Life is always full of surprises ahead of you!! :)
Monday, July 30, 2007 @ 7:00 AM
Why I said that,because today really a good and nice surprise for me. Today suppose to have my SCM project presentation, but teacher didn't turn out for lessson. Kind of blessing in disguise, all of us are so relieve coz we all are not prepare for the presentation.
Another surprise is that I saw her in school todaya after school.I am happy to see her once again, never get to see her for like 2 or 3weeks. Kind of miss her but grats to see her again. May god bless that I get to see her.
I got to do my report for SCM, gotta stop typing. Take care all my pals. :)
Day pass very fast today
Saturday, July 28, 2007 @ 10:11 AM
Right now doing my
scm e-tutorial quiz6 which is halfway half.
SCM term paper
haven't even start, don know what to do now. Monday is the presentation for
SCM project, guess have to burn overnight oil again.
Today work was tiring for me,but overall quite fast and nothing serious really during the process of working. I just know a new female staff member, she quite young and she is Malaysian. Like me, I also
inexperience because I am fresh to this company. I hope that I can work for this company for long-term.
Learning to deal thing patiently and calmly no matter what kind of mood are you in. I hope that all my friends will patiently wait for me to change.I promise my
attitude toward you be better.
People lose something sometime and gain something sometime.....
Friday, July 27, 2007 @ 8:47 AM
Today, was my FPD presentation and I did quite well. I am impress the way I present as compare to the past. In the past, my presentation skills was sux, I normal nervous and mumble a lot. But under my friends encouragement and advice. I change in term of the way I speak and my character.
Patience is a virtue to human being, I understand that I need to speak slowly so that people understand what I am trying to say. I salute myself for changing and don mumble in front of everyone. I was very calm when I think back.
My performance for nafpa tester out of 10, I give myself 8 point. Today have a total of 160 testee, and we also don have enough tester.I become so calm and take my time to speak my testees. After that I went to play tennis for 1 hours plus, right now tired and a mountain of homework waiting for me. That all for folks today :)
What a frustrated day for me
Thursday, July 26, 2007 @ 7:25 PM
What the problem with my classmates , somehow I hate them the way they do their project.First time was when I do my Quality management(QMGT),when my project members edit my report my part. I was like so angry and frustrated about this matter. It is a matter of visibility when you are doing project, I trust them and believe if any changes they should tell me. NOT LAST MIN, AND TELL ME. I understand in work, if you boss, or colleagues edit you report, you cannot do anything.
But now this is my second time, one of my module,facilities planning and design(FPD), again she change my way of presentation. Right now, I am buring fire with right in my heart. learn to forgiven but I wont forget this event deep in my heart. Once again,
!@$$#$@them la, and one of my members know that I don like people without inform me that they are going edit report. I hope you all as my classmates or friends understand. Once more time, I don know what to do, I might go crazy or punch them.
Feel like giving up on love
@ 8:59 AM
Should I continue on clambered on some hope on love or give up and focus on my career. Somehow based on feeling and experience, you know whether you should continue or give up. I am so confused now, don Noe what to do. Tomorrow is my presentation what should i do, do thing and slack or?
Confused , tired, sick,bored and angry about my life. My way of attitude , character, way of seeing my life. Somehow i know my mentally has become stronger as in I wont emoto much as compare to last time. Somehow everyone view their life differnet,but everyone have a common concepts, to live everyday to the fullest and no regrets in our life.
My polytechic life and hungry ghost festival
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @ 6:20 AM
Life in polytechnic can be exciting, challenging, tiring for us. But to me is like come to listen lecture, project submission deadline. Somehow after I come to polytechnic, I don have any close friends, just all are normal friends. Polytechnic life to me is lonely and boring journey toward adulthood.
Haix, this month is July, next month will be august. August is the Chinese hunger ghost festival. Scary to said that, but I believe in what my parent told me. During this period, we should stay outside more often, went home early as soon as possible. This period is the period where a lot of unexplainable event and unfortunate accident and event happen to people.
So I warning all my friend who are viewing be careful during this period of time. Take care my pals. :)
Why I come to polytechic instead of JC
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @ 7:18 PM
The reason why I choose polytechic instead of JC, coz my result are not that good. Even I can go into JC, I wonder how can pass the GCE A level, espically my English, General Paper. Now I am having e-commerce lesson which is rather boring.
I wonder why I did't study hard enough but play around. CS, DOTA, TENNIS and etc, you name it, I play. Life in poly is so relax and enjoying but sometimes can be tiring and boring. Burning midnite oil to rush last min project, I just have to adapt to it. In the future, I might be doing project and project, assignment from my boss.
I wonder if I can hold on,I wish I will forever young, no study, no stress and etc.
Stress on nafpa tester? or Tennis training?
@ 8:20 AM
Today I make a daring decision, bewteen nafpa tester and tennis training. I choose tennis training over nafpa tester. The reason why I choose tennis , coz tennis is my passion and tennis training is not so stressful as compare to nafpa tester.
Although I am a offical tester but I have to really alert, focus and work understress. Tennis is a relax sport for me, no matter how hard the training, I can still relax and play.
Somehow I found that my days passes by fast, I didnt really learn much this semster. Exam coming closer,how I am not prepare. I hope everything will go smoothly. :)
Tiring day for me
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @ 7:35 PM
Yesterday went to harry house to do our project, I didn't sleep yesterday. Now I feel very frustrated and moody maybe not enough sleep bah. I don know what wrong with me, somehow too tired to do anything. Hope that tml willl be a better day for me,:)
Good and tiring day for me
Saturday, July 21, 2007 @ 8:14 PM
Yesterday to me was an tiring for me, I woke up at 10am. Still not enough sleep for me, after that went for MDE helper event. I go there was to promote MDE course and there is a new coming course call "diploma in international supply chain managment". I was like shock this course somehow linked to my course.
I know some new friends through this helper event, mostly from EI course. They are quite nice people and easily get along with us. One of my friend like me, we to eat a lot and we eat a few round of food.
After that I went to harry house to do dreamweaver project, he and me just finish the powerpoint action.
Rewarding and smoothing day
Friday, July 20, 2007 @ 8:39 AM
Yea!! I pass by nafpa tester attachment test finally. I did quite a good job today, shout until my voice broke. My efforts finally have been paid off, but something unpleasant that upset me. I went to tennis training and that person went home after Person A not feeling well, I was like so sad for her.
But never mind like everyone said, "tomorrow will be a better day for everyone!". I hope person A recover well soon, and tomorrow have to work again. Left with a lot of tutorials, homework, project and PowerPoint presentation to do. Haix once again, back to doing homework.
One last thing I need to improve my mentally state when playing tennis or doing anything in any situation. Today rally with Levin, one of my year 1 friends, I did play better today :) but without her I cannot even play better haha. That all folks for today!
Self-centered good or bad? Attitude problem, character problem.
Thursday, July 19, 2007 @ 8:25 AM
I know I am self-centered sometimes, but I am not everyone you think I am. I know to you all I may be a bastard, selfish, heartless, asshole or what it is . But I am not what u think so bad, it take time for me to change. Self-centered to me sometimes is good or bad, not everyone is prefect like I said. I admit I am self-centered person sometimes, I have high aim and objective to achieve,and I don want any mistake to be make in the process. As in I will try all way to get achieve my aim.
Today was like another bad day for me, drop by laptop on the floor at the library room. Napfa attachment test noonoe has time to take test for me,
!@#%^& , fate bah, if tml I can pass , I will be very happy.
Another is my attiude problem, from secondary school to polytechic. I hope all my polytechic friend be patient and wait for me to change. :)
Under a lot of pressure and strain-make me a stronger mind person
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ 6:08 AM
Today, to me was my most worst mentally and physically demanding day for me. From teenagers to growling adult to me is a big changes that I need to adapt. Tennis, helpers event, school work, exam,nafpa tester and my part time work.
I need to manage my time properly so that I can do all my work, study and play tennis at the same time. Sometime I wonder why i work so hard for myself, mabye to paid my school fees as I use finish my father cpf money. No matter how hard it is, I think I have to continue hard and strive hard to be a better person.
My part time at soup restaurant is the most differnet task I even face. I need to be mentally and calm to solve the problem and fast that the first time. Another is my nafpa assignment test, tommrrow , I have to pass this time ,if not I am going quite the nafpa attachement. I did not want to work everyday for just cca point alone but the money.
If I can manage to overcome all this obstacles. I believe I will be phyiscally and mentally stronger than anyone in the world haha , no hao lian la!!!
Lol, I think I know what wrong with me
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 4:17 PM
Yesterday tennis training , I don't know how to play better. In the end, my seniors ,wei jing and Christ help me back recover some of tennis skill. I finally become myself back again and wish I won't disappointed again in the future.
Overall yesterday was not that good, as I being scolded by the nafpa testers and their teacher. Something is wrong with this Nafpa tester society, first you have to go for 5 times attachment and them a 6Th time attachment test to get paid. what the
#@@%####%$ man, so frustrated and upset man.
I stay in the school to do project, end up talking and slacking in the library room. My boys classmates overall , I can said that we are FUN, ARGUABLE, OPEN-MINDED, DIRTY(HAHA), easily to share any worries with them. I hope that our relationship with them will be stronger.
Another thing I am happy is that dennis and me are back to normal friend again. :) YA!! Man!! I hope in the future, nothing bad will be happen to bewteen him and me. Last one, I think I have a better idea of relationship bewteen girl and boys. Whether she and me can be together , let the nature of the course, what yours is yours , what is not yours ,is not yours. I finally understand, I hereby thanks all my friend who are support me mentally and physically, A BIG THANK YOU:):):)
Past days I Get easily emotional
Monday, July 16, 2007 @ 8:37 PM
Past days, I am feeling bad, yesterday my tennis training was like sux. I feel like rejecting everyone in tennis club, as in I like to talk to some of the group in the tennis club. I did not rally as well with my friend levin, life is full of ups and plans.I think i need to manage my time, I need to manage the firm.
Haixx,i shouldnt let nature take it course , that all for today. I think I having headache soon, thinking of that person again omg!#$@!#!
Unlucky day
Sunday, July 15, 2007 @ 9:09 AM
Today early in the mornining, I went to practice tennis with one tennis friend , yong. Yong is my year 1 junior, quite a nice person to meet. See him for only 4 times , like old friend already, we can talk anything under the sun. He is also a love expert and anlysis.
After we reach the school tennis court, we saw a group of attiutde lecture and student act if they own the court. Normally we went to the tennis court, we book through the school system npnal in the internet. First time a staff told me to show paperwork evidence, I was like #$%$%^, yong also very angry about that guy.
Worse is another guy who at the court, said us don keep swearing or cursing at us. Bu we didn't curse or swear la, **** him , ** la, he a******e la. All of them are unreasonable.
Worse during my work today, my boss scold me all the way and warn him if i didnt do good enought i will be fired. **** her, i don like to work with old workers, just because they are assistant supervisior, big deal, in the future if i doing business, i willl make sure their company collaspse as in buy over their companu name.
But something nice happen bewteen a girl and and me, ahha so happy la
That all wish tomrrow will a better day for me!!
I have a good day :)
Saturday, July 14, 2007 @ 10:42 AM
Today, I woke up quite late ,because of some incident happen on friday. Now is going to 2am, I don know why I haven't sleep, maybe thinking of that
person!$@!$! again.
Today I went to work again, one of the staff leaving and is her last day of work. Accroding to the tradition, employee will have a cake before she/he left. Today nothing much to type about, whole day doing homework, tutorials and report. I very stress le, everything seem like coming to my way. Hope for a better day!!!1
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Lucky is misunderstanding him and me
Friday, July 13, 2007 @ 7:03 PM
Phew that a was close one on me , I now on my way recovering back to the normal state. I wonder if that is a not a misunderstanding bewteen him and me, I will maybe hate him or ignore him, or I will not don't know what to do in the future. Maybe I will always mistaken he a back-stabber always.
First time in my life, I been back-stab by one of the tennis club people. Double-stab almost make a impact on my me but lucky is a misunderstanding.People always thought first impression count everything but u people are wrong. That friend let said friend A,at first he was a quite nice guy and easily to get along with him. I admite I am easily bully by friend and share my sercets to my friend. But I expect my friend to honour their promise but not telling to other people.
Life is always full of up and down, I scare I have to understand and go through them for my rest of my life.Back-stabber, liars, cheater and rest we have to face all of them in the future. Why frown because of them, the world still continue without u or with u.
I decide to focus on my tennis and my meeting of goal. Singapore tennis tounrament is coming closer as each day passes by, my tennis skill improve day by day not much.My senior told me that I need to be consistent rather thatn hard shot first, which I follow his advice and now my stroke is consisten but lack of power and speed.
Madna,madna meaning in english not yet not yet, I still have a long way to go. I believe by that time the singapore tennis tournmanent , I will get pass the first round of the tournament if I am on form and my skill are reach to the senior tennis skills level.
Now, project ,exam, tutorials a lot of thing come at the same thing. I feel so stress man, how can settle everything at one time. Heaven help me please, I wish my exam will pass with flying colours.
I hate fake gentleman, and back-stabbers
@ 8:04 AM
Today suppose to be mine happy day, playing tennis with people that I like to play. BUT RIGHT NOW, I REALLY UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE HATE BACK-STABBERS. When you trust you friend by telling some of you sercet, he shouldnt do thing that make you angry.
Live is already so tought to live, plus with this backstabbers living in this world. What for we have to stuggle so hard to live with this people.
Somehow, i give up my attempts on getting a girlfriend or what ever crap it is. 7 attempt in my life till now, now plus one 8 time, what the hell la. I know i cannot talk well with girl, but maybe is fate bah. I realise all of us go throught pain, sorrow, happy and frustrated, all this part of our life, which cannot to stop. Cold war, fighting, all kind of thing will end when u going to die soon.
Being a human is diffcult already why we have to go throught this, i rather not being rich by get a true love that all i want simple man thinking.Face with a situtation, that you cannot do any action like so !@#!@ , and depress. Love la, this thing i will never understand them.
I don noe but cannot help myself to think this event. I hope everything will be back to normal.
Sometime think heaven making of me !! that alllsob..
Tiring day, rewarding , enjoyable day in DHL rox!!
Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 6:48 AM
Today is the day where our classmate and me went to DHL for a study trip. I wasn't expect to bring my i/c card you noe when you lost it(200 dollars gone):( . DHl is a leading and no 1 in asia pacific region. I wish I can work in the future in this dream company.
I finally know how a free-trade zone, look like in real world. The buildings there were all big and wide, the security over there is tight. At first, I was scare but later thought since I were going to work in the future, why not get used to it.
After that, I still have nafpa tester where I take record for third year student in ngee ann. I have to shout as there are other tester shouting. Overall it was very tiring after DHL trip , then nafpa tester , I have to go now ,cya tml:0
Bad and no good mood today
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 @ 7:35 PM
Today and yesterday were the same mood, a lot of event happen on the first two day of the week. Quarrel, homework, cold war, tennis interaction and a lot of event more. I feel bad about my self for spending all of my salary on tennis shoe and tennis bag.
The shoe brand is from addias which cost me 83 dollars. The prince new design bag which I quite happy and decide the buy at the price of discounted price of 60 dollars.
The hairdresser suggest me to cut layer behind and slope in front. Overall I become younger and with old-fashioned hair like 30plus to 40plus age. I am going to save my next salary for paid my school fees.
During the 2 months of holiday, I have make my choice among the choices. I will work full time for 2 months in soup restarunt.
After I got my salary, I will buy a new prince speedsport series which cost 200 plus and a camera which I really wanted so much.
I am thinking of dye my hair , what colour should I dye? You decide for me by writing the dye colour on the chatbox
A happy and bad day today
@ 8:47 AM
Today I feel kind of happy and angry about someone in tennis club. I am happy because I cut my hair which make me younger, buy my tennis shoes at 83 dollars ex!!! and bag at price of 60!!
I quite not used to the new tennis shoe and bag as i don noe how to use the bag well ,and shoes not comfortable.
I am angry because I quarrel with one of my tennis friend about the tennis tournament. Don want to talk about it , maybe next blog post bah cya :)
What a slow passing day for me
Sunday, July 8, 2007 @ 9:04 AM
Today is sunday , it is suppose to be a family day where families go out to shopping center. But today sales were average resulting for us the staff have little thing to do.
Soon I will go to sleep and a new week will be waiting for me. Tennis ,work,project, tutorials, girls, all kind of stuff for me to do. Strange for me, I cannot wait for every tennis session to come ,haha I really love tennis so much. Tennis is my life, I guess I cannot quite.:)
Get my first pay!!! :):)
Saturday, July 7, 2007 @ 9:30 AM
Today I just receive my first pay for working at soup restaurant. Although the amount not too much, but I am happy that I have some money for myself. But this amount of money going to gone in two days time.
Today to me it was a tiring day for me, as there was a lot of customers patronising our shop. Somehow I
didn't like my staff member working over there. They call me "Ah boy come here" , I got a name and people should respect me by calling my name not Ah boy!!
I
didn't mean i did not respect my senior staff over there but there should have a limit.
I wish all the people whom I know respect me and call me by name not any nickname. We are born with names and people should respect. So much for today,
tomorrow I will share some great story with you guys. Cya :)
What is flirt meaning to u?
Friday, July 6, 2007 @ 9:30 AM
Today is Friday, tomorrow I have to go to work again at soup restaurant. Two more day and it will be paid day where I get my paid. I then I can get a new hair cut look, buy new tennis and bags and re-string my racket.
Today lesson end at 3pm, afterwards Adrian and me went to the library and borrow a movie called"The island". Overall it was nice but I didn't get to watch finish the movie. Meet with wee kian at the library then went to canteen 2 to eat light supper. Then I saw Rachel and marcus and went them together lour.
Upon reaching the tennis court, rally a few times with Dennis and Jason. We start our doubles match, wee kian and me lose 6-4, that was due to some error made by wee kian and me. But it OK to lose as losing to me is part of experience in our life. People fall and climb up again that what people said.
Then I went to training with year1 people, overall it was tiring la, then I chat with my junior.
I didn't get to rally for very long until 8.30pm.
Then We all went to king album park mac to eat. First time , the senior they all went to kap and eat together.
That all for folks, too tired to type already cya:)
Very tiring and wish to rest in forever
Thursday, July 5, 2007 @ 9:06 AM
Today only have 2 hour of lesson, so boring la. After that went to IBM service center at ngee ann polytechic near canteen 1. Eat my lunch at canteen 1, went to see my harry donate his blood.
I personally scare of donating blood, as I saw the needle to inject into the blood vessels. The process of injecting is painful I guess!! I admire whose who donate blood to those who need blood more urgent than anyone else in the world.
Then, I went to help out in wonder of science where secondary school friends come to ngee ann to present their science wonder.Overall , it was boring,tiring as I only know who is wilison over there.
Next, I went to see adrian dota tournament hold at ngee ann convention center. Expect from his team and him, they easily pawn the opponent team and win the first round.
Slack in the school libaray until 8.30pm, now I reliase I don go home so early as I like to stay in school till late.
Sometime ,I found that my life is lack of someting which is love. I admire my best buddy who has a girlfriend. Sometimes I feel so loney and scaring that I am walking the road alone. I am just telling what I hide in my heart for all this years. Haha , that all for today :)
What a tiring day
Tuesday, July 3, 2007 @ 7:43 PM
Projects,report, tutorial and presentation, I hate doing all these stuff.Now having lesson on e-commerce. Basically, it is a boring and dry lesson, because there is a boring and teacher teaching.
Sometimes I wonder why people said I am talk like hooligan maybe I am loud and talkative.What i lack in my whole dam life are love, money and female friends :].
My classmate harry told me I need to get a girlfriend, so that I will not distrub them in the future.
I wonder how will I survive today. I am currently happy in making the right choice in coming to ngee ann polytechic. I have a wide cirlce of friends and my greatest thing I have to know my tennis friend.
Basically I love going for every tennis session, I get to interact with them more and get to know them better.Basically i got to doze off now:)
Feel a little bit depressed and upset about myself.
@ 9:36 AM
Today I feel happy, sad, depress, upset, angry about my selves. I am happy because my i and e modules does not need to come for 3 week. Today I just went to listen to the nafpa tester training, i was boring as the person drag the whole session for very long from 6 to 8pm Le.
I miss the tennis training because of this boring training,and i am broke now. Today is my second time went to MacDonald's to eat dinner with my senior and victora-kem.Overall it was fun, as we joke, chat, laugh like nobody business.
Let me tell you all more about my seniors and junior in my tennis club. Christopher is my closest senior, i should said, he the president of the tennis club. His best shot is his single-back handed shot.He quite tall, taller than me :( but it ok la I 171 cm he like 180 cm. He quite handsome and he like to joke around with everyone.
Tai lun, he our captain in tennis club, he is very tan and his best shot is his double-backhand.He like mickal jackson very much and he like tell cold wind joke.
Yi hong, the stamian guys who are almost return any shot u give him. He at all-round player and heard he like girls very much. haha watch out for him. He have a lot of stamina and wont tired out easily.
Wei jie, a 180pls tall guys, cannot play with him when he approach to the net. You cannot win through volley but lobs. Nice guy to know him.
Shu juan the only senior girl in tennis, frankly speaking for a girl, she quite good and have good stamina. I quite like to rally with her and she very approachable to talk to.
For my junior, i didnt quite know them well, rachel,victoria-kew,kenny,poh how, ting wei,nadiah,levin.And some of them havent ask their name.
Basically all of them are my tennis friends, I cherish every friendship i have. Guess what, I am aiming to be the president of tennis club, big dreams right?
Hopefully tomrrow I will survive through as I need to stay back until very late.
Exciting, tiring,challenging semster ahead of me.
Monday, July 2, 2007 @ 9:02 AM
Today is consider one of my happy day of my life. I get to know some year 1 tennis club people. They are rachel,ting wei, kenny,poh how, levin and nadiah lim. Some of them from nursing, biomedical and it course.
Great to know them as it will widen my circle of friends which I am myself will benfit from it.
After training, I went with them to king albert park to eat. We exchange number and talk among ourselves. Overall it was fun and memorbale for me.As for now I a lot of project to do, so sia la.