Back just back and nothing change...
Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 8:09 AM
Book out early today and going
in tomorrow at night. Life kind
of sux in army and nothing much
to comment. Got my rifle as my wife
and sunday going for some shooting.
How wish I got to be back to cillivan
life like a normal person. My only motivation now is my family and friends.
Today just have my ippt test just
without 2.4km running due to raining.
Overall I did improve for my chin up
from 4 to 6, as for sit up improve from 55 to 62.
This week in army not very smoothing,
mark by my sergarnts and platoon mates.
Being called by them by nickname called "China Man", which my tennis friends also call me.
Sometimes I wonder why people like
to laugh at each other and call them
by names.
U GUYS THINK it funny to
laugh at people because
of their actions or behaviours.
But have u guys put u self in
other people shoes and spare
a thought for them.
STUPID PEOPLE, ALL
AND GO AND DIE!
Suppose going to clubbing
with my NS buddy but end up
cancel due to unfortunate thing happen.
I need motivation for myself and
nothing else.
I got dreams
AIM
TARGETS
TO MEET
BUT LACK
OF COURAGE
AND MOTIVATION
I wish everything will
be smoothly inside and
ultimate aim is going
OCS.
Labels: Moody feelings