Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 7:54 AM
I just finish my dinner and taken my shower.Today I work from 8.30AM ot 9.00PM, total of 11 hours. In the end I still did not finish my work, ther are more to go. I guess tomrrow I still have finish all the work. Nishi told me this period should not be the busiest period but I guess ir bring forward early.
I can feel the pressure is coming in and work is like never ending. I cannot see a ending and when there are no goals for me. I bet all my classmates didn't work till as late as me. But I guess I learn more than all of them and handle more matters.
I am damm tired and shag for today, feel like taking leave and sleep. I want to sleep forever and never wake up. Today work was still damm stress, customer advice keep on faxing in. Stuffing of containers, delivery or self collection. Incoming and outcoming of cargo almost all I handle.
The more I do my work, the more I become numb and meaningless toward all. I feel very very dizzy and not feeling well. I might take MC or leave to recover from my work sickness.
I realise I am a really kind-hearted and easily being use by people. People see me as one who can borrow money easily and allways ask for money from me. Haix..I wish to change for a better person.
Labels: Heart and mind