Monday, June 9, 2008 @ 8:14 AM
This is might be the longest and sadest blog that I ever post. I don't know what to say cause I kind of get sick of repeating myself. These few days I been reflecting myself on my character, what I have change. During my secondary school, I been only focus on getting well on my studies and myself. I regard only myself and ignore all my friends.
While I was chatting with jia wei on msn yesterday, he told me I become more sociable with friends!! I was like oh....izzit change so much sia? Well I did become more senstivitve to friends matter and be more careful to you all. I cherish friendship more than ever before and at the same time I lose something. I lose the ability to focus on the thing that I want in my life.
My studies grade drop and didn't even get better, and not even one gpa get 3.5. I going siao and crazy already and soon. Anyone can help me with my illness. I cannot get over my mindset of going to depression over. I may be appear friendly and smiling at you all at all times but my
heart kind of feel empty and sad. I am indeed EMO now and no mood to say anything. Cause no one in this damm world really care about me. All of you will just smiling and didn't listen to my problems.Even when I got any problems or I going to die or what, who the fcuk listen and care for me?I admit that I have super low esteem and left me alone if you get irrirated by me.
Because when I am your close friends beside you, patiently and listening to your problems. No matter what kind of problems, I will try to listen and solve the problem. But when I have problems that time, all of you just do avoid me or do other stuff. I want you all to pay and seek my attention from me. If you want to peoeple to respect you, then u going to respect people.
Today I just went to see kung fu panda, kind of funny and worth to watch. You guys should go ahead and watch. It suitable for old, young and adult people. Today is Sidney brithday, I wish him all the best for his NS days. Happy brithday to Sidney!!=DDD
JuliaPuppie Julia must recover soon and cheer up as soon as possible!! =DD Piggy will wait for puppie mood to come back and chat with her again!! (:
Jia weiThanks for being my buddy all the while and listen to my problems. Mind telling me your blog
link??XDD I want to link and see you blog!!This sunday go out window shopping!!Yea!!=DDD
DollyThank for being my loyal reader of my blog, kind of happy to know you!! I will tag you on u blog everytime u updated u blog!! Cheer!! Have fun for u camp!!
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