Field camp is over
Saturday, August 29, 2009 @ 8:40 PM
Field camp is finally come to the end,
but no a bad experience for me.But
definally I don't want to experience
again for me. Sleeping in the forest
and fighting mission is phyiscally exhausting
and mentally shaggness for me.
Got injuries on my back as my rifle butt sway
left and right, feel so hurt and pain. Third injuries
since I been enlisting into army,wandering
whether if I make the right
choice coming into commando vocation.
Feel so hurt mentally by some of my friends
in army, why can't they put themselves
into other ppl shoes?
Tears just flowing by my cheek
yesterday while doing thunderstorm.
I hate them sometimes really going
straight away to their face and say
"FUCK U ALL LA, CB LA"
and punch their face.
Two more weeks to POP,
and hope my leg will recover
fully from injuires and sprain.
If not I will be post out of commando
vocation, which that last thing
I wish for.
Maybe all these problem is because
of this reason of me myself.
Maybe not other ppl fault or character,
but my character myself.
Labels: End of exercise Thunderstorm
No goals ,no dreams,lost in direction
Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 5:30 AM
Sprain my right leg ankle last week
when I was playing basketball. My leg
ankle was swelling quite aweful and big.
Went to see the medical officer and given
me five days of excuse from running,jumping
and marching. This mean I got excuse from
all the light duties.
Watching all my brothers doing PT and marching
make me envious of them.At the same times,gaining
another perspective from those taking medical leave.
It feel like being outcast from the rest of the world.
Everything seem like being taken away from the sprain.
Finally I understand how does it feel for those
who have flu, leg pain or fever or other pains
to want to join in but can't.
As for me each days pass by meanings slacking
and wasting every seconds of my times.
How wish times will be able to reverse
and that won't happen to me.
Brusies everywhere
Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 11:20 PM
It never easy to be a leader
or easy to be human
none making everyone happy.
I tried to please everyone
but can't work for them.
I guess that how human being
are when they are born.
Back to main topic,just finish
two days of field camp at
the back yard of our camp.
This coming friday going tekong
for generade throwing,feeling
quite excited about it.
Long weekend from friday till monday
night for me.
I wish I can help my
family somehow in anyway
espically my parents.
Everytime I think of them,
tears just flow down
my cheek bone.
=(
Labels: Happy 44 national day
Long weekend
Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
Surprising that I manage to book out on thursday,
and booking in on sunday night. Nothing much happen
expect I attain my markmanship last week at the range
that side.
Finally I become a markman!=DD
Just watch the movie"Public enemies" at the new shopping
mall next to bugis street iluans. To me this movie is my
type that I want to watch, boring and sleepy for me.
Eat at Billy bombers with my friends
1 for 1 for dinners package
Quite worth it expect serving
should be bigger a bit.
During friday, I bring my relative to
go for parents engagement days
as my parents are not free.
Tell them abt my ippt test
,weight and welfare in the army.
LOST 2 KG!! XDD
After that went to sakae sushi
for the buffet during lunch.
$14.90
Eat till sian over the
same kind of food.
Sick of jap food!
I miss my oldself
Don be overconfident!
Don be foolish
Don be stupid
Think before u act!
REC KANG WEI SIONG
Is that clear or not
Where are all my
friends when I need
help from u?
=X
Labels: Friends come and go as times pass by
Long weekend
@ 11:19 PM
Surprising that I manage to book out on thursday,
and booking in on sunday night. Nothing much happen
expect I attain my markmanship last week at the range
that side.
Finally I become a markman!=DD
Just watch the movie"Public enemies" at the new shopping
mall next to bugis street iluans. To me this movie is my
type that I want to watch, boring and sleepy for me.
Eat at Billy bombers with my friends
1 for 1 for dinners package
Quite worth it expect serving
should be bigger a bit.
During friday, I bring my relative to
go for parents engagement days
as my parents are not free.
Tell them abt my ippt test
,weight and welfare in the army.
LOST 2 KG!! XDD
After that went to sakae sushi
for the buffet during lunch.
$14.90
Eat till sian over the
same kind of food.
Sick of jap food!
I miss my oldself
Don be overconfident!
Don be foolish
Don be stupid
Think before u act!
REC KANG WEI SIONG
Is that clear or not
Where are all my
friends when I need
help from u?
=X
Labels: Friends come and go as times pass by