What do I really want?
Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 7:43 AM
I don know why
what exactly do I want.
Can anyone tell me what I
want?
My future...haix...still thinking
These past few days
quite tiring for me, tennis
nafpa tester and homework.
I want to do my best in
all these area.
Today suppose to have inventory
lesson but cancel then
my classmates and I
went to play risk.
It was quite fun and tiring.
After that went to nafpa,
there are 127 testee
and 12 tester I guess.
Make a mistake during
wedensday and will not
do it again.
Then I went to play tennis
with chris, tai lun, tai lun they all.
Starting to get use to the string tension.:)
Hope will be on form again.
Tennis rock!!!
Happen to see jia hui
today at canteen1 two times.
I can say out of so many friends,
not many people know me well.
Got body..but no brain..what wrong with me???
Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 8:24 AM
What wrong with me??
I cannot find the answer,
can anyone tell me??
I like not being myself..le..
Oh god...please make my life
much easier..please.....
Life have been tough
for everyone...include me myself..
Always so useless in front
of everyone.
I miss my secondary school days
really, so much that I wish
to go back..
Why people like to bully me? They are a bunch of assholes..
Thursday, November 15, 2007 @ 5:30 AM
People always like to bully me,
why, why, why, they think
they are big-shot is it?
Bastard them and tell them go
to hell, they will get their retribution.
I don like people to
make fun of me.I will
try to not to make
fun of other people.
I hate one of my friends,
he still my friend but I treat
him as if I don know him.
!!!!!@#!@#!!@#.
His attiude is the most sux
among all the friends I meet.
Those who like to bully me,
better watch out, I will tolerate
this action.
I will never forgive
all of you.
NEVER!NEVER!
BETTER
DON LET ME SEE YOU!
People are avoiding me
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 4:24 AM
For some reason,people are
starting avoiding me!!
Am i that scary, that people run away
from me. Well I myself
also not sure, maybe is due to
misunderstanding.
These period of days quite tiring
for me, after reach home I went
to sleep already.
Realise I am the most useless
among the rest.
I am the most useless guy in
the earth..
Useless,bastard,asshole>myself.
Friends have been changing their blog haha
Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 3:51 PM
Some of my friends change their blog
website, cool right?
With new look and design sure
attract people to see their blog.
I apologise for my lousy design
that is so basic for everyone.
Serious thinking on signing
on army, combat or as
logistics?
I have no chance since
my family need money
urgently really.
Wondering when I get the
pay for as nafpa tester ?
It been so long already since last
semster.
Run 2.4km together with the testee
Friday, November 9, 2007 @ 6:44 PM
Time pass by so fast,
now already end of week 4
Yesterday there was only 6
testees only, first time as a nafpa
test have so little people.
I decide to be a pacer
which mean to guide them
in the 2.4km.
Suppose to run finish at a timing
of 12.20min.
But I finish at a timing
of 10.39min, amazing right?
haha but still can be improve.
After that went to play tennis,
too many people playing.
Pratice my serving and nothing else.
Haix..How am i going to finish
my work, so many tone of
work to do.....
Useless weisiong la..haha
Quite slack, quite busy...how to adpt to the situtation.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007 @ 8:15 AM
Ok folks I will updated
on what I have been doing
over the period of time
Last week I conduct nafpa test
for student again,
kind of forget some stuff.
Lucky my senior was there for
me to guide me.
They are zhi kun and hui ning,
both of them are quite nice person.
Meet up with one of
my friend that I only see
her one times before.
Her name is gui hui,
a third year student.
She need help in
some of the stations
in nafpa test.
In the end cannot really
help her much.
Tml is her test, jia you
for her haha...
Time flew pass fast,
yet very little thing I can
do for myself.
Realise I not fit for army,
guess office work for me .
Hope that my friends will
be there support me.
I will also support them
in one another way.:)
Stress is building up...omg...cannot take it..
Thursday, November 1, 2007 @ 8:59 AM
Stress is building up..
omg..how can I take the
pressure, I am so stupid
sometimes cannot really finish
the work that i given.
Nafpa society and tennis club,
have to run both side,
quite tiring.
What can do now??
Lack of money!!Sign on army?
haha...
maybe I will...