One year anniversity for my blog = )
Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 6:25 PM
Today is april fools
and is also my one year
anniversity for my blog.
I thanks all my friends
who been my regular visitor
of my blog.
This blog have gone through
changes, in term of
appearance and color.
I will continue to improve
my blog and the content of
my post to everyone to enjoy.
Meanwhile this is my fifth week
of my attachment.
Still have 4 months to go,
jia you all my classmate!!
Another event that I look forward
is this coming saturday STA match.
My tennis friends are going to
sta match again.
This time round I didn't go
cause I having attachment
and no time for training.
I wish them all the best for
their coming matches!!
@ 1:09 AM
Today I get my paycheck,
from the HR department.
A total of $550.00 Singapore
dollars, not too much and not
too little for me.
I wonder how much I spend
my money le, save it or what.
First time I going to do is
to make a hair cut.
A bit of update of what I have
done during my weekends.
I play tennis with my friends,
and I get to rally with some
Np lectures.
2 vs 1 against me for like 2 hours.
I was dam tired against two
veterans who keeping giving
me angle shots and deep shots.
But thank to them,
I find the best and prefect
way to exceute my shots.
But still my serve is my
biggest weakness among all.
I need to work harder on it.
Last thursday I went jogging
with harryn outside the school.
We run for 8km till we are shag.
This time round I did run for 8km
for around 1 hours plus.
Planning to go JB to buy causal shoes,
who want to go with me???
haha...
I losing friends as time pass by..
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 8:58 PM
As time passes by,
I didn't cherish my
friends as it is.
Slowly my friends
are ignoring me,
and avoiding me.
I don't know why
but it hurting my heart.
It going to end of week 4
and I am getting
my pay check soon.
=DDDD
First thing I going
to do, is to buy
some casual shoes and
shirts for myself.
Seoond things is to spend
more time with my friends.
Play basketball with my
fellow friends.
Maybe play badmination
with my classmates.
Can't wait for my
paycheck on monday.
First thing I going to
do when I get my
paycheck,is to go
buy some casual shoes
and shirts.
Second thing is to
My relative pass away : ( : ( :(
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 7:14 AM
My relative pass away,
yesterday I just see
her last face before she gone.
I am dam upset about it,
life is too short for everyone.
I dare to say no one wish
to die.
But death is avoidable in
our life, so while we live
we must cherish our lives.
All my friends out there,
I cherish all of you and love
you all.
I am sorry if I didn't
meet up with you guys.
I promise I will make up
for the lost.
My relative not feeling well in the hospital
Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 7:01 PM
My mother's sister is in
hospial due to cancer disease.
She now struggling to
recover from the disease.
I pray really hard that
she can recover and go
back to her normal life.
My father told me that
she in final stage of cancer.
The disease already spread
to her heart.
The last thing I ever
want to go is hospital!!
It so sad to see people
fall sick, those loved ones
even those you don't know
them one.
A bit of updated of what I have
done during this week.
During saturday, I replace jia hui
for work cause she
not feeling well.
In the end I skip my tennis
for work, but that day end
up raining.
Yesterday I went to visit my
relative in hospital,
she really not feeling well.
Somehow I think why people
fall sick, it really hurt my
heart and mind.
Today is my starting of
week 4 for my IAP.
Long way to go man,
still have 4 months
left!!
Anyway I only looking
forward to my payday.
Then I will buy my sport
shoes and causal shoes.
At the same time, I will spend
time with my friends and classmates.
I promise harry that I organise
a gather for all 05 boys.
This time round all must go.
Badmination, lan games, k-box
then halo bar perphas.
haha.......
=D
I miss her so much...my heart fill with regret...
Wednesday, March 19, 2008 @ 6:35 PM
I really miss her
so badly, my heart fill with regret.
I don know why,
I really wish time will go back to the past.
I will make up the time
lost for that opportunity that I slip off.
How stupid I am, I am really stupid.
I want to cry so much , but still cannot
heal my regret in my heart forever.
For my work thing are not going
smoothly as it is.
Sometimes I wish I can be more
alert and pay attention to people feelings.
Tomorrow I am going to meet up
with my classmates and play badminton.
Maybe after that play LAN games,
then eat dinner .=D
I wonder whether I should
work for logistics company.
Or should I go to another
type of job that suitable for me?
Army? Navy?Air Force?
SIA cabin crew?Teacher?
Jogging with harry and eugene..
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 7:37 AM
Today I went back to school
after work, to exercise.
I jog with harry and eugene,
for 4.8km around the school.
Feeling the urge to exercise,
I been not jogging for ard 2 months.
Getting fatter I guess,
haha..
Planning to run with
them again next week.
Hope eugene won't be late.
=D
Attachment time flew
very slow,
one day like one year
to all of us.
I wonder when the attachment
end soon.
Sob..
Starting of third week for my attachment...-.-
Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 5:26 PM
Monday is a day where
all full-time workers hate.
It mean they have to go
back to work, what a boring
day for all of us.
With load of assignment
waiting for us to finish,
work is sure boring for
all of us.
Yesterday I went to
cycle around my area.
I cycle till zhenghua cc
which is quite a distance
from my house.
I love the forest,
the air and the environment.
Saturday and Sunday is both
a boring day for me.
Either tennis or slack at home,
nothing much to do.
Anyone free ask me out!!
A troublesome person in my c.box
Saturday, March 15, 2008 @ 8:15 PM
Those people who regualry
see my blog, will have notice
that someone is spamming
my blog.
His nickname is called "passerby"
, he seriously got
some problem.
I hence advise you to
stop spamming my blog.
If not fcuk off and get out of this
website.
Yesterday was a tiring
day for me.
Been playing tennis
for 3 hours.
I get to know a new
friend call Ray.
His tennis skills is not
bad, I like
to rally with him.
Tommrrow back to
work again, so sian.
=P
Got my latest result GPA of 3.28
Friday, March 14, 2008 @ 5:07 AM
I am quite happy
that my GPA improve
from 2.96 to 3.28.
A small improvement
yet improvement is improvement.
I will aim higher GPA
for my attachment.
This time round I will aim
GPA of 3.5.
I will work hard
for it, I promise this time
round.
I just realise it
cheaper to buy MRT
pass rather than
top up e-zlink card.
Nowadays living in
Singapore is hard,
cost of living so expensive.
Second week of attachment
finish, now looking forward
to third week.
My buddy did badly for her
exam, I hope she cheer up
soon and fight back.
=D
This friday releasing of result =X
Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 5:16 PM
This friday is the releasing
of my second year second
semster.=X
I am scare that my GPA didn't
improve as I am very concern about it.
Well, there is good news and bad news
to share with everyone.
I acheive a sliver award for my cca scheme.
I thought it going t be diffcult,
well I guess nothing is impossible
in this world.
Hope everyone get good results!
Yesterday I have a strange
dream about a classmate.
This classmate was my secondary
school friend.
I have a crush on her,
but I guess I dare not
express my feelings.
Back to the dreams,
I dream of her and walk past her.
She didn't even say 'hi' to me.
People say what you dream
is oppostie of what it is.
I also don't know
what I mean.
Mmm.currently thinking
what career should I pick up?
Thinking of being SIA cabin crew,
you get to travel around the world.
Their pay is also quite
reasonable high and a lot
of benfits.
Another part of me thinking
to do white-collar job.
This is more stable and
better.
There are a lot of option available
for us nowadays.
Haix...
Choose which one?....
Anyone tell me???
I having those negative feelings..
Tuesday, March 11, 2008 @ 8:08 AM
I don know why I
am always so scare,
scare of thing will happen
to me.
I really very depress
of myself, for being such a failure.
I admit I am a low
and no confidence guy out
there being bully by people.
But I am still human,
I also part of this world,
I really don know.
I don know for
what reason I hate
couples, I hate them.
Everytime when I see them
it also make my heart
feel ache.
I sorry for those
who love and care me.
I thank you so much
for your encouragement
and moviation.
Life couldn't be colourful
without you guy.
=D
Being feeling down these past few day
Sunday, March 9, 2008 @ 5:38 AM
I don know why
I being feeling low
these past days.
My father not feeling
well these past few day.
I hope he got well and
don't fall sick.
Today I went to
harry house to help
him with the attachment
stuff.
After that I went to get
my check, but I did;t
get to see her.
She was with her bf,
cannot get the chance
to talk with her.
I guess is fate bah.
Sometime it better
to leave you destiny
to God.
I realise I am
easily bully by people,
cause I rather a
simple-mined person.
But I wont't let you people
to bully me.
I learn another lesson,
in this world,
it diffcult to trust anyone.
People are liars, lying
to one another.
Covering their liar with
another liars.
Even your trusted people
done this to you.
I Hate this.
First week of work past..
Friday, March 7, 2008 @ 7:35 AM
Tml I have to go to work
again, every two week need
to work one weekend.
So sux, but that how life is.
Today work was all right,
but I made some mistake.
I have to print labels again
and again cause of the wrong
size. -.-
Tml finally get to play
tennis with my friends.
:)
I am so happy and sad,
cause jia hui hp
being confiscated.
This means I cannot
sms her my problems
and happiness of mine
and her also.
Haix.hope she
get her hp back soon.
Second day of work
Tuesday, March 4, 2008 @ 6:26 AM
Today is my second day
of work, I be set alone to
do my assignment alone.
I have been place a desktop
and an desktable.
Today I learn a lot
from David.
He is a nice guy and
teach me patiently.
In this company, there
are do and don'ts
need to be observe.
Something there are
some staff needed to avoid.
Haix, I still not experience,
there a lot of things to
learn from them.
Jia you
everyone!!
I feel like commit suicide
Saturday, March 1, 2008 @ 7:41 PM
I feel like not living
in this world.
I guess my timing was
wrong, I should be born
early.
Living now in Singapore
make me more stress.
Sometimes I don know
what to do or how to
solve.
I don like to
see people suffering,
epically my parents.
I want to migrate
out of Singapore,
to some place that
I found peace.
I want to die,
in any way.
As long as I leave this
boring and meaningless
world.
Life is boring,
from cradle to grave,
from learning ABC
to picking up a job.
Work till our death
arrival, then everything about
us will be forgetten.