Sunday, August 24, 2008 @ 5:57 AM
Just back from gathering,I was watching the movie" money not enough 2". It was an nice movie, even it is made from local firm. It shows about an family of three brothers and their childern.Money doesn't necessary can buy everything in this world, but it can buy u food. It cannot buy happiness,or sadness or emotion.
Family bond are so strong in everyone lives that include mine. I might dislike my parents because of several reason, but I still love my parents. Deep in my heart no matter, I always want my parents to live the best. Whether is my family going through the hard way or what. I always want to see my parents to be happy. Afterall I always alones in this world,but I still got my family and loved ones. Human being are so funny creatures, making people looking like a fool. You make me look like a fool, although I am a fool. I not highly intelligent smart human being, and I am hardworking guy. I want to forget abt you, completly erase of my memories. I got aim and goals in my life. I guess it I will focus it and forget about you.
My best buddy in my life have gone to Germany for his overseas attachment program(OIAP). I am proud of him as his buddy. Although he in another country doing his studies, I always treat you as my best buddy. I guess is during my previous life we are brothers till the end. I learn to be strong as I become older. I feel like crying now cause I am so useless. I might be appearing fine to you but in my heart I not always happy. I hate you really hate you even through nothing happen. I look like a fool to you in front of you, but you won't get it. I want to erase all you memories whether is happy or sad times. I am weeping in my heart for myself ,the world, the animals and more.
I going to be strong and continue my life as usual. With/without you in my life.
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