Thursday, May 29, 2008 @ 8:10 AM
Sorry guys for MIA for these fews days cause my modem at home spoil already. The feeling of without updating my blog and doing my homework is sux. I don't like this feeling and I guess I have internet addiciton bah!! XDD
Anyway my father help me bought a new modem, really thanks him for the effort. Love you father!!(: My interim presentation was a totally failure, my teacher comment bad on me! I hate presentation, I hate myself , I hate the whole damm world. Why I cannot speak flunetly as well as other people?I only wish to be normaly human being to able to speak well.
My harddisk crash and I have to rush finish my ppt. I finish the ppt at ard 1 plus, so damm shag.
Today I being scolded by my manager, the feeling of being scolded not good. I feel so low and upset about it. For the first time I being scolded by my manager, it just not feel right! I really wish to get off this workplace and go another company!! Fcuk off all of you off!!Fcuk!!
I feeling so confused and easily affected by my friends. I miss all my friends as I been working and neglecting all my friends.I wish to be away from this workplace and go someone peaceful and nice. My dream is to be staff of national geographic taking photos of animals and natural.
Or I wish to be freelancer photographer and writer for a maganize company. They will pubish my picture in the maganize and share my picture with the readers. It my biggest dream that I wish to achieve in my life.
Anything I wish to write in this blog, is that I hate being poor. I hate being poor when you cannot buy or do anything you wish to buy. I hate this feelings when I got $$ but cannot spend. Hell man..to anything!! Argg!!..
I wish to be myself again that was once happy and cheerful. I reaching at the end of teenage stage and going to adult stage now. Going to another stage where obstacles are all waiting for me to overcome. I tell myself going to hold on and overcome all these obstaces, but will I overcome it in th end?
Labels: Blog update..Piggy will wait for Old julia back(: