to school
Do my trade-off assigment
After then tennis
Play didn't quite good
Saw steven at tennis court
Didnt play with him for very
long time he still that good
Thinking whether should work
or join tournament?
Which choice better?
Haix..
Saw him today at tennis court
Running around the court
for few rounds
Didn't know what to talk to him
A bit shock
to saw him.....
Just add one of my friend
She my ex-worker friend
yoshminoya one
She also study np
year 1
haha so shock
to see her in school
Tommrrow go to
harry hse and study
haix...

Lost my E-zlink card today!!
Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 8:33 AM

I had lost my E-zlink card today, wonder whether I can find it back again. Currently now feel so frustrated and upset with my parents. Today having headache still have to go to work. Thinking of why everyone in this planet working so hard for money, and never tired of wanting more money and more money.

Currently I also feel upset and don know what to do for my money. Currently have 1.3k in the bank account which is relative little. Working as a part-time waiter and earning 215 dollars, might be increasing in the future to 400 plus. I hope to earn as much money as I can.

Here are my list of items that I wish to buy
1.Digital Camera
2.MP3 player
3.Weight ankle
4.Prince speedport
5.Sport attiude
6.Running shoe
7.Clothes

If i can buy all this stuff, I already happy with the stuff.

There is a advice, we should be happy and content with what we have rather than be unhappy cause we didn't get what we intended. Right now, I am content of what I have, in the future I want to be more rich so that my family member don have to suffer a lot.

Wonder how long I am going to live for my life. 60 year? 70 year? or even die at a young age haa. Just wonder? Tommrrow have to go back to school and do my trade-off.

karma effect, brith,cycle of life
Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 8:23 AM

I been thinking all along, what is my existence in coming in this world. Is a blessing or curse to me? I don know guess everyone like me also want to find out this answer. Today I just finish my SCM paper and overall do quite well, but some section I didn't really do answer well. Hope that everything will be smoothly as it is.

I am a strong believer of Buddhism and believe in karma effect. What I done in my all my previous life, good or bad deeds will be reflect on my current life. I just have to accept the truth about. I hope that in the future I will not commit any bad deeds. I want to be filial to my parents as they are the one who raise me up. I cannot tolerate those who bully or unfilial to their parents. Those are even worse than a beast, even a beast know what is filial piety.

I will never able to repaid my debt my parents, no matter what action I done. The only solution is to let as many people aware of that. I hope that people will change for the better in term of attitude toward their parents.

I don know what lie in the future of mine, but some thing are certain ,while some are not. I have a feeling that I might be a monk in the future.

Life and death, all are cycle of karma effect. It just a matter of time whether we all are going to face death.Everyone fear death, even god fear death, but there is one thing call courage.

Courage is like a kind of movation that overcome all kind of obstacles.

Haix, enough of my talks, I think I like watch the most movie in the school library. I borrow two hunderd plus movie title.

Rewarding and exciting life
Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 7:14 PM

Yesterday I went back to school to print my SCM notes and other stuff. After studying in the library, I went to the sport complex to run. I feel like running to keep my body healthy

I run 4km, on the school track, it was overall tiring and rewarding. I planning to join the half- standard marathon during the month of December. 20km of run is not easy for me, but I know I can train slowly as each days passes by. From 4km to 6km to...20km. After that, maybe planning for full marathon 42km. That a hell long distance and journey for me. Like what people said, as long you have the determination and moviation, no matter how hard the journey, you can overcome the obstacle. This saturday will be my SCM exam, I hope I will pass with flying colours and get a AD for this module. That all folks!!! :)

Being a wise person and win ppl heart!
Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 8:50 AM

Today, my exam did quite OK but I am not satisfied with my result. Cause I didn't really revise enough, hope that I will get a good grade. After exam I went to the library to watch a movie beautiful ending, touching stories.

Money will make the world around and can be painful for family. Money can changes a person character from bad to good. Money will destroy the whole family. Money doesn't really bring happiness to the family but problems that arises.

I am trying to be a wise person, what other people said about me whether is good or bad, I just have to accept the facts and deal accordingly. Look things far-sighted and handle people effectively. Something we just need to view thing at a different point of perspective.

Tomorrow will be a better day, a fresh look with full of surprises awaiting for me.

42th national days happy brithday singapore!! :)
Thursday, August 9, 2007 @ 7:00 AM

Today is our Singapore 42th national day, I am proud of who I am as a Singaporean. I live in Singapore for 17 years of life. Somehow i am happy and sad somehow. Don think so much of exam already.

Somehow I wish not to think that matter again. Memories is always is our mind, never easy to forget them. I wish I will focus more and forget all of them. All of these memories in my life. Hope that tml my exam will do well.

I think I am old already
Tuesday, August 7, 2007 @ 7:40 AM

Today suppose don have any lesson, but harry and me went back to school and do our lab practical. Sian, I haven't finish, hope that I can finish soon no matter how tough it is. After that I went to np NDP national day concert held at convention center.

Compare to last year, this year the audience are much more and more exciting. After that I went to run at the track at the sport complex. I run for my 2.4km and finish around 10 min plus, guess I am really old, but still I have glad that my stamina is still there. As I run and as I think, I think in the future where I am going to be? Businessman? Employer working for people? Failure? Don even dare to think.

Life like a marathon, once I start running, I can look back and stop. I have to continue to run and till I use all my breath. haha that all. too tired

War is cruel and painful for everyone
Monday, August 6, 2007 @ 5:54 AM

I don like war at first, although I like to watch war movie like band of brother,pearl harbour and a lot of movie. All the bomb scenes, blood, people screaming and dying for help. Everyone like facing the death wish as they fight for the war that don want to fight. Why human being are engage in war from the time when our ancient population till now, we been fighting war for what? Territorial gains? Wealth? Women? Kill pleasure?

All these reasons are crap and stupid excuses to start a war. I sure everyone know that a war will be a lose-lose situation for both countries. Look at World War One, World War Two and a other major events, Who stand to win anything. In the end, both countries lose something, human life that are invaluable to everyone. I hope everyone don kill each other, we are all human being just that we are living in different countries. Why cannot we cooperate and live in harmony in each other rather than kill with each other with guns and generates?

The world will be a better for us to live without war. Today actually I suppose don have lesson, but I come for revision. After lecture and acutally can go home at 12pm, but I don feel like going home. So I stay back for nafpa tester job and the president ask me whether I want to join in the napfa society. I was like so suprised, I wonder whether I should join.

My first aim is my tennis club, to get into the main committe. If I didn't get into tennis club main commit, I think at least I have other cca clubs to depend on to get cca points. I am a member of sub-commit of mde society, a member of logistics and management supply chain society and a member of that assist team. Maybe I might be a member of napfa society and a chance to get in main commit and also apply to my tennis club also. Next semster will be busy for me, I wonder if I really can handle. Time management is the most important thing haha.

Always remember myself to look far-sighted at things and never look back what you have done.:)

++My ordinary life story of me++
Sunday, August 5, 2007 @ 8:59 AM

I don know what wrong with some of my friends, is they don dislike me or what. All my friend don know that I have just recover from a depression last year, the feeling was bad. Somehow I feel so isolated from all my friends, all of them ignore me. Thinking of death everyday that period. It was a awful period for me, I wish that I am in the hell sooner or later. Death is something everyone have to face it one days just a matter of time. Life like everyone said is unpredictable and who know that tomorrow I might die in a car accident. Living in Singapore is so stressful, everyone is busy making money and neglect their family and friends. I am like of them scare of failure, that why during the time when my English O level exam, i pray hard I won't fail my English. If i fail , i don know what to do, end in ITE to me is like End of the world.

But after hearing people experience and advice, I try to cheer up always no matter how bad the situation. Being alive in this world is so torturing. I not a just person that want a normal life that all. If you all don like me or don like my character or what, then don be my friend that simple. I rather don face you all, or is like so embrassed to see you all. Being a human is already hard why want to critise each other why not instead of cooperate with each other.

Only those that truely be my friend will doesn't mind how I am and be my friends no matter how bad my character I am. I Thank all my friend that are all along with me. Life is like a journey with obstacles ahead. Overcome one obstacle, there come another one, never ending, never going to stop till you take a rest and fall back on the ground.

With courage, moviation and right sense of direction to live my life to fullest. I try to refresh my memories again and forget everything about him and her. No more a track of what happen in the past.

Just a brief histroy of my family background, My family have 6 memeber, 3 sister and one big brother that me. I am the biggest among all siblings that mean I have to lead a good example to my junior ones. Life is been tough on me, somehow I know I have to work hard for my future and take care of junior.I know that I might be immature in term of thinking. But I know that I still have a long way in term of study,work, play and life thinking.

So live my life to the fullest and don even look back what you have done. Make mistakes, we learn, we continue our lives and live every single breath of air we have. Life is always something that are beautiful for us.

What a tiring days for me+Tennis-Homework-Work+
Saturday, August 4, 2007 @ 9:28 AM

Today I just finish halfway for my SCM e-tutorial 6 last one then I can concentrate on my SCM study.Guess what I aiming a book prize for SCM and GLMGT module. I hope i will win that two prizes:).After the tutorial , I went to Levin house and play tennis with him. His friend was lousy no wonder levin told me to play with him. HAHA, after that I rush for my work.

Got my paid for second month and I am happy working there. The staff somehow become friendly as I become familiar with my working method and how they operate. Some of them call me "Ah boy","AH SIONG", just have to accept bah. Some of them even praise me that I have improve a lot in term of speed and efficiency.I think after much scolding from them , will go to recieve compliments from them.Still I have a long way to improve in my job. I love my job and wish that I will work for long-term in this firm.

Right now thinking that I am back to normal yet recover from that back-stab I recieve from one of my junior in tennis club. Pretend to be said that back-stabbers at first, but in the fact he a back-stabbers all along. There are all kind of people in this world, I hate those who cheat people money, liar, back-stabbers and bully the weak and not fillal to their parents and those who commit bad acts. I most hate is pretend to be a gentleman, and back-stab when you treat him like your good friends. This is so frustrated that one of my friend become like that,I know thatI am a kind-hearted person and easy bully. Love and relationship is my area that I am weak but I know something u can change, something I cannot change.But still life continue without him or her,just that thing will never the same like the past. That the first time I experince this kind of situation, I hate it I admire, i rather I don know both of them at first at least I have a good impression of them.

In this world ,everyone is acutally kind at first, but as they grew old,being influence by a lot of events. Thing have changes,somehow I wish to go back to my child time, innocent and young. As we grew old, we become more experince in life and advice on our younger ones. But the younger old like us once young , didn't bother to listen, so this cycle repeat again and again.That all folks have to go to do homework, life still continues but something in my heart never change.

About what my future plan and my plans for now
Friday, August 3, 2007 @ 5:43 AM

After much thinking and thinking, I decide that being a millionaire is not easy.I discuss with my classmates, I found out need a lot of capital, knowledge, sense of belonging and know when is the right time to take the opportunities.

Thinking what lies beneath the future of my life, life haix. Study for degree?Work?Set up a business? Or don Noe ? I don know even for myself.But one thing I know in my life is to be famous and make my name in Singapore.Sound ambitious right!!Impossible!!ha ha. Guess have to work my way out, and believe in my thinking.

I also feel like learning martial art,cause like can train you preservers and patience and a lot of qualities. Maybe want to learn kiddo,arkido and other bah. Art of defence, is not sometimes to defend myself and protect my loved ones.

Paper cannot cover the truth
Thursday, August 2, 2007 @ 9:10 AM

"Paper cannot cover the truth" this proverb I finally get the meaning. Sooner or later I have to fact the truth from this expected situation. Now at least I know early, my mind is clear of thinking and focus on my objectives. I hope that both of them will be happy together, may god bless them. I just recovering and back to the right track, back to where I am at the first place

Exam are coming closer, I wish that I will do my best studies. Aiming to get some book prize for some of my module. Hope that heaven won't disappointed me. Cya i gotta to sleep already.

Didn't realise so many people read my blog, I am so glad that people express their view to me:)
@ 6:41 AM

What is a purpose of a blog? To express your feeling? To attract people to see your beautiful design? Or just a plain and simple reason to share your daily happening to you friends.
My blog is to share with all of my friends what I have encounter happen to my daily life.
I didn't know that so many of my friend view my blog and express their view to me.

I am happy and glad that all my friend are there for me always mentally and phyiscally. Today I just finish my last presentation, didn't really present well. Feel a bit up upset but I know what happen already happen. Learn from the mistake and correct it next time.Life is short ,who knows what will happen to you. Learn to take and see things easy, death and depart are common in our life. Somehow I find that life in polytechic is lonely and boring. Everyday go to school, meet my classmates then go nafpa tester or tennis training, then go home. Home to me is like a hostel now, didn't have a lot of chance to talk to my family.

All my friends in polytechic are not that close, see them said hi or wave, is like you standing on a street and all you friends walk past you. Aim i have, objective i have, but somehow lack of something in my life. Finding the true meaning of my life? What do I live in this earth?

I don noe but somehow I know i going to know the answer.Life is always beautiful and I still haven't see the whole picuture of Life. Today I almost hit by a car cause I am reallly too tired to be alert, maybe I just tneed more sleep and more sleep. That all for today:)

What a great shocking surprise that cause a impact on my life :(
Wednesday, August 1, 2007 @ 1:08 AM

Haix, is my 8 attempts fail in love matter, I have raise my white flag once again. Life is always like that, heaven always been unfair to all of us always. I have to make choices sometime I guess, give up or continue. I learn to be far-sighted rather than short-sighted vision of my mind as compare to the past. When I just receive a really big and surprise for me, I know this is going to happen in a matter of time. I just did'nt know that this new spread to me so fast.

No matter how difference between you and others, everyone have their own destiny. But everyone have the same destination ,is everyone going to face death one day and is just a matter of time. Learning to take all matter and deal with matter calmly no matter how bad the situation. So no matter how big or small the obstacle is, we have to overcome this obstacle.

I have to forget the whole memory and go back to square again. Back to my track again, aiming to be in main commit of tennis club most probably the post of president. Like what the famous spider man proverb "With great power come with great responsibility". But mine is "With great authority come with great responsibility". Being a president is never easy, but I am willing to take this responsibility no matter how hard it is . I hope that I am be able to lead ngee ann recreational tennis club to a higher height.