Does true friendship really exist in this world?
Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ 6:42 AM
I longer want to post this question on my blog. Some of my friends ask me about this question, I also don't know how to answer them back. In this whole univerise, the most diffcult to understand among all the animals is human being. There a chinese proverb" you know the person, but you won't ever understand his/her heart". It really apply on real life just like I see my friends from their face expression. They can be similing at you nicely, but who knows they will backstab at your back!! So I advice all my friend to be careful when looking for !!
I hate some of my friends who are pretending to nice to me and at the back talking bad abt me!! I cry because of him, get lose all these losers!! :(( Get lost and far away I don't wish to see your bloody face again! I am that type person who cherish friends and it hate me to see friends like that! Asshole!! I don't mean to mention it but I get sick of it already. Those who wish to be my true friend, I open my hand and welcome your glady. Those who tried to get close with me cause I rich or I hardworking, fuck off and get lost. I am really sick of tired of doing my best and smiling all my friends. Why some of my friends have to be like me?? I don't know noe la!
Today I work till 7pm on the clock sharp, so many customer advice coming at the same time. Sorry to trouble nishi for helping me in my work, customer just like kings to us. Without customer mean no business meaning we can go home and sleep!! =DDD Customer like to make changes LAST MIN CHANGES, BIG SHOT IZZIT? Come on la, it make our job even more diffcult and tougher! Come on la, give us a break if you all are good why not you all do the job!
Work sometimes can be very stressful and tense but my collegues also make me smile!=DD
I want to go back to myself again to back to where I in sec sch life! NO more boss, No more stress,just fun and study!! Haix..time already pass by, I cannot get back in time!!I realise I changes a lot from sec sch to poly !I become more daring, talkative, more rude to people=X, maybe more mature in term of thinking bah. I tend to think more thing deeply and think it carefully first before moving to another step!
I wonder whether who is my true and really true friend who are there for me when I am low, happy, sad, angry, irrirated, emo, crazy, shock, surprised. I really very confused, lost and wish to stop and reflected it clearly!! Wahaha..I also siao already most of my friends are just say "hi" and go, like no feelings one just like a passing wind pass your body. While some friends are just come and interact with you for some time, then mock at you cause you say wrongly! Another type of friends are those close to me cause I quite good in studies. They want me to help him in exam when it coming, when exam are over they see you like see ghost. Reality and cruel world am i right to say?
Last group of my friends well I still cannot say they will last forever. They are the closed group of friends that I really get along and share my private matter. But my thoughts as I feel that one of my closed friends don't interact with me for very long already. I still cherish that friendship, but it getting further and further. It like being swep by the big wave away from the land, with no goal in front of me. While some of my closed friends , I like calling them for the sake of calling her/him. I just wish to share to my story , my feelings , my little part of my life. That all I hope for, nothing less nothing more. That a simple request from you all only . But I guess I cannot get any attention from you all, nvm.. I guess I express my feelings in my blog bah.