Saturday, June 28, 2008 @ 8:10 PM
Is friendship really so fragile and weak at all times? Just because of one WILSON US OPEN tennis ball and want to quarrel with me? Come one la, friendship is worth more than just that stuff. Friends should not argue cause of small matter, they should cherish it and treasure it.
Fine with or without friends, I still can survive myself. I live alone, breathe alone, die alone, and sleep alone. Even thought I have quite a fine amount of friends, but no all of them really like to interact with me. I am after all left with a few friends only. Sound pathetic to you all right? But is nothing my the truth. I guess some of you all don't understand my feelings right now.
I realise I have a big weakness since the day I born out, I lack self confidence in talking to people. My collegues nishi told me that I should be more sociable to people and talk more with them. I know I always mumble a lot and people don't catch what i say, but I tired my best.
I simple want to give up and don't talk to any more people, as well become dumb better. At least I don't need to be scare of them laughing at me.It hurts my heart I guess, I want to cry but no tears run down. Haha..
Labels: laughter, sadness, Tears