Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 10:25 AM
It been the third week of the school semster and I have not get used to school life.I been slacking quite a lot while trying to focus on my study.Regarding about my previous blog post, I want to apolognise on what I comment on it. I know I always have low self-esteem on myself which some of my close friends should know that. I just feel very lost in this reality world, on which type of life I should set for myself. I know people say that one should decide his/her future by themselves not other people who decide their future.But it just doesn;t make sense to me at all to a certain extend.
Maybe I think too much about this matter and it like a retribution to me. I feel that I becoming more dumb than ever in my life now. It like my brain cannot work properly when solving problems. Arggh!!
But something doesn't change in my mind no matter what happen.Appreciate my loved one & friends is very important to me. I am sorry about the previous blog posting. Fate & destiny bring us to become friends together. It not like I forcing all of you all to be my friends. It like fate which bring u to become my friends. It inevitable this to happen for my situation.
I going to organise another secondary school gathering to meet up with my friends. It been ages since the last times we meet and have fun interacting.
Labels: Looking for goals and directions toward future