End up fail up the trail and piss off with someone...
Thursday, May 1, 2008 @ 1:25 AM
Today school team trial was a totally disaster and failure to me. This is my worst situtation happen to my life. I was quite happy and relaxing when go in the trial. First the coaches spilit us into 4 person one court and practice the strokes. Based on our strokes it will determine whether we pass or fail the trail.
First practice was down the court, I was quite nervous that time. But I get in time and stroke back, the ivp guys was good in term of skills. Next is crosscourt against with another partner,
he hit a lot of spin shot. All the shot that he hit will spin a lot , so I have to hit till the ball reach my level. Hitting like that back to him, show to them I am not good at returining the ball. My coach say that my strokes are weak shots. I was damm upset and piss off about it.
I feel VERY UPSET AND DEMORALISED ABOUT it. After the trial, I keep in deep thoughts about the journey from the start till now. From the start I pick up playing tennis, from learning the basics till now, I been quite happy about it. Till today when I realise that I lose my aim, my motivation, my strength, my courage and my everything. Right now I feel like smashing my racket and forget everything about tennis. Sob..I don know what to say anymore!!Fcuk!!Fcuk!!
Another things is about today was someone that I know. My friend and I was damm piss off with him as his attiude sux among all my friends!!Come on la, we are friends spare the feelings of those who fail the trail la!! We are human being even human being have feelings la. I don wish to say anymore about him. He the worse friend I ever see in my whole entire life!!
Plus this saturday I am going to go for nbtour matches, double impact in my life. I really don't feel like playing tennis anymore. If that the case, I will thrash all of them even to the extend of risking of my life. In this world, everything are so reality fact!! Those who look more handsome, pretty or rich always get the advantage over it.
I go for interviews, I fail again. I went to the school trail, I fail again. I do what thing never have a time succuessful one. I tired my best to please my friends, they make me like a clown. Fcuk all you guys! I AM DAMM TIRED and sick of you all. Leave me alone and go aways from my life. I only wish to have true friend who are there for you when you are down, sad , happy or angry!!
Another thing is I really appreciate that I have a circle of true friend who are there for me. No matter how rude I am to them or what, they are still there. Wei siong really happy to know all of you!! =DDDD. Another thing I wish to express is about the sudden suprise to jarrel house about some matter. I am really very sorry about that incident as we just suddenly went to your house about it. We didnt mean to trouble you that day , I hope you understand about it. I am sorry about that incidient. Jarrel
One last thing, Piggy saw the puppie latest blog post about him. Piggy really touch by puppie those paragraph of words. Those paragraph of puppie words give piggy a lot of moviation and strength. Piggy will do his best for this coming saturday!!No matter what it takes ,piggy will give his best shots and win the championship for puppie!! =DD That a promise from piggy to puppie!!