++My ordinary life story of me++
Sunday, August 5, 2007 @ 8:59 AM
I don know what wrong with some of my friends, is they don dislike me or what. All my friend don know that I have just recover from a depression last year, the feeling was bad. Somehow I feel so isolated from all my friends, all of them ignore me. Thinking of death everyday that period. It was a awful period for me, I wish that I am in the hell sooner or later. Death is something everyone have to face it one days just a matter of time. Life like everyone said is unpredictable and who know that tomorrow I might die in a car accident. Living in Singapore is so stressful, everyone is busy making money and neglect their family and friends. I am like of them scare of failure, that why during the time when my English O level exam, i pray hard I won't fail my English. If i fail , i don know what to do, end in ITE to me is like End of the world.
But after hearing people experience and advice, I try to cheer up always no matter how bad the situation. Being alive in this world is so torturing. I not a just person that want a normal life that all. If you all don like me or don like my character or what, then don be my friend that simple. I rather don face you all, or is like so embrassed to see you all. Being a human is already hard why want to critise each other why not instead of cooperate with each other.
Only those that truely be my friend will doesn't mind how I am and be my friends no matter how bad my character I am. I Thank all my friend that are all along with me. Life is like a journey with obstacles ahead. Overcome one obstacle, there come another one, never ending, never going to stop till you take a rest and fall back on the ground.
With courage, moviation and right sense of direction to live my life to fullest. I try to refresh my memories again and forget everything about him and her. No more a track of what happen in the past.
Just a brief histroy of my family background, My family have 6 memeber, 3 sister and one big brother that me. I am the biggest among all siblings that mean I have to lead a good example to my junior ones. Life is been tough on me, somehow I know I have to work hard for my future and take care of junior.I know that I might be immature in term of thinking. But I know that I still have a long way in term of study,work, play and life thinking.
So live my life to the fullest and don even look back what you have done. Make mistakes, we learn, we continue our lives and live every single breath of air we have. Life is always something that are beautiful for us.