Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 7:55 AM
This Friday I am taking leave off to do my final report for my attachment. I hope I can finish by end of this week and submit to my lecturers. I only start with two pages of report and that is COVER PAGE AND Acknowledgment.Haha..anyway these pass period I been quite busy with my work and don't feel like updating my blog.
I been thinking about human being nature every second, every min, every hour about their character. I mean all of us cannot fully understand one no matter how close we are with that friends. I also reflect on we all human beings on what action have we done in our daily lives.
Sometimes I wish all the human being will be wipe out and a whole new world be created. Human being are just too greedy, money-minded, jealous and evil in this planet. As compare to other creature or mammal in this planet earth, they are at least better than all of us.
Look at us on what we have done on this planet EARTH. GLOBAL WARMING, POVERTY, GREENHOUSE EFFERT AND LOT OF MAN-MADE DISASTER DONE BY US. I think the life is like a cycle where time will reach a stage which wipe out all human being.
This world is have too much unfairness, biased,jealousness,sadness, angerness in this whole damm worlds. Dont' you guys agree with me? I just stating the fact but not criticse anymore here but is the truth.
Before I continue my another day of my story, I state that I am not emoing state. Many views of my blog might always feel that I also put in a lot of negative feelings about myself. People might think that I am emoing, low-self essteem or other else just looking down on u self. Yes in fact I did think this way in the past but not NOW.I hate friends who judge people based on their status or appearance. I just simple hate them cause THEY THNK BIG FCUKER OF WHAT. You guys just sux and go away from eye and stop distrubing me. I admit I am ugly ok, not handsome as what you guys expect from. I not rich as guys or what or I not in good sense of dress fasion as what you guys are. I am just the simple and yet plain WEI SIONG NTH ELSE.I NOT GOODLOOKING, NOT RICH OR SOME FCUK FAMOUS guys as waht u see.
I tired hard to maintain every single friendship that I have in my life. But thing just won't go on smoothly as it is, I done my best for my part. I hope yous guys appreciate my effort if not I won't be even bother with you guys anymore.This apply to everyone including my close friends. I have enough of showing my concern to all my friends.
This word " Sorry" is very common used by everyone in this planet. I wonder why people say sorry for? Sorry to express their concern for their closed and loved one. One sorry word doesn mean I will forgive you or what. Why people say sorry when they already hunt me in my heart? Sorry that mean I forgive u guys but just that u guys hurt me till I become numb.
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
It been ages and ages since I updated my blog for so long. I am so lazy to update this blog, like so inactive in my c.box or noone seem to be bothered what I updated. Haha...Nothing much to update as I been doing the same routine of stuff everyday. Tennis session on weekend and work on weekdays, trying to kill my time. Nothing much to comment about my work as I am just an inter student. Intership periods is ending soon for me and I extending till october.
Currently I am rushing for my final report and presentation, wondering how do I start both of it. Anyway things are going smoothly for me and I wish this will continue forever. I been living my life all along myself with or without friends. I am thinking about what I going to do in the future, really don't know what to be.
Yesterday night been chatting with yong han in msn about his matter. I could like to advise him that don't bother what other people look at you. People also like to despair people or talk bad about other people. That what I hate about we as human being , as we look people and criticse them as if they understand their feelings.
My principle of my life is I will never judge or despair anyone based on appearance. It so unfair to those people who does not have normal body feature. I hate those who based people based on you attire, your face or other stuff. It just not fair to everyone, but life is like that. Life is unfair for everyone, as everyone has their own side of story.
Anyway I going to change my blogskin, as I get sick of this background. I want a design that look nice and brigher all my visitor of my blog. (:
Labels: Changing blogskin soon and staying focus
Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 6:30 AM
Today is sunday and yet another day for me to slack for nothing. For my report wise, I am totally stuck of what to include in my report. I guess I have to ask my collegues about any new stuff for me to learn. As usual I went for cycling around my neighbourhood area and saw a poster on tennis court session. I was kind of surprise that my neighbourhood area have a tennis court that for rental to public.
An idea strike to my mind to ask yong to play with me during weekday or weekend in preparation for our doubles match in september. The rental fees for that tennis court is $ 3 per hour which is quite reasonable and the quality of the court is good.
I am waiting for my pay day to arrive and busaries amount to bank into my account. It kind of frustarting when one don't have any money with you. I hate being poor, I hate being despair by people when they see u as a poor person. I want to earn as much as much as fast I can. I not a clever person or do I am stupid person. I just don have high IQ as compare to other people..Haha...
I wish my father will have good health forever as it is. He not feeling well these fews day and I want him to recover as soon as possible. I , as his son feel so heart-pain to see him always fall sick easily. I am those type of person who value fillal piety as one of the most important value in my life. No matter how successful a person is, he/she must not forget his/her parents kindness.
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 8:19 AM
This is a picture of one of my collegues who have left the company last week ago. His name is call ray and is a nice guy to chat with. He came from china and come here for study. Basically he work in the control department in charge of our ASRS systems. He a IT genius should say, good at doing all the computer staff. It also been ages and ages since I upload photos on my this blog.
I usually don't upload photo cause it tooks freakin long time to upload on the internet.Another reason is I don't wish to upload my ugly face in my blog.Anyway I just back from tennis session with my group of friends. It been two and a half year since I play tennis. I did have a bit of regret in my life maybe because there few female friends in tennis club. =P
There are usually more male newcomer than female newcomer from what I see every year.It not even balanced as a whole club. I been in npcc, fencing club, or other kind of club. It my first time seeing a club in which suppose to be at least balance of both gender. It led to disappointment and disappointment again every year. XDD
I saw a motor accident just now when I was pasting back the mac of king albert park.It my first time seeing a accidient in my real life . I pray that guy will be doing fine and recover to it full health. Life is so fragile to me sometime , with a seconds gone and I might just pass aways.=X
It the cruel fact and reality of all human life nature. I got to accept it when my beloved ones pass away.Whether all my friends who hate me or dislike me, I don't care and I wish all of you to cherish all your friends.There are times when all of us have friends that we dislike, we don' t wish to talk to. But think for it a moment,you might not be liking his/her character but they might help you in the future. Think carefully before ending any friendship.
I make my mind and I have decide to join for the sta doubles in september. My double partner will be yong is my junior and a nice guy also. We are going to hell training during this coming august and september. We are going to aim for the first!! First !!Suddenly I feel so motivated in my tennis and going to give in all my shot!!YA-HA.
Well for my attachment wise, I have just finish week 16 report and 5 more to go. I stuck of what to type for my report and nothing come out of mind. Anyone can save me from this situation!!Arggh...I going to think what to do and get an A for my IAP. It will help to improve my overall gpa and improve the chance of getting into a university.
Labels: STA.Month of september Report.Life..XDD
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @ 7:54 AM
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspxHappen to see this quiz on esther blog (:
Quite true for me and hope
you guys know the answer
from there!
Labels: Understand more about yourself. (:
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 12:44 PM
I just woke up from my sleep and look at my clock in my house. It 4 o clock now since I sleep yesterday, too tired from my work. Yesterday one of my collegues ray was is last day working in the company, I going to miss those days with him, =D All you best to your university in NTU! Hope to see you around soon!
As for me , I will be staying in this company till oct 11, which is around 2 months later.I hope that this new coming collegues whose name call vanna will at least stay longer. Today I been taking customer advices order non-stop. I almost cannot breath and finish all the work, I need some help from my collegues. No matter how strong a person ,he/she still need person around to help him. No one born a hero , right from the day you born.
I am feeling much better right now and more stable in my mind.I been so long that I wake up at this time around to use internet. Normally in the past I would wake up this time to revise for my coming exam papers. I guess I miss those day when I really put in all my efforts in my homework. I wonder whether I can go back to my oldself like myself?Haha..even I myself don't know whether I can do it.
I don't know what I am doing sometime in my life, I hurt people feelings like nobody business. I am self-centered sometimes and need attention from my friends. I am truely sorry to those I hurt around of my friends. I am really and really sorry to all my friends :( Sorry to my puppie Julia for distrubing when is not the right time.Forgive piggy this time around!(:
Anyway you guys like to live in Singapore? Mind sharing your answer in my tagboard. =D
Labels: Changing song ...Truely Sorry to Puppie
Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 6:47 AM
It is now 9.47pm , this is my 236 times I blog my post. I stop and breathe, thinking what to post. Today I know a new collegues that will be joining our commerical department. I hope she will be happy working here as there are challenges and stress in the coming days. Most of the new staff that I ever meet does not last more than 3 months. I wonderful this new coming staff will last how long.
I wonder this is a good new or bad news to me. I will be extending my attachment till october 10 which is a few days before school starts.I just wish to earn extra cash for myself and for my family finanical needs. I just apply the leave for myself to take a break from my work. I been like working like a bull like nobody business.My allowance after the intership will be sligher higher.I will be able to meet the new interim who will be coming over around september. I have extactly one month to train him of what I learn so far before I went back to school.
I been reading up about history books on world war II and other stuff. Everytime I read those sentence, my tears will shed to my face. Imagine that you are the medic and treating the wounded solider that are going to heaven. The blood is gushing from his windpipe or chest, you tired you best to stop his bleeding but it won't. I could feel very useless as I could help to save those lifes of those solider.
I feel like sheding down all my tears and let all my emotional upset out all my hearts.You guys cannot understand how does it feel from my point of shoe. I may be appear as strong as what you see me but I am emotional unstable person. I really emotional when I see sad part of anime when a person try so hard and yet don't deserve the efforts. Right now I am sheding my tears slowy down my face. I know I always been blogging on sad post while I really cannot stop thinking about it.
I know I have to understand and thought for all my friends around. I think I should not have show too much concern to my friend and get a side effects. Afterall we belong to different worlds no matter how hard I tired to maintain the gap bewteen us. I tired not to think about it and leave it as it is.I will not distrub you anymore like in the past, past is past,I won't yearn about it.
Somehow I learn my lesson from my previous friendship as it is, ignore this paragraph as my emotions i getting out of control.Friendship is like when u on a boat, the people sitting with u in the boat might be helping you. And at the same time will be hurting you as push you to the sea.
~~I sit on the chair, staring on the dark night sky, wonder what wrong with my life~~~
~~Life is like that , suck it up~~with reference to harry
~~Don't think so much, and move on~~
~~Emotions flow into my brain~~
~~without stopping and unbearable in my mind~~
~~why is there pain in this world~~
~~People say" we should cherish friendship~~
~~But how many really do understand~~
~~the meaning behind~~
~~Only those truly understand~~
~~the pain and effort to care~~
~~for them and let them~~
~~feel that there are always some one~~
~~caring for you~~
~~Done by~~
~~wei siong~~
Labels: Staring into the sky and wondering the difference bewteen all of us
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 8:12 AM
This is 235 blog post that I have wrote so far and so small amount. I see the forest, I see the sun ,I smell the natural air and breath deeply. Every sunday is the most happiest day of my life as I cycle around my neighbourhood area to relax myself. No tennis on sunday, no work on sunday, no friends gathering on sunday , just the day for me to relax. I love nature a lot and don't wish to live in singapore. Everywhere we go we could see nothing and nothing but building.
Are you all Singaporea sick of living in Singapore? For me I wish to live a farm with no moderm building around me. Grow some vegtables and take sheep for some walk. This kind of life is really simple and yet happy.It would be good sometimes when there are no friends around me, as there would not be taking the trouble and care for all my friends.
Through my experience from the day I born till now, I realise I have a lot of friends. But as each individual friends have their own circle of friends, they will soon left you alone.Same apply when you are older , what all human being need is a companion to accompay for their rest of his/her life. I don have a circle of fixed friends but I guess I have a fixed goals and mindset. I know I am not that clever as other people, I need to work doubtly hardworking to achieve what I in my whole life.
I tired hard for all my single friendship but things just won't work the way you want. Same apply to my life. Yesterday I meet up with Jarrel and harry and discuss about general matters and work. Thanks harry for treating me that one bottle of tiger beer! I appericate a lot of you treat! Among all my friends that I ever meet,both of you guys are serious putting me in thinking hat. If I got any matter or general informtaion , I will go and look for you all.
I like chatting with them about our future, our career, goals in our life. I hope we will continue this and mantain this ever after graduation.
The next thing I wonder about in my mind is about the bond of my class. From the start of my education journey till now , there seem to be no even one memorable in my life. Primary school times , I change three times of school. Since I changes schools frequently, it impossible to get into contact with my primary school friends.
Next for my secondary school times, I stick in only one school and that is Regent Sec!!It not a bad school actually and most of my good friends are from there. I still remember during secondary 2 when I was enrol into class 2-9. During that time almost all the male student was involve in WWE which mean wresting. Almost of all us wrestling against each other and seeing who stronger. Tearing of school uniforms, pulling down other people pants was a common action in those days.
The most funny I even think back was the design of WWE TITILE BELT for selective champion. There are lightweight champion, heavyweight champion, double team champion, US CHAMPION, Olympics champion and etc. My friends and I were the one who come out with the idea and design for them. Yous guys could not believe my story if I didn't mention here.
Next is my polytechnic education stages where I meet different friends from different background. Some from mixed school while some from boys/girls school. It a totally different experience for me.A pity was that our whole class was not so bonded through out these two years. We did have BBQ, outing or cycling but still cannot bring the whole class together. I guess the male and female have different mindset and thinking's.
I wonder for my next or even my last stage of my education journey in my university of my life.Will I ever meet good friends or buddy that are worth for me to cherish?
Last paragraph is post for my puppie julia. (: Sorry for making you upset cause of my stubborn statement against puppie yesterday. Piggy will make his very best in his coming presenation while he can! Puppie also must get back her mood back to normal yay? Smile! =)
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 7:44 AM
Just back from my work and totally drain and shag as I have not slept enough yesterday. I recall Jarrel words that he told me when we will chatting with each others. We human being need to have goals so that we can achieve what we want in our life.
Thanks for enlighting me for my rest of my life, Jarrel!Goals which is eveyone in their life that they wish to achieve at the end of their life.I did think about my goals constantly everday and changing everyday. I did have goals but they are changing everyday. Fixed goals that I should have in my mind so that I can be happy in my lifes. What are you goals in u life? Mind tag in my c.box and share with me. (:
I have seperate the goals into short term to long term for my entrie life. No matter what happen in the future, I want to acheive them.YAY..Finally I have goals in my life but stll not fixed yet.Another thing is I don know whether should I extened my attachment till school start so to earn extra cash. I wish to use this amount to buy thing that I want in my life!!XDD
Get bored of this song and decide to change to another song. Hope you guys like it(:
Labels: dreams, Goals, relationship
Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 6:16 AM
Just slacking more than enough that I ever have for every weeken, and back to updated again. Yesterday went to Causeway point shopping mall and pass brithday present to Dolly rocker!XDD.Finally see her in real life as a friend and pass her present.(: Chat with her for some moment before went to shop around in cwp.Glad to know you Dolly rocker!XDD
It being long since I went back to causepoint shipping mall for shopping. I take a peep to soup restaurant that side and see the staff over there. But I guess the staff over there forget me already la!!
After walking for around 1 hours plus, I took MRT and went back home to take a nap. After that I went for tennis session with my tennis friends.(: I was playing with yi hong, dennis, yong, kenichi, shu juan and sidney.It was overall the same and fun session with them. I wish time will freeze for some moment and so that I can cherish those moment.
Weekend is those days for me to slack as much as I can.Haix, I have not even start any weekly report from week 9 onwards. It seem like I cannot catch up with the time or I don even have initative to start!! Attachment coming to the end and a new semster coming already.
From the start of attachment till now I really truthfully learn a lot of lesson and values. Whether is theory, practically or mentally from all these areas, it make me strong as a person and brave to overcome all obstacles.
In dealing with obstacles my way of overcoming is be Calm, focus and be decisive. That mine three factor of handling for all matters. Right now I slack till want to quickly go to work and start my job. If you guys ask me bewteen study and work, I would prefer none!!XDD I would want to travel around and slack till I tired.
Labels: Report the true intention? Slacking or boredness
Thursday, July 3, 2008 @ 8:23 AM
Just back from tennis training and I may not going to see my tennis shoes again. I lose my tennis shoes just not long ago when my training was over. How forgetful I am to forge to take my shoes. That shoes was brought recently ago and cost around 80 dollars and is an addias brand sia. I was so upset and no mood really, spoil my whole entire day. Tommorrow I going to try my luck and search for that shoe and pray hard that I can it back. Pleases =XX.....
Switch to another topic regarding my work bah, today was a really" What a day sia". Customer suddenly come and want to conduct stock check of goods.Our whole department is very panic and my manager is the one who panic. Nishi, jeff, rachel and the rest of commerical department are really very nervous and see got any due folder of july. I have some other folder in the hands for the month of june. I quickly check my in tray and I did have some folder which are due.
My manager ask all of us whether we have any due folder, I did say yes and pass to him.
In fact I have two due folder which I only told him one of the folder which is due. People can changes face really very fast , in fact super duper really fast!!XDD...
I don know whether I stupid or what, and tell him about that folder and kanna scolding from him. He get so piss off and fuck up with me and scold me.
He say" weisiong, write a report about why this is happen, send to your lectures in charge and cc the report to me" . I was like " huh...just because of this you ask me to write a report ?".
I don't dare to talk back him as I just an interim student here. I just wish to get good grades from my this attachment and learn as much as I can.I pray that my grade won't be affected cause of this incident.
Yesterday was a interesting day for me as I meet up with my classmates.It was Harry, Jarrel and me where three of us going to coffeeshop and drink to chat about our attachment. So suprising,I see harry pick up smoking during this period of attachment. I was so surprised, well people do changes as time passes by. Basically, we talk about anything from sport to political to global event, career and our goals in our life. It was fun and nice chatting session with harry and jarrell. I miss you guys a lot..Yay..
Anyway before the time strikes 12o'clock, I like to say once more " HAPPY BRITHDAY DOLLY ROCKER!!".Wish all her wishes come true!!Yay..
Another things is all the best for puppie Julia for her leadership camp, rememeber to put more sun lotion. Take care!Miss Julia puppie(:
Labels: Shoes are gone and new chapter begin
This is a picture of one of my collegues who have left the company last week ago. His name is call ray and is a nice guy to chat with. He came from china and come here for study. Basically he work in the control department in charge of our ASRS systems. He a IT genius should say, good at doing all the computer staff. It also been ages and ages since I upload photos on my this blog.