Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 8:17 AM
I am scared and really nervous of my entire FCUKING life.It happening to me for the second time of my life. I really scare that I will go into depressing state when I cannot handle study pressure.Who could really understand how I feeling right now? Who the fcuk going to understand I am feeling right now! First time happen to me during my second year of sch. I hate this feelings when I feel so pressure about studies. My mind is like going all-out blank and cannot think of anything else.
I start to think what is my purpose of my life in this planet. Why do I live in this world for?Why do friends exist in this world? I see from somebody else blog that friends are classified into two categories. Friends and acquaintance. I start to think these few days who are really my friends or just my acquaintance. In reality all my so called my friends are actually acquaintance. I don noe who are my true friends sometimes. I feel so lost and confused also .=X
Another thing is regard if those who think I putting too much emotional feeling in my post. Please get lost and don visit my blog ever again. I swear that I don want to see u face again.
A blog is for u to put u daily thoughs and feelings in it. It not for u guys to critise about it.
Labels: At a loss now