Feeling sick, high fever, throw out food.
Saturday, September 29, 2007 @ 4:27 AM
Today when wake up
feel my body so weak.
Tml is the day..omg..
why is this happening to me?
Throw out two times
feel much better.
Oh man, anyone
can help me
I don want to be
in a poor condition
against no 2 seeded player.
Pray that I can play well
tml..pls...help me...
anymore...
Tomorrow and the day after....important day life
Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 8:49 AM
Tomorrow and the day after
are sta tournament
that some of our
tennis club member join.
Dennis and yi hong
going to play first
tomorrow.
Follow by wei kean
and me..
Today last tennis
training before
going for tournament.
"Why don you don you best?"
Give out all the best
shots to the no 2 seeded
player.
Bring it on.
:)
Draw are out...
Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 7:57 PM
Tournament draws are out
I am against no 2 seeded player
It going to be a tough match
for me.
Don know how to be
mentally prepared
for this.
The pressure is still there.
7 more days
to the match.
Time will be 6 15 pm
at kallang tennis
complex.
Those who wish
to support me,
please come. :)
Different level and different standard of play
Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 8:25 AM
Today went to
kallang tennis complex
and saw the people
over there play.
I dare to say they
are good, far better
than anyone in the club.
Didn't mean to said
this, but reality is reality.
Some more I feel
pressure after seeing
them.
But after much thinking,
didn't think much
already.
Tomorrow is the
bonding day, where everyone
come to play
and talk among ourselves.
Tiring day for all
of us I guess.
Never forget u goals and the u parents that raise you up
Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 8:25 AM
My father and mother
raise me up till now
I now glad and thankfully
for them.
They work hard
for me and the whole family.
I should do
my best to help
them.
I put my best
effort in tennis
playing the best
shot.
Less than two more
weeks, jia you
jia you.
sweats,sweats
in exchange for improve
for u tennis skills
is worthwhile
afterwhile.
Tired...tired
Saturday, September 15, 2007 @ 9:38 AM
Yesterday play hours
of tennis, weather
very cool and cold.
Feel like not playing
went to library
to play board games
with wee kian
and yong
Two more weeks
to tournament
and some
of my classmate
went to community
trip
good luck to
them.
This coming two
weeks is a tough and
tiring weeks for
me.
Here my plan,
monday,wedensday friday,
tennis training
,running, sit-up
push up
and grip strength.
For the sake of
myself to become stronger
and better person.
All these sweat,
training been through
is nothing.
Result out
Thursday, September 13, 2007 @ 5:21 PM
My gpa improved
from 2.6 to 2.9
Haix, at least improve
what I am disappointed
is that supply chain
management
I didnt get a ad.
Instead I get
a AD for
global logistics
management.
Sob...
why get this
poor results
Blame noone
but myself..
for playing a fool.
slacking and slacking.
Two more day to the release of exam result
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 @ 6:56 PM
Two more days
to release of exam
results,I am scare
that I will flunk
some of my module
what should i worry?
Yesterday play tennis
with Levin hse
Quite tired
feel bad that I
cannot play with
him nicely
sorry Levin.
:(
Somehow wish to
go to some place
relax and straighten
my thoughts.
I change a lot
some good, some
bad.
today still
got practice more
on tennis..tennis
Memorable day of the year for me
Sunday, September 9, 2007 @ 9:37 AM
Today wake up at 10am
consider quite early.
Watching some amine
at home, then go bkp
to meet jia hui.
she bough two dozen
box of doughnut.
One for the manager
another is for everyone.
Jia hui is
a quite nice person
i know among
the people I
work with.
Easily can get along
and approachable.
Today three of the staff
in the JP left the soup
restaurant.
Work with them
for a quite period
of time.
We laugh, work, joke
together.
Then all of us take some
photo together.
Quite happy and
memorable.
Tml back to tennis
training and buying
second racket.
hehe
cannot wait to play
haha.
Going to miss all
my friends out there.
Take care all of you!!!
:)
People are leaving one by one....so sad...
Saturday, September 8, 2007 @ 7:08 PM
Some of my staff
working at soup restaurant
are leaving.
so sad, will miss them.
Some of them to me
are good working buddy
we laugh, we talk anything under
the sun.
One of them I find
that she leaves,
what a pity,
cannot see her
pretty face
cannot say her name out.
But never mind,
if fate arrange us
to meet together again,
the day will come.
Later meeting jia hui
to buy doughnut at bkp plaza
for the manager birthday.
he he
Yesterday I make
a grave mistake
forget to take house
key out of my house.
My parents scold me
lucky in the end
can climb through
the window.
if not going to regret
of my action
for my rest of my life
I am so disappointed about myself...i am asshole...asshole...always....no matter what.
Friday, September 7, 2007 @ 11:56 PM
Yesterday AGM meeting,
I was given the post of logistics
which I don want.
I didn't voice out,
I feel like beating myself
why I didn't voice out
Actually I want
to give up
logistics post
and aim for
president of the
tennis club
I know people in tennis
club see me a asshole
always make fun of myself
like 3 year old.
but...but...I am not
what you all think I am.
I am like a smelly tofu
those who know me
well, know my
character.
I cannot make
everyone happy,
but at least
I try.
Don know what wrong
with me, BIG changes
in me, not like the past of me
guess I am half-adult
have to bear responsibility.
Yesterday I am happy
of one thing
kenny and me
are back to normal.
if kenny u are seeing this
I give u my full blessing
once again to
u and rachel :).
We grow up
as we learn.
The world
Thursday, September 6, 2007 @ 5:39 AM
I know this world
is full of unfairness,
selfish and other
type of bad behavior.
Born in Singapore
how lucky I am
glad that I have both
parents and I am not
disfigured or what.
Although not born
in rich family
thing that I want
need to go through
a lot of pain and process
to get it.
Tomorrow is
AGM days
the big day of my life.
Hope that those
who trust me,
believe in me.
I hope that I have
the chance to prove
to all of you
that I will do my best
if I am elect for the
main committee
Tennis
Tuesday, September 4, 2007 @ 7:23 AM
Watching Ace Wo Nerae
get addicited to it
I guess, love tennis
so much, like half of
my life, other than work,
study is tennis
tennis....tennis....
This coming friday
most probably annual
general meeting(AGM).
Let nature take the course
whether I am in
the committe member.
This move i watch
Ace Wo Nerae
moviate me to play
better in tennis
I am going to try harder
wont let u all down
my friends:)
Rain rain..go away come and another day..little adult want to play....rain rain go away
Monday, September 3, 2007 @ 9:01 PM
Yesterday keep on raining
first tennis training
so slack ,so boring,
didn't get to play much
Go to the library and watch
the movie called
Fantastic 4
Quite nice to see,
after that went
home and doze..
Zzz..Zzz
Zzz...
Watching the 200 pound beauty
Quite nice story
wondering do men do
plastic surgery?
I guess no one bah??!!
Wahaha
First racket gone case :( so upset and confused
Saturday, September 1, 2007 @ 9:43 PM
Yesterday suppose to go
to re-string my racket
But when i reach there
uncle said my racket
got cracks cannot re-string
FOREVER!!! le sob..
pray that I wont break the
string
Now planning
to buy a second racket
for my coming
tournament..money
money..expensive le
Thinking of buying
prince o-zone
or prince o3 series
cost roundly 200 plus
What should I buy?
Put so much commitment
in tennis
This coming tournament
aiming for prize money
No matter how strong
the opponent is,how tough it is
have to pawn all of them.
Even they are seeded player
bring it on
all my opponent go to trash by
ME!!!!
Sound too over-confident
just have to prove
it through action.
See me get the prize money
Don want to let down
myself,my family,
my seniors,my friends,
for believing me.
Meanwhile,yesterday
a bit sad, feel left out
all the staff went to
eat supper while I
go home, never invite me
haha, guess I am not invited.